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  • I have.. made up my mind about something
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Nothing life wise has really changed, so this won’t really be like my other little diary entires at this point xD

    But if you ever do return message me on discord- Icy#4098
    I won’t change my name in the chance you come by a while from now and see it
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    But this will be my last little diary update, so I had to give you some way of finding me again after this, after all you’re one who has stuck with me through everything despite how I tried to drive you away and how I could be so mean and neglectful…
    I really appreciate it all Thomas, and I’m still sorry for how our last interaction went. I hope to hear from you someday in the future
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    So.. I kindly declined a teacher aide job I had lined up and have decided on my next college which has bowling… I actually went there for orientation a couple days ago and it was alright… I may end up joining a sorority there
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Did I ever mention I got a tattoo? I can’t remember but I’ve always wanted one and finally got one on my arm… it takes up most of my forearm and it’s a Cecelia flower with a dandelion. I’m quite happy with it
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    That’s all for now… I head off to college in a few weeks and I’ll have my own car and I’ll get to make the 6 hour drive by myself… phew xD
    Until next time!
    Forgive me for not coming here much and missing a couple months

    Life has been crazy and I’ve been looking more into myself than ever before and am proud to say I’m growing quite a bit
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I’m sure you’re growing too. You can probably drive now if I remember right… maybe you got your license before me xD I’m going for that test in a few days… I’m nervous considering I’ve had a fear of driving a car as long as I can remember but I’ve been practicing and have been doing very well so..

    Catch you around kiddo
    So… I’ve missed a while huh
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    I’ve made four paintings this year and when I go home I’m thinking of doing more for once- I’ve really taken a liking to painting flowers. I actually have an idea of a flower bouquet tied together with ribbon and having another where it falls apart… idk! xD I’ve been really focused on just enjoying time with my friends here
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    We have… one week and then finals. And then I’ll have to walk away and leave them behind which it still really hurts to think about… but it’ll be okay. I’ll be okay after some time. Goodbyes just suck don’t they? Maybe that’s why I have a hard time walking away from here too
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    But maybe it’s about time. We’ve both grown up haven’t we? You’ve moved on and left me here… maybe I should follow your steps now. After all I never will know if you’ll even come back and see all this or even care- but I like to think otherwise. For now though I think I’ll stick around a while longer… but it’s only a matter of time dear.
    I missed March but so much has happened and there’s just.. not enough time in the day
    I love you and miss you Thomas
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I could always stay awake though and just get 4 hours on the way there… nah I think I’d need a little more. Oh! I got hit with a huge snow storm! Classes got cancelled for 3 days and we’ve had like.. over a foot of snow
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Poor cars on campus are buried in their parking spots so no one can really go anywhere but the sidewalks are alright. Oh and one last thing I bought myself something offline the other day for Valentines cause I figured I’d treat myself. It’s a cute little photo card of this character and it’s signed by his VA ah I can’t wait to get it!
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Alright I’m gonna try to sleep now and that’s all that’s really happened since last time. I hope to hear from you soon… missing you as always
    Late night stop by
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    We had a practice day where we had to practice getting spares while everyone was surrounding the lane and was yelling trying to distract / pressure you. This one guy at lunch was like oh yeah I got a plan for you you and you (he was saying all by names) and he never did say a plan about me
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Jokes on him cause any of the things he thought of wouldn’t have worked! My first time up there I was terrified but I actually locked in pretty well and they didn’t bother me with all their yelling. The second time they didn’t even try which kinda made me sad but oh well~
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Okay I should probably try to sleep now cause woo another whole week of practice and a tournament this weekend… I kinda hope it’s cancelled cause of how bad Covid is. A teammate already got Covid and went home so it’s kinda scary still, that was my third close call
    Oh hey a whole profile page to myself too… fun fun xD okay see you soon~!
    Hey, I’m early this time
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    It’ll be missed dearly, kinda like you but there’s a chance for you to come back isn’t there? But I really like my Emerald ball too, it’s quite aggressive and oil doesn’t affect it much. Oh and the last tournament of the semester, I bowled every single baker game, 16 of them! I was so dead afterwards xD
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    And unfortunately I messed up my feet. My left foot my heel is constantly in pain and it feels like stabbing pain when I walk for too long on it, and my right I somehow messed up my toe? Idk what’s going on when them honestly xD but I’m going to get them checked out because I don’t like having my feet hurt like this
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I can’t remember if I told you about this song but Night Changes by One Direction, brings such a sense of nostalgia to me for some reason. I wonder if you’d like it

