Sami's farewell

Ripcord said:
14th February 2019.

I'm sitting in my living room with my mom, thinking about what the future holds for me. Today, the worst thing happened. My father died. 10 minutes is all it took. I couldn't do anything. I always wished to die before my parents, because I knew I couldn't bear the pain. Life is truly unfair. 13 years are not enough. I want my father back. I wish I could give my life and bring my father back. I loved him more than I loved anyone or anything in this world. He died in front of me. He suffered, he cried, but I couldn't do anything to save him. I have had enough of life. My father didn't die today; a part of me died today. I don't have anyone but my mom and you guys. I'd love to stay here and enjoy, but I just can't be the same person anymore.

This is it.
I love you all.
Goodbye <3
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Life is short, The World is just like an Imagination. :(

I know how it feels, i'm very sad about your father who have been gone yesterday, all people died, but not in our heart.

We don't know when we died, how we died, but this is your father destiny.
He is in a better place now, hopefully you can meet your father after of all things in the world died and destroyed. :unsure:


Goodluck in life, Sam.
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I'm so sorry for you're loss, Sami. Losing someone you really really really love is a hard pill to swallow. Our human mind is so powerful. We remember the good o'l days, then we remember the tragic experiences. But this is not the end. Sami, you're a really good guy, you know that. You're brave and courageous. Keep your head high and keep doing what you love. It's sometimes hard to change, but that's how brave you are.

We're here for you. :thumbsup:
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Ripcord said:
14th February 2019.

I'm sitting in my living room with my mom, thinking about what the future holds for me. Today, the worst thing happened. My father died. 10 minutes is all it took. I couldn't do anything. I always wished to die before my parents, because I knew I couldn't bear the pain. Life is truly unfair. 13 years are not enough. I want my father back. I wish I could give my life and bring my father back. I loved him more than I loved anyone or anything in this world. He died in front of me. He suffered, he cried, but I couldn't do anything to save him. I have had enough of life. My father didn't die today; a part of me died today. I don't have anyone but my mom and you guys. I'd love to stay here and enjoy, but I just can't be the same person anymore.

This is it.
I love you all.
Goodbye <3
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Sami, oh my --- I can't even begin to understand how much pain you are going through right now. It isn't your fault, okay? We don't always get to say goodbye to the people we love and we wonder if we could alter things by making different choices but then realize that this is reality. Sometimes it's hard to face reality. But you can't blame yourself for anything, okay? This isn't your fault.

Your father loved you so much as well. He wouldn't want you to give up your life, Sami. He gave you your life and through his suffering, I bet he was only thinking of you and the happiness you and your mum gave him.

To lose someone you love is always painful like something that should be there is gone and the world just doesn't make sense without it. It's okay to feel lost and it's okay to grieve. It's okay to feel completely broken. You take a break for now and allow yourself to grieve, okay? If things get too painful, we're always here for you. I sincerely hope you feel at least a little okay soon, even if it's just for a moment. Just because your father suffered does not mean you deserve to suffer too. We'll always be here for you.
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