At first I was going to go inactive for a month, and I saw a lot of you giving me nice goodbyes, when I realized, that I was never anyone's best friend. Usually the people who I liked talking with, had better friends than I. So, over the course of time, I began to realize a similar pattern noticing that I was barely a good friend to much of you. As
@cheesyunicorn would state, I'm your TMI-boy, but what cool is that (also, no offense cheesy, you cool)? I should be known to you guys as a person who talks about information about literal MANGO'S? Another example would be that time where I was developing a friendship with Kendra. One day, she unfollowed me (which I totally respect). Now, of course, don't go look at Kendra and say, "Oh you hurt Benjy's feelings, POTATO" because Kendra really is a great person. Just the fact that she didn't follow me, just made it feel like to me, that I was never a good friend to Kendra. Which is why I stopped talking to her, and I felt sad because I felt like Kendra hated me as a person (which isn't true) and I could never be a good friend if she hated me.
What sucks for me for friends, is that I really had no hobbies that I could link up with other people. One big subject about that would be music. A lot of you would like to talk about like Shaun Mendes and people like that, and that's kind of like 25% of convos here that I couldn't really contribute to. Because of that, I just kept running the same topics over and over: ***, *******, pervy STEAK, etc. So, really, you guys will probably never know any of my hobbies, or, my birthday, and pretty much anything I did outside of BrokenLens (cmon, who here plays chess).
Honestly, I was just a terrible person. I'm just an BEETROOT if you really think about it. And, it just sucks having that feeling, knowing that A LOT (not joking) of people hate you because you're an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. And, I'm an CARROT to a lot of you guys, and it's just...
I wish I could be a good friend, and not an ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ (like cheesy, everyone likes cheesy, if you don't your feelings toward her are "meh"). A lot of you are great amazing friends and for the people who think I'm a jerk, you guys are awesome too. Honestly, it's funny how you made friends with me, a young ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ who went from a tryhard, to a serious tryhard, to pulling the pity card, to a sarcastic ONION. If you think about it, I probably have no redeeming qualities. So, I'm sorry if I treated you like a pile of TOMATO'S, or if I never said hi or anything like that.
Anyways I'm only leaving the forums, I'll still be recording videos on BrokenLens.
Apologies:
@HazardTheDutchAD :When I first saw you, I immediately HATED you. I guess I jumped to conclusions, and ever since the first fiasco, I treated every mistake you did as a gigantic fail. O realize that even though I don't agree with a lot of your decisions, it doesn't mean that I should've gotten extremely angry. Even though you'll probably not care because I'm just a measly member (last roast I promise), I just wanna say sorry
Honorable Mentions:
@Lucas1901 :Not much to say, but you cool.
@IceTheDutchAD : I dunno if I'll see you on servers (probably) but thanks for being a cool friend. You're probably the only furry I'll ever enjoy being a friend with, and you helped me get rid of my MB addiction (you don't know that). We kind of slowly parted but, you played a role in my Forums time here, so thanks.
@HermioneJG :Like Ice, we got together, but slowly departed. You were a great person and super nice, and I liked seeing you get all weirded out by my GRAVY. Ofc then you went complete shipping crazy and started shipping Mongi with a blender, which, its nice knowing someone was as nuts as me.
@Fheonix : We never talked, and yet you spam liked me like 2,000 times, it's not cool for me to not say thanks. So, even though we weren't friends, I just want to say, Thanks.
@BlueWillow :We were friends when I was in the tryhard zone. I met you at MB and we've been friends ever since. We haven't talked much, but you were a great friend too.
@PandeeDEATH : Probably the only MB friend that I support now(
@Mcprison58 's cool too). Even though you're a total pay2win, you surely didn't act like a jerk to anyone, and I respect that. Also, you were a great friend to me when I played MB, so thanks
@SpikeTheCook :Even though you're a tryhard, you're still a nice person and you can't really ever say bad things, so... I dunno what to say, but... well, you're still a good person.