    I also wonder what you’d think of me now because I wasn’t great when you were here, but I’m much better now and I didn’t quit or give up. Until next time dear- miss you
    Heya- can you believe it’s gonna be December in a few days?
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I find having more work eases whatever pains me mentally so double major would add more classes which sounds okay, since I’ll get double the diplomas at the end of this. I’m also taking an IT class of all things xD it’s rather funny.. I hate communication yet that’s my major. Communication studies in a way, and I’ve taken all these communication classes too…
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I should be a pro at it eventually lol. And speaking of communication that play I did went well. I didn’t forget anything and I didn’t trip, the school President and my friends came out the same night and they all gave me high praises… I even got flowers, I was the only one. I hope your school years are going as well as my semesters seem to be going…
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Until Christmas time my beloved Thomas. That sounded weird I’m sorry xD I will see you then if you haven’t returned yet and I’ll give you more updates… granted it might not be much but I will always have something. Goodbye and until then… missing you like always.
    Been a hot minute hasn’t it?
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    It’s weird the amount of nostalgia that hits when it gets colder. Personally I enjoy cold weather but it messes with my emotions. It sounds super weird but like if my chest by my heart gets super cold I feel so empty and hollow it’s creepy- makes me feel so alone
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    That with some sad music, just sends you back man. I’ve even been thinking about my friend from middle school that I was very much in love with until just about nearly everything went wrong for us… that’s enough to make me cry xD but I haven’t cried yet and I’ll keep that up
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Well… that’s all for right now. Not much else happened that I can recall at the moment… I hope to see you soon and can’t wait to hear what you have to say about all of this- I’ll admit I don’t expect you to read all if any but that’s okay. Just hope you’re well and I’ll see something in my inbox from you soon :)
    Heyo so I never did come back to give that update did I xD here it is a week later!
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    4 new people, 2 boys and 2 girls. Sadly they’re pretty good xD I’ll have to fight for my spot for sure in tournaments… ehh not sure if I even want to think about them yet cause I’m still a bit down from them last year xD oh well. I get to see my crush more at least? I definitely need to work up my courage though… I’m too scared to even talk to the guy xD how pathetic I am..
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    But I’m determined! I see a goal for myself to talk to him before we have 3 tournaments and with one this month that’ll be… a challenge xD
    I wonder how you’re doing with sports and school- should come visit and tell me~ xd I can wish
    Ah another small thing is I really messed up my foot xD hurts to walk or even put pressure on it but I’m still going! Somehow. xD
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    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Alrighty I’ll keep it short since I’ll come by again and do another towards the end of the month. Just the usual come back ya hear! And I miss ya xd
    Until then dear friend
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    It’s been over a year now and I even forgot to do my monthly update… I’ll be back tonight to do it so you’ll get two this month
    Another sleepless night and I find myself at your profile page again- it’s pretty much a diary now…
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Hmm happier notes… I can’t really think of any if I’m being honest. I’ve even started crying while typing this… how pathetic xD it’s still lonely without you- ah that reminds me, after I brought back mafia again it went really well
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I’m sure you would’ve have fun although knowing you you would’ve gotten butthurt at how it ended xD I even decided to do a second since a few people wanted to play… it getting so much attention really brought me back Thomas. I think you really would’ve enjoyed it and felt the same way…
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Well I’ll stop there before it gets even more pathetic from me haha
    Miss ya kiddo. Do come back sometime- I’ll keep hoping, see you next month.
    Jeez a month already- I’m gonna be back in college before I even know it…
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Although you kinda already know how I feel about that stuff xD at least I was able to open up with them more with you- one thing of many that I dont do with people anymore which probably isn’t very good xD
    The server had a pretty nice update a few days ago now- it would’ve been fun to explore it with you and show you some things but we can always do that when you decide to show back up like you did before right?
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Hm this bummed out mood of mine isn’t making this a very happy update is it? xD
    Well who knows if you’ll even read all of this when you come back cause I mean… I have written a lot lol- sometimes I think of just writing stories here like I used to instead of making it a whole thread since I doubt anyone would want to see a story from me anyways
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Oh and speaking of stories I brought back Mafia- I’m sure you would’ve loved to play in it and would be excited to see it return like some other people were xD speaking of that I should really get the next day out… can’t go losing motivation yet now can I!

    Hope to see you soon- who knows maybe you’ll come back in time for another season of Mafia if I keep them going… anyways miss you!
    AYOOO
    Where did May go- wait I’m seeing a pattern here
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    I’ve told her to go for it and that I can handle it but she has her doubts still and I can’t really blame her- she still thinks I’m a little child xD

    My cousin is also having a baby soon! She’s due sometime in July so my distant family will be coming out to visit and I couldn’t be more excited since it’s been so long since I’ve seen them
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    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    It’ll only be for a day or two but still enough for me to be excited for xD I just hope I’m still around when they come because I can end up going back to college by then depending on how late it is...
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    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I’ve forgotten whether or not you’d watch anime.. probably wouldn’t xD I could use some recommendations though just don’t know who to ask exactly.. plus who knows if I’ll even have time for it now

    Well that’s just me rambling xD come visit soon- you know the drill of me missing you already!
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    Ayo!
    Where the frick did April go- anyways story time
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I can’t remember if I told you this already or not but there’s this guy you could say I like except we’ve never talked to each other. Not even a word xD that sounds so strange doesn’t it. I couldn’t explain it if you asked me honestly. I planned a few ways to try and even just say hi but they all backfired in some way and the very last way didn’t quite work as we’re all going home.
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I’ll get next semester though hopefully, as long as I don’t chicken out which as you know is what I do best xD

    Anyways that wraps everything up I think. I do hope you come back soon cause it’s getting close to being a year isn’t it... I still regret not talking to you when you were asking me what’s up. I’m just not great with my emotions
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    I’m getting better with that though so when you do come back it won’t happen again- we could make this next goodbye a much better one because as much as I wished it wouldn’t be goodbye we both know it will be

    Yuck I’m getting sappy- just come back okay! I want to talk to you again because as much as I enjoy these updates they’re strange talking all by myself xD
    Miss you
    WhAts uP
    Can you believe March is almost over already? I sure can’t
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    Oh! I’m part of this friend group and we call ourselves the idiot pod xD me and this other girl are in charge of 3 girls and 2 boys when it comes to them saying stupid things- we put them in a pea pod and whoever said the most recent dumb thing is bottom pea xD kinda funny but also nice since when it started we all weren’t that close
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    But now we go get dinner together nearly every day and we even went on a trip to the mall for a day- very nice.

    Anyways yeah not much else... hmMm come visit soon okay! It’s gonna be very boring if I just keep typing these monthly updates and there’s like.. very few differences between them! You gotta come *spice it up*
    Icy_Hatake
    Icy_Hatake
    ... I hope to hear from you soon, at least before this monthly life update stuff reaches one year...
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