~RetroDragon~
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Story Time about the ♥♥♥♥♥ that ♥♥♥♥ed me over
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JoeOwO
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I wasn't the one talking in the screenshots if you were wondering because I would literally never treat her like that but tea. But whatever I know good and DAMN well you was always talking about me and Stephanie lmao you ain't slick and it's not cute. She would always send me screenshots of you calling us edgy and you getting mad at her bc of me lmao. Try again.
~RetroDragon~
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I on your side girl!I'll expose my own s♥♥♥ too lmao I don't got nothing to hide
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Your welcome!!!Thank you queen! I really appreciate it :')
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I know I have literally no right to comment on this due to my lack of involvement although I think some things have to be said. I'm extremely sorry if I manage to offend anyone with what I say next. Emotional pain has a biological purpose, to teach, to educate us away from unhealthy patterns and relationships but it's called pain for a reason. In order to grow, you must hurt first too.
You've all been through so much. Some of you feel cheated, some of you feel played, some of you feel like it's your fault, some of you feel tired but you all ultimately feel hurt. You only have 24 hours each day and it's not worth it spending it at war with each other. Life is honestly going to throw more curveballs and knock you down so many times that it's not worth doing it to others.
Emotional pain leaves invisible scars, yet they can be traced by the most gentle of touch. Sometimes, like a cyst, the "wound" must be opened to be healed; other times a well meaning person may seek to heal what should be left alone. If it can be ignored and a normal happy life resumed, isn't it kinder to have faith in the natural healing process? If we hear with our hearts, we can care and not scare, we can heal and bring ointment to invisible wounds in the hope they can be reduced to scars and fade in time.
If any of you want to talk about it, feel free to leave me a message. I'm sorry for butting in as this seems pretty personal, but please, if you're not going to talk to me, at least be careful with what you say to each other. Words are so powerful. They have the ability to melt hurt a heart or heal it. They can energise dreams shatter them. They can create defences or melt them away. Be careful with the intensity of how you say things; once said they can really only be forgiven and rarely forgotten.
You've all been through so much. Some of you feel cheated, some of you feel played, some of you feel like it's your fault, some of you feel tired but you all ultimately feel hurt. You only have 24 hours each day and it's not worth it spending it at war with each other. Life is honestly going to throw more curveballs and knock you down so many times that it's not worth doing it to others.
Emotional pain leaves invisible scars, yet they can be traced by the most gentle of touch. Sometimes, like a cyst, the "wound" must be opened to be healed; other times a well meaning person may seek to heal what should be left alone. If it can be ignored and a normal happy life resumed, isn't it kinder to have faith in the natural healing process? If we hear with our hearts, we can care and not scare, we can heal and bring ointment to invisible wounds in the hope they can be reduced to scars and fade in time.
If any of you want to talk about it, feel free to leave me a message. I'm sorry for butting in as this seems pretty personal, but please, if you're not going to talk to me, at least be careful with what you say to each other. Words are so powerful. They have the ability to melt hurt a heart or heal it. They can energise dreams shatter them. They can create defences or melt them away. Be careful with the intensity of how you say things; once said they can really only be forgiven and rarely forgotten.
congratulations u exposed some ones phone numberHere's a sister scandal for all you beautiful babies.~
So let's start from the very beginning.
It was the summer of 2017, my best friend and I met this person that goes by @ItsJosephhh
It was love at first sight for me! I was head over heels in love with the person who I thought was a guy!
Anyways fast forward to December 2017, my friend and I discovered that she was a girl ;O! We felt absolutely terrible and still kept in touch with her even though we were severely hurt.
Did I mention that they were in a relationship before that? They broke up right after she admitted it
According to my friend, she was cheating on me while she was with me (;
(Wouldn't be the first time)
Anyways she was quick to move on and proceeded to date @_Emoty_ (according to my friend)
I used to have receipts from when she would complain about their relationship and about how terribly Emory treated her
(for like what? A day?)
Anyways after they broke up she moved on quickly yet again (yikes..)