The Real SCOUSE:
@Hello_its_Nicole got a great personality, and you're damn pretty (
@Rundas2001 not stealin' yo girl, she deserves better). You've always been there for me, and you've liked my posts no matter what. It's nice knowing that someone's always around to help you. Thanks for always being there with me
@Jonas125 :I was surprised to hear that I actually forced you to make your decision on leaving. You were probably my only friend at SW (and
@SabahGamesYT ), and I enjoyed you playing along with me on SW. I wish I stopped my MB addiction to play more SW with ya.
@XxLiazaliaxX : Probably the only staff member I enjoyed as a friend, thanks for not pushing me away and actively making friends with me. Sure, you've definite got way better friends than me, but just saying, you're probably my favorite staff member.
@ItzThatVixen :You have better friends than me, but I'm just saying, you're very open when it comes to making friends, and that's pretty awesome. Of course I drifted off for a while so I haven't talked to you in a while, but being nice always is a great skill and I'll probably never have it, so cool beans mate
@KendraHawk :I guess I did something stupid that you unfollow me lol. You were a great friend to have, and it's my fault that we stopped talking so much. When you unfollowed me, I thought ya hated me, so I stopped talking to you because I thought you probably didn't want to talk to me anymore. You're an amazing person, and you're only 11, your future is super bright.
@KillerWither :You've quit, but your the oldest friend I have, and you're still friends with me, so that's pretty dope.
@LEOLOVESLIONS :The only true MB friend I have xD. Even though I have a few other great MB friends (
@Shive2002410 ), you're the oldest one I can remember. I remember the good old days where MB was a friendly community (still toxic tho), and we'd have fun days and actually enjoy MB. I hope you succeed in whatever else you're doing.
@Rundas2001 :We didn't talk much, but you're a great guy anyways. Funny thing is, if I still played GD, we'd probably be better friends. Shoulda, coulda, woulda. Nicole deserves you more than you think fam, go get em.
@mongi :How the hell did Monjy even happen xD You ish an awesome friend, and, well, if say anything else, all the fudging Monjy fan girls will go crazy af. You probably already know what a great friend you are :d I'll miss ya.
@Strelitzia :We met at SW, and we've been friends ever since. No matter what phase I went through (tryhard, depressed, ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥), you still ended up being one of my best buddies. I guess that's why you've been considered one of my best friends. Keep doing what you do best, and do me a favor by annoying Mongi about Monjy every second pls
@cheesyunicorn :Aw man, what is there to say about you? You're the nicest person I've ever met, and so innocent and cute :d. It's funny how you're great friends with a perverted ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ considering how innocent you are. I couldn't hurt you even if I tried. It's like you have NO problems, like a perfect person. Anyways, thanks for being nice to me all the time, really means a lot.
Phoenix: Didn't know Pixie that much, but it doesn't matter much anyways. I took in surprise the first time I met you, because I'd never thought you'd ever wanted to be my friend. In fact I was in giant shock that day when you wanted to see my face in exchange for mine (yes only Phoenix and Lauren know what I look like). It technically made me more outgoing and I made more friends because you boosted my confidence. I'll miss talking to you, they were always great convos, and, I hope you succeed. You're awesome. (Sir Microdick sounds stupid, Mr. Microdick is obviously better)
@Verified Fangirl :*sigh*
Lauren, Lauren, Lauren. It's ok to tell if something's troubling you, and I respect you leaving for studies. But I've never ignored you, ever. You do matter. Even if no one says you do, you do. You've made an impact on my life, and we've chatted for hours on end. You say I'll never remember, and I'll just slightly remember you as a person we chatted on the internet, but that's not true. Youve such a great person, and you do matter. Don't even tell me that I'm just saying this to be nice, because I mean it. You do matter, and if anyone else tells you don't, remember me, and all your friends, because WE think you do matter. Especially me. TBH, you're probably my best friend (you've got better friends than me probably). After all, that's better than having none, isn't it? (P.S: I could totally beat you in depression fam, stop trying to beat me :d)
I'll come back every now and then to fix the honor list or post a YT video if I want to draw a point. But for now...
See ya dudes.
btw I like chess and I didn't get tagged for this I don't think... 
