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baileyy_

baileyy_

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Hey.




im not sure how to start this.


I was informed that something (instagram? Discord? Idk, idc) was sent out about "exposing me." Also, if you havent taken a look, go check my profile. Its filled with beautiful comments (lol xD) of people saying "hey addy" just to rub it in my face. Thanks guys! Much appreciated! ;)

Lol anyways, whatever was sent out claimed that I am actually addi.



it's true.



I'm addi.



I suppose I made this account to prove to myself that I could make something better out of myself. I wanted a clean slate. A fresh start. I truly didnt like myself, I wanted to change, for the better. I tried to reinvent myself, to be someone that i wasnt ashamed of.
I didnt created this account for attention. Stop thinking that, it isnt true.


In the process, i lied to everyone. I'm really sorry. There's no excuse.


So there it is. The truth. An explanation.


I'm also here to say, goodbye. For real this time.


I know, i know, I claimed to leave a bajillion times, but this one is real.


Probably a good half of you are like "dear lord shes finally gone."

Congratulations, I suppose? I dont know, i guess I'm sorry you hate me.


A lot of you are probably like, "what an attention seeker."

Yeah, I can read minds.

This wasnt about attention. This is about the truth. The sucky truth.

This was about me not ghosting people. I've already done enough, ive already ruined enough, so why make it worse?


A big shout out to, @qndreii @IcyMelantha, @wishing and @Cinderluna08,

my truest and most beautiful friends. these lovely humans stuck with me through thick and thin, pulled me off the ground when I was down. these are my best friends, I will never, ever forget them. I love you guys so incredibly much.



I feel horrible, im so stupid to have thought that i could pull this off.


I cant apologize enough for how sorry i am, i just hate how this has to end. i hate leaving my friends but i cant stay.

I'll miss my friends. I'll miss this place in general.

But this is my final farewell, my final goodbye.

My final,


i'm sorry.
 
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baileyy_ said:
Hey.




im not sure how to start this.


I was informed that something (instagram? Discord? Idk, idc) was sent out about "exposing me." Also, if you havent taken a look, go check my profile. Its filled with beautiful comments (lol xD) of people saying "hey addy" just to rub it in my face. Thanks guys! Much appreciated! ;)

Lol anyways, whatever was sent out claimed that I am actually addi.



it's true.



I'm addi.



I suppose I made this account to prove to myself that I could make something better out of myself. I wanted a clean slate. A fresh start. I truly didnt like myself, I wanted to change, for the better. I tried to reinvent myself, to be someone that i wasnt ashamed of.
I didnt created this account for attention. Stop thinking that, it isnt true.


In the process, i lied to everyone. I'm really sorry. There's no excuse.


So there it is. The truth. An explanation.


I'm also here to say, goodbye. For real this time.


I know, i know, I claimed to leave a bajillion times, but this one is real.


Probably a good half of you are like "dear lord shes finally gone."

Congratulations, I suppose? I dont know, i guess I'm sorry you hate me.


A lot of you are probably like, "what an attention seeker."

Yeah, I can read minds.

This wasnt about attention. This is about the truth. The sucky truth.

This was about me not ghosting people. I've already done enough, ive already ruined enough, so why make it worse?


A big shout out to, @qndrei, @IcyMelantha, @wishing and @Cinderluna08,

my truest and most beautiful friends. these lovely humans stuck with me through thick and thin, pulled me off the ground when I was down. these are my best friends, I will never, ever forget them. I love you guys so incredibly much.



I feel horrible, im so stupid to have thought that i could pull this off.


I cant apologize enough for how sorry i am, i just hate how this has to end. i hate leaving my friends but i cant stay.

I'll miss my friends. I'll miss this place in general.

But this is my final farewell, my final goodbye.

My final,


i'm sorry.
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I may barely know you, but I can see you are truly sorry. We will all miss you addie, I hope all goes well in the future for you. Make sure to check in time to time though!
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Addy, I'm really going to miss you and I'm so sorry to hear you had to experience that all over again. I am so proud and thankful to know that you tried to make a clean slate and a better life for yourself. I want to say, don't worry about who is exposing you or what they are saying, because it doesn't matter. If someone REALLY wasted that much time to hate on you they already failed were you are succeeding.

