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Hard to believe it’s nearly Halloween and that it’s already cold outside… even the leaves are turning reds and yellows which are very pretty. I’m also getting so old… hard to believe that’s soon too. I already forget how old you are- I have the worst memory don’t I xd

So let’s see… we had our first tournament this month, it was a bit of a rollercoaster considering I also had my first college heart break the same weekend xD gosh what a trip that was… so that guy I liked? Yeah he lied to his friend about not having a girlfriend. He hid it from everyone until that weekend so that was a bit of a surprise and kinda stung- I’m telling you I have the worst luck with men

We also got a new assistant coach that weekend and he brought along his daughter and her and I clicked immediately. We both watch a few animes the other watches so for dinner that weekend that’s all we talked about xD coach even shook his head and was like “this is the most I’ve seen her talk”

Now for me that weekend.. unfortunately ended up crying xD I was already upset going into it because of something my mother had said and then lent up frustration caused it to boil over. Coach hugged me made me cry more, he added me to the list of people who cry now xD

and I even cried afterwards in front of the boys which was awkward… but one of them attempted to make me feel better with a bit of advice (kinda worked) and I ended up having a little mix of laughing and crying and the poor guy next to me was like “are you laughing or crying-“ he was concerned xD

But then when going back to our hotel from dinner two of the guys both just randomly decided to share the front passenger seat and that was freaking hilarious xD I even have a picture of it for the memories later

Other than that let’s see… oh I got asked to play a part in a play. I haven’t acted since like middle school and I have to wear a hoop skirt- freaking weird and uncomfortable but that’s not even the worst part. Worst part is I’m playing Mary, Lincoln’s wife

And yknow who is playing Lincoln? A fREAKING MATH PROFESSOR HERE- it’s wild and I can’t even look at the guy but it’s going alright other than being heckin awkward. Other than that.. classes and work is going well

I mean sure my grades can be better but I’m cutting myself some slack because I’ve put myself into so much this year… it’s pretty tiring and I don’t really get free time unless it’s the weekend. And then usually I play on the server for a little.. when you come back we need to play again, I won’t even complain about doing nonpvp games