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I’d like to say how great I’ve been doing since last month but honestly I’m not in such high spirits but maybe it’s just the night talking. I haven’t been able to sleep much lately and whenever I’m up so late I get trapped in the feels xD it’s sad sometimes but it’s a nice little break from ‘reality’

Just some music and laying in bed in the dark- it’s oddly calming but sad too. Makes you think far too much… I already have that problem enough though xD

Well on a happier note- I landed my first job. I didn’t think I’d start working before I finished college but here I am, working AT my college xD

It’s nothing major but I’ll be a tutor- I have a bit of experience from high school doing it but I’m still worried whether or not I’ll be of much help to people… either way I start when I go back to school which is in just over two weeks… time really flies huh?

Speaking of time flying- it’s just a few more months until it’s been a year. Realizing that is saddening… I’ve watched all of my old friends go yet I’ve been stuck here myself unable to leave like the others and you. Of course maybe it’s because I’ve adapted to the changes that just scared the others off… but honestly who knows.

I’m glad I’ve stuck around despite what people think- I wonder what you’d say to me in this situation. I do hope to say a proper goodbye to you before I do leave this place. Gosh this has been rather sad hasn’t it? I’m sorry about that- I can’t seem to shake it off