Neuer28
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- Sep 11, 2017
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Hey, normally I wouldn’t bring you into my real life outside of forums, but something has gone too far.
I feel alone, like this is my second home, school hasn’t been enjoyable lately as I feel several friends were FAKE after all these years, despite the 7 days I have left until I move on, I feel I’m not so positive now, I feel my personality changing from being with my own kind and true friends, to being into the girls more, pretty awkward I think, but I feel I can’t control myself. Another problem was many weeks ago, where I was always made fun of weight, because I was tall and pretty muscular, until people heard about me and one girl who was actually a very sporty person (who I might of liked) being called in by someone I trusted, she was made fun of for being underweight, we just looked at each other and heard our thoughts. It’s stopped now and I’m glad it has.
I feel like I’m wasn’t liked back in time, over the last 3-4 years, sometimes I’ve been threatened to be assaulted, sometimes I have been by 1 hard blow that felt like nothing, those years passed by quick.
No, I don’t want sympathy or drama, it’s just a place to state my negative thoughts about what’s happening in reality, just to clarify. The only thing that’s made the last 2 weeks of school enjoyable; were my friends, my true friends.
Anyone would agree to this but when you are in a popular group of people, there’s always a slight piece of you that feels like you don’t fit in, of course, you can joke around with them for years, but there’s a part that merges with your mind when you are around them.
Wow, too negative, let’s bring some positives to make the world better.
Being in a lake with your true mates, on a boat, until you collide with another, where one of them rugby tacked the other of the boat, it was hilarious.
I have pretty embarrassing memories too, where I was telling a group to help me, and I was approached by a teacher who told me to stop “flirting with the girls”
Hey, please don’t hate lil llama for this, I just wanted to state my feelings and try to end school on a positive end.
Just please, please no drama.
And before you say “all your problems don’t need social attention”
A: Not all, I barely ever describe my real life to you, so that phrase of criticism doesn’t work on me.
I feel alone, like this is my second home, school hasn’t been enjoyable lately as I feel several friends were FAKE after all these years, despite the 7 days I have left until I move on, I feel I’m not so positive now, I feel my personality changing from being with my own kind and true friends, to being into the girls more, pretty awkward I think, but I feel I can’t control myself. Another problem was many weeks ago, where I was always made fun of weight, because I was tall and pretty muscular, until people heard about me and one girl who was actually a very sporty person (who I might of liked) being called in by someone I trusted, she was made fun of for being underweight, we just looked at each other and heard our thoughts. It’s stopped now and I’m glad it has.
I feel like I’m wasn’t liked back in time, over the last 3-4 years, sometimes I’ve been threatened to be assaulted, sometimes I have been by 1 hard blow that felt like nothing, those years passed by quick.
No, I don’t want sympathy or drama, it’s just a place to state my negative thoughts about what’s happening in reality, just to clarify. The only thing that’s made the last 2 weeks of school enjoyable; were my friends, my true friends.
Anyone would agree to this but when you are in a popular group of people, there’s always a slight piece of you that feels like you don’t fit in, of course, you can joke around with them for years, but there’s a part that merges with your mind when you are around them.
Wow, too negative, let’s bring some positives to make the world better.
Being in a lake with your true mates, on a boat, until you collide with another, where one of them rugby tacked the other of the boat, it was hilarious.
I have pretty embarrassing memories too, where I was telling a group to help me, and I was approached by a teacher who told me to stop “flirting with the girls”
Hey, please don’t hate lil llama for this, I just wanted to state my feelings and try to end school on a positive end.
Just please, please no drama.
And before you say “all your problems don’t need social attention”
A: Not all, I barely ever describe my real life to you, so that phrase of criticism doesn’t work on me.