And then confessed her undying love about me to her ex (ur doing amazing)
And then eventually on August 11th, 2018, she asked me out
We were so very happy at first
Then we weren't
Everything was amazing until it wasn't
I had my doubts, I felt depressed, I wasn't as happy as I used to be :\
I felt terrible about it and she somehow always found a way to make me feel worse
(She wasn't abusive, she just made me feel terrible)
I was always there to help you. I felt so alone. I felt like I was suffocating constantly. I turned to people who I now consider really good friends. They understood me more than you did.
You're almost 18. You should really start learning about mental health lmao. I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect happy girlfriend you wanted me to be. You knew I was like this but you asked me out anyways.
I still wanted to be friends. I missed being your friend. But you were so cold to me. Why would you expect me to stick around?
I know I was terrible and emotional and I know I had my fair share of meltdowns and I know I would lash out. But none of that,, NONE OF THAT COMPARES TO WHAT YOU DID TO ME.
She's moved on yet again. That's not surprising. It really isn't. Now I know how much I meant to you.
Dumb hoe. I hate you.
I hope you're happy, Lee. I hope this is what you wanted. Since you always seem to go back to the people who have hurt you and talk s♥♥♥. Maybe you'll come back after this.
I'm tired of it.
i thought you would love me no matter what
I thought you would wait for me.
I've been waiting for you this entire time.
I guess we were a mistake.
f♥♥♥ you, dumb ♥♥♥♥♥.
Did I mention I've cut myself over her? Drank and turned to drugs over her?
Edit as of Oct.15, 9am: Let's not forget to mention the nights I stayed awake crying over you while you dated my best friend.
I turned to the things above to numb the pain in my chest.
I remember one day during lunch in 8th grade, we made a breakthrough! We discovered she was a girl before she ever told us. When we asked her, she just said she wasn't. She said she was a guy!
And then December happened.
I remember longing for you like how a sunflower longs for the sun during the night. Not anymore.
Go have fun with your rebound lmao. That's all any of us really are to you.
That's what I was to you.
I really did love you. But being around you was suffocating.
Idk why I didn't drop your headass after that stunt you pulled pretending to be someone else.
I hope you never hurt another person the way you hurt me. You need to cut that s♥♥♥ out. You're almost a grown woman. Stop playing kids games and dating literal 14 year olds. And y'all call me disgusting.
Sweetie you're almost 18. Maybe you should start taking responsibility for your actions. Stop dating minors and then proceeding to hurt them and then blame them for your problems. You're ruining actual lives. That's that on that
Receipts from my friend:
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(Talking s♥♥♥ about Emory)View attachment 127743
(^ was after we started dating)View attachment 127744 View attachment 127745
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This lowkey disgusts me that you don’t give a crap about anything that could happen to Lee now that her number and insta is out. You’re legit crazy and I’m kinda surprised that people are kinda taking your side. You basically attacked her and people are giving you pity. Maybe lee did hurt you but I bet you hurt her too. I mean you could’ve just left her when she “always found a way to make you feel worse.”I'll expose my own s♥♥♥ too lmao I don't got nothing to hide
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Btw I understand that you’re hurt but you should go talk to someone and get help cuz this is bs
JoeOwO
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I ain't gonna tell you anything bc you seem like a real nice person, but she's legit almost an adult,, why is she over here on minecraft . org dating people that could be considered children.
Yeah call me crazy I really could care less. I've attempted suicide and slit my wrists over her. You act like I care at this point. Should I care? Should I really and honestly care about someone who apparently never cared about me? You act like it's easy to drop people you've known for a while. You're not me. Don't come for my wig if you haven't been in my shoes.
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Ok I am sorry and I understand that you’re just really hurt. I don’t think I can understand fully of what you went through because I was not in your position. This just seemed like a really wrong thing to do and I know that you don’t care but you probably should care. I mean you should talk to someone you trust instead of doing all of this. Exposing someone just won’t fix you issue
JoeOwO
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Yo dude it's chill. It really is. I don't feel bad because really, I'm tired of feeling bad for her. I've tried talking about it to people I trust but no matter how much I cried and talked about it, it didn't work. This whole thread made me feel a lot better honestly and that's the sad part. Sorry if I was aggressive in any way,, I just needed to get my point across on the first go.
