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This chapter took me a while to write lol anways
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Chapter 2
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I felt all eyes where one me, the new kid some of them laughed some of them looked at me like i was weird. Instead of hanging around in the hallways until the bell went i ran around the halls trying to find my first class i obviously got lost because i couldnt find my way back to the main hall I had to ask someone to help me, i was scared they would do something to me but they didn't i breathed a sigh of relief and followed them along the hall. The bell had gone ages ago, i was late for my first class.
they might not think im such a goody goody if im late for classes
I walked in as bravely as i could i didn't try hard enough they all looked at me like i was a weed, i probably was a weed back then, but i changed....a lot.
After that day i knew i had to act tough if i didn't want to get bullied or something...i lived alone i had no one to ask there was no one to help me....i was alone....forgotten. My parents got into a fight one day...a big fight and they left saying they werent sure of there return..that made me weak knowing nobody was there anymore. I was ok i worked at the local bar i got an ok salary and my boss liked me. There was always a regular she never asked for anything she just sat in the corner...reading i noticed on my first day at my new school that she went there as well and i was tempted to go up to her and say Hi, she completely ignores me like she doesnt know who i wasnt surprised if she didnt want to get involved with me.
After a bit the bullying started and i wasnt ready but i wanted an education and the lessons where good so i didnt want to leave...it got so bad....to bad...i couldnt take it anymore..i commit it was the first thing that came to mind, i know you probably think im foolish and now you probably realise your talking to a ghost but i didnt have the will to live anymore i...had to.
After my death there was police coming in and out of the school for weeks the girls bathroom was locked and no one was allowed inside some of the pupils got asked questions and they all said i commit suicide...they werent wrong. Before i died i had made one friend her name was mandy she was alone as well but she didnt seem to get bullied...i envied her she was always there and...after my death i could tell she wasnt doing well but im selfish i only think of myself these days and so i didnt really care that she walked around with a sad look on her face everyday for a year after my death. I watched her...she cried...a lot...but then one day her face had a look of determination on it...and thats what got me scared.
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Chapter 2
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I felt all eyes where one me, the new kid some of them laughed some of them looked at me like i was weird. Instead of hanging around in the hallways until the bell went i ran around the halls trying to find my first class i obviously got lost because i couldnt find my way back to the main hall I had to ask someone to help me, i was scared they would do something to me but they didn't i breathed a sigh of relief and followed them along the hall. The bell had gone ages ago, i was late for my first class.
they might not think im such a goody goody if im late for classes
I walked in as bravely as i could i didn't try hard enough they all looked at me like i was a weed, i probably was a weed back then, but i changed....a lot.
After that day i knew i had to act tough if i didn't want to get bullied or something...i lived alone i had no one to ask there was no one to help me....i was alone....forgotten. My parents got into a fight one day...a big fight and they left saying they werent sure of there return..that made me weak knowing nobody was there anymore. I was ok i worked at the local bar i got an ok salary and my boss liked me. There was always a regular she never asked for anything she just sat in the corner...reading i noticed on my first day at my new school that she went there as well and i was tempted to go up to her and say Hi, she completely ignores me like she doesnt know who i wasnt surprised if she didnt want to get involved with me.
After a bit the bullying started and i wasnt ready but i wanted an education and the lessons where good so i didnt want to leave...it got so bad....to bad...i couldnt take it anymore..i commit it was the first thing that came to mind, i know you probably think im foolish and now you probably realise your talking to a ghost but i didnt have the will to live anymore i...had to.
After my death there was police coming in and out of the school for weeks the girls bathroom was locked and no one was allowed inside some of the pupils got asked questions and they all said i commit suicide...they werent wrong. Before i died i had made one friend her name was mandy she was alone as well but she didnt seem to get bullied...i envied her she was always there and...after my death i could tell she wasnt doing well but im selfish i only think of myself these days and so i didnt really care that she walked around with a sad look on her face everyday for a year after my death. I watched her...she cried...a lot...but then one day her face had a look of determination on it...and thats what got me scared.