Don't allow those people to pull you down to their level and cause you to be stuck in an area they're in. You're better than that and you don't even need to prove it for that to be seen. We already see it. They are the ones seeking attention, because if they weren't, they wouldn't be wasting their time harassing you.

You are a strong, beautiful lady and you have so much planned for your life and future, don't let anyone take that away from you because they are too petty and ignorant to do something for themselves. You don't have to live up to anyone's expectation. Keep being you.

I'm thankful I was able to be your friend and I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for in life. I hope you'll find people you can surround yourself with that will encourage you and build you up into an incredible woman. I hate to see you leave, but I understand your reason and I just pray you find peace in your decision.
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baileyy_ said:
Hey.




im not sure how to start this.


I was informed that something (instagram? Discord? Idk, idc) was sent out about "exposing me." Also, if you havent taken a look, go check my profile. Its filled with beautiful comments (lol xD) of people saying "hey addy" just to rub it in my face. Thanks guys! Much appreciated! ;)

Lol anyways, whatever was sent out claimed that I am actually addi.



it's true.



I'm addi.



I suppose I made this account to prove to myself that I could make something better out of myself. I wanted a clean slate. A fresh start. I truly didnt like myself, I wanted to change, for the better. I tried to reinvent myself, to be someone that i wasnt ashamed of.
I didnt created this account for attention. Stop thinking that, it isnt true.


In the process, i lied to everyone. I'm really sorry. There's no excuse.


So there it is. The truth. An explanation.


I'm also here to say, goodbye. For real this time.


I know, i know, I claimed to leave a bajillion times, but this one is real.


Probably a good half of you are like "dear lord shes finally gone."

Congratulations, I suppose? I dont know, i guess I'm sorry you hate me.


A lot of you are probably like, "what an attention seeker."

Yeah, I can read minds.

This wasnt about attention. This is about the truth. The sucky truth.

This was about me not ghosting people. I've already done enough, ive already ruined enough, so why make it worse?


A big shout out to, @qndreii @IcyMelantha, @wishing and @Cinderluna08,

my truest and most beautiful friends. these lovely humans stuck with me through thick and thin, pulled me off the ground when I was down. these are my best friends, I will never, ever forget them. I love you guys so incredibly much.



I feel horrible, im so stupid to have thought that i could pull this off.


I cant apologize enough for how sorry i am, i just hate how this has to end. i hate leaving my friends but i cant stay.

I'll miss my friends. I'll miss this place in general.

But this is my final farewell, my final goodbye.

My final,


i'm sorry.
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Good knowing you somewhat, even if you were trying to be someone else.
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In all honestly, I didn't and I still can't view her as being someone she's not. All she did was change the way she decided to live her life, and even though she tried to make it seem like she was being someone else, she really wasn't. She was just being another part of her true self. <3
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Yall do not turn this into a scene. If you want to make disrespectful, insensitive, and slanderous comments please do so in a private convo. At least there we dont have to see and put up with this useless negativity :two_hearts: and even better, you can say whatever you want without being attacked for mentioning your own opinion.

Can't yall just be grateful she's leaving like. No one even called you guys out directly so I don't understand the issue. And she was even respectful enough not to tag you in this.
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TheCooki3Cat said:
Yall do not turn this into a scene. If you want to make disrespectful, insensitive, and slanderous comments please do so in a private convo. At least there we dont have to see and put up with this useless negativity :two_hearts: and even better, you can say whatever you want without being attacked for mentioning your own opinion.

Can't yall just be grateful she's leaving like. No one even called you guys out directly so I don't understand the issue. And she was even respectful enough not to tag you in this.
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TheCooki3Cat said:
Yall do not turn this into a scene. If you want to make disrespectful, insensitive, and slanderous comments please do so in a private convo. At least there we dont have to see and put up with this useless negativity :two_hearts: and even better, you can say whatever you want without being attacked for mentioning your own opinion.

Can't yall just be grateful she's leaving like. No one even called you guys out directly so I don't understand the issue. And she was even respectful enough not to tag you in this.
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