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Joe boe, you’re an amazing friend - but this thread wasn’t too amazing.
I know what you’ve been through, I know how much pain was caused.
you can’t let your emotions overcome your thoughts and actions - you need to understand, you can affect people.
I don’t believe anyone deserves pain, regardless of whatever they’ve done.
You don’t always know the story behind it, or what they’ve been through.
You shouldn’t put yourself through such nonsense if you’re hurting yourself in the process of trying to love, sometimes we’ll feel like we need these people in our lives in order to feel worthy or loved.
That’s not always the case, sometimes letting go of people helps more than you’ll think.
I told you I was here, I’m still here angel.
You can talk with me, I don’t care how much it’ll make me worry - I wanna be there for you, but I can’t if you don’t open up.
You can’t put actual harm on your body just because someone else isn’t treating you too well, you don’t deserve that, nobody does.
I’m not trying to put you down or anything, but I think you should at least block out the phone number(s?)
What happens if someone gets ahold of that number and something bad happens? You wouldn’t feel bad?
You don’t need to give them pity, you don’t have to apologize.
But instead of showing the world your problems, you should try working them out with that specific person.
How do you know they aren’t just as hurt as you are?
You can’t fix something without even trying, you can’t just assume the problems or pain will go away just because you let out all those thoughts to everybody.
Don’t feed into the darkness dear, it’ll sooner or later be okay - you just have to trust the process and hope for the best.
I know what you’ve been through, I know how much pain was caused.
you can’t let your emotions overcome your thoughts and actions - you need to understand, you can affect people.
I don’t believe anyone deserves pain, regardless of whatever they’ve done.
You don’t always know the story behind it, or what they’ve been through.
You shouldn’t put yourself through such nonsense if you’re hurting yourself in the process of trying to love, sometimes we’ll feel like we need these people in our lives in order to feel worthy or loved.
That’s not always the case, sometimes letting go of people helps more than you’ll think.
I told you I was here, I’m still here angel.
You can talk with me, I don’t care how much it’ll make me worry - I wanna be there for you, but I can’t if you don’t open up.
You can’t put actual harm on your body just because someone else isn’t treating you too well, you don’t deserve that, nobody does.
I’m not trying to put you down or anything, but I think you should at least block out the phone number(s?)
What happens if someone gets ahold of that number and something bad happens? You wouldn’t feel bad?
You don’t need to give them pity, you don’t have to apologize.
But instead of showing the world your problems, you should try working them out with that specific person.
How do you know they aren’t just as hurt as you are?
You can’t fix something without even trying, you can’t just assume the problems or pain will go away just because you let out all those thoughts to everybody.
Don’t feed into the darkness dear, it’ll sooner or later be okay - you just have to trust the process and hope for the best.
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It’s okay, if you feel any better then that’s okay - maybe next time take it into consideration, you don’t have to be sorry and you don’t have to feel bad.
I probably made it sound like it wasn’t okay to let out your emotions, that wasn’t the case - I know what it’s like peaches, thank you for editing the numbers out though. C:
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i’m sorry for what i did, it wasn’t right. i said things about you because i was mad that you hurt someone i really cared for, and i shouldn’t have. i’m done fighting, what i did wasn’t justified and i give up at this point. i cant explain how sorry i am for you, and i can’t express enough that i went through the same exact thing
JoeOwO
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Dude it's fine. We've all talked s♥♥♥ about each other at some point. Hell, you're probably doing that rn. Anyways don't let her hurt you. Please don't. I don't want you to end up like me. I'm too far gone and now I have a drinking problem because of her l o l. Love is tough and it's unforgiving. You can do so much better honestly. Don't settle for less. Drop her as soon as you can is all I have to say.