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Hey hey so I should really be asleep but here I am. Gotta get up at 4:30 for a freaking tournament… but 5 hour drive there means I can sleep some more.

So let’s see what’s happened since last time… well I got Covid for one

It wasn’t terrible, it felt like I had a cold and I was just super tired and this was around the time we had another tournament. I knew something was wrong when I about passed out on the van coming back home especially cause I was in charge of the music and that keeps me awake

I’m better now thankfully though so no worries there… that’s pretty much the only major thing that happened. Well today I had a sort of date I guess? A guy I started talking to yesterday came over and we watched a movie and just talked. It was alright but I don’t think anything is going to happen there…

He did call me attractive though but idk what his intentions are yknow? So that’s still in the works… I’m just gonna feel terrible when I have to tell him I’m not really interested if it comes to that. I mean don’t get me wrong he’s nice but I just don’t feel anything there… it was fun having him over but I feel more when I’m with the bowling team

So I just think it was a nice feeling to someone being interested and not really wanting to commit to anything… oh well
I think I should sleep early but that’s gonna be a struggle. Haven’t slept at a decent time in a bit I’ve been sleeping at 1 or 2 in the morning and that won’t cut it