demoniq
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- Mar 31, 2018
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Okay. Due to the recent things that has happened with me, I get that people still hate me, still grudge about me, etc. But, I'm so sick and tired of people not keeping it to themselves, I get it, I screwed up, I get it, I made mistakes, and yes, I totally agree if you don't believe me in myself changing, but what makes you think you can discourage me for that, I know people who go through things harder than this IRL, and I sympathize for that. Yes I bypassed a unanimous amount of times, but I told you guys I would change I said that I am committed to change, and I will keep my promise on that. But the fact that you can take advantage of this situation and turn it against me, how is that fair in any shape or form. I am a person with equal rights as well as everyone here. Treat me like a human being, not a child.
I am sorry for what I did in the past, I am sorry for being the person I was, isn't that good enough to stop harassing me online. I get it, people still "hate" me. But what's the point? What are you personally getting out of it. I want to make things right, change who I was to be the person you guys want me to be, a responsible, respectful person. I am committed to changing, but if you guys keep bringing me down like that, how can I change if I can't even move one step forward.
At this state, this situation has made me heavily depressed, and I won't disregard anyone for it. It was all my fault on my end that everything had turned out like this. I never want to treat the people the way I did in the past. I want to make people happy and see them purely smile. I want to be happy myself, but I can't, because happiness is far away and not important right now. I, Seth, am sorry for the things I did, the things I said. I need to be more smart and actually behave maturely. So, please. Just leave me alone, don't bring my name into shame, don't bring me down for the horrid past I have. I just want to live a normal life with my friends and girlfriend.
I don't want to be forgiven, I don't want to be sympathized by anyone. I just want to let you all know that I am sorry for who I was, to really learn from this and move away from it. I want to avoid being the person I was and the things I said to others. This is my apology, and if you people out there can't accept this, I won't blame you. But in the end, I just want to be left alone, leave me out of situations, leave me out of the shame game. I have no reason to be part of the society where people have been brought down by others, it's not fair on me and also not fair on others who are also affected by this. I do love people the way I love everyone else in this world, so please, leave me at peace and I'll leave you alone.
Thank you guys for reading this, it hurts to see my name in shame in that respect. I am sorry for who I was, or why I am still alive at this point. You guys may hate me, but I am learning, I am improving, so please, allow me to change.
Yours sincerely,
~Seth (demoniq)
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@ssunsett @HazardTheDutchAD @Ray_Palmer_Atom @Laura_Aria @WarriorGirl3333 @Sami @IceIceeBqby @Dally @DreamerPatyy
I am sorry for what I did in the past, I am sorry for being the person I was, isn't that good enough to stop harassing me online. I get it, people still "hate" me. But what's the point? What are you personally getting out of it. I want to make things right, change who I was to be the person you guys want me to be, a responsible, respectful person. I am committed to changing, but if you guys keep bringing me down like that, how can I change if I can't even move one step forward.
At this state, this situation has made me heavily depressed, and I won't disregard anyone for it. It was all my fault on my end that everything had turned out like this. I never want to treat the people the way I did in the past. I want to make people happy and see them purely smile. I want to be happy myself, but I can't, because happiness is far away and not important right now. I, Seth, am sorry for the things I did, the things I said. I need to be more smart and actually behave maturely. So, please. Just leave me alone, don't bring my name into shame, don't bring me down for the horrid past I have. I just want to live a normal life with my friends and girlfriend.
I don't want to be forgiven, I don't want to be sympathized by anyone. I just want to let you all know that I am sorry for who I was, to really learn from this and move away from it. I want to avoid being the person I was and the things I said to others. This is my apology, and if you people out there can't accept this, I won't blame you. But in the end, I just want to be left alone, leave me out of situations, leave me out of the shame game. I have no reason to be part of the society where people have been brought down by others, it's not fair on me and also not fair on others who are also affected by this. I do love people the way I love everyone else in this world, so please, leave me at peace and I'll leave you alone.
Thank you guys for reading this, it hurts to see my name in shame in that respect. I am sorry for who I was, or why I am still alive at this point. You guys may hate me, but I am learning, I am improving, so please, allow me to change.
Yours sincerely,
~Seth (demoniq)
~Tags~
@ssunsett @HazardTheDutchAD @Ray_Palmer_Atom @Laura_Aria @WarriorGirl3333 @Sami @IceIceeBqby @Dally @DreamerPatyy
