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14th February 2019.
I'm sitting in my living room with my mom, thinking about what the future holds for me. Today, the worst thing happened. My father died. 10 minutes is all it took. I couldn't do anything. I always wished to die before my parents, because I knew I couldn't bear the pain. Life is truly unfair. 13 years are not enough. I want my father back. I wish I could give my life and bring my father back. I loved him more than I loved anyone or anything in this world. He died in front of me. He suffered, he cried, but I couldn't do anything to save him. I have had enough of life. My father didn't die today; a part of me died today. I don't have anyone but my mom and you guys. I'd love to stay here and enjoy, but I just can't be the same person anymore.
This is it.
I love you all.
Goodbye <3
I'm sitting in my living room with my mom, thinking about what the future holds for me. Today, the worst thing happened. My father died. 10 minutes is all it took. I couldn't do anything. I always wished to die before my parents, because I knew I couldn't bear the pain. Life is truly unfair. 13 years are not enough. I want my father back. I wish I could give my life and bring my father back. I loved him more than I loved anyone or anything in this world. He died in front of me. He suffered, he cried, but I couldn't do anything to save him. I have had enough of life. My father didn't die today; a part of me died today. I don't have anyone but my mom and you guys. I'd love to stay here and enjoy, but I just can't be the same person anymore.
This is it.
I love you all.
Goodbye <3
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