My Farewell

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Umm, I don't really have much to say...my title speaks for itself...

I do want to thank everyone who was there for me, who walked alongside me, who stuck with me through my highs and lows. I want to thank everyone for making this community what it is today. I appreciate all yalls hard work, and I am so thankful for what you do.

I want to apologize to anyone who I might have offended or wronged in my time here. I never in any circumstances ever tried to blame anyone for any wrong thing or just be negative to anyone even if they were to me.

I want to just say sorry and that I hope that everyone can forgive me. If you dont accept my apology oh well I honestly don't care at all. And if you wanna stay petty after this over something I said please know I'm not thinking of you or care enough to allow that to bother me.

I want to tell yall that there is a lot going on right now, and that my mental stability is crumbling by the day, I've found myself having more anxiety attacks, breakdowns, fits of rage and even violence. Etc. And I do not want my behavior to effect anyone...I have really been trying so hard to change and get better and yall...I've been doing so much change and self reflecting and every time I'm getting better, something comes along and just breaks me.

I've closed and deleted all my social media apps and I plan on disabling and deleting the accounts. I am having my number changed and I am removing all ways for anyone to reach me. I no longer use insta, snap, discord, etc. So if you seen me leaving your server or resigning from my position on your account I'm sorry.

So much is happening in such a short time and right now I cant keep up with it. Who knows in the future I might come and visit but right now....yall I just have to leave...I cant be here right now.

And the reason I went on ahead and decided this is not going to be mentioned...so I'm sorry in keeping it from yall...but I feel like I cant after the push I had today....

I, I dont know what else to say but I mean I might be back later to reply or whatever and say my farewells but idk....I just cant operate anymore...

Thank you all for allowing me to be apart of this wonderful community and allowing me to be of service and help and even make friends! Literally it's been a blast. I am so terribly sad because I really looked forward to my 1 year here but....I mean....i need time...thank you and i love you all.
 
I just have been going through a lot to become a more mature person and a person that can be a good example to people, so if I see that I am not capable of doing this I am and will remove myself from the picture until I see myself in a decent area I know I will not be a negative impact on the community.
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Reading this message made my heart break. Honestly, it will be hard seeing you go after I came back to BrokenLens a few months ago. I met so many amazing people and that included you. I understand what you're going through and I will respect that. You are such a wonderful person that I've ever met. May I give you my best wishes on this new chapter that you'll begin.

Thank you for everything, Cookie.
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I’m gonna miss you so bad cookie, you inspired me to be nicer and more positive <3 I really hope you feel better and can come visit or come back sometime... you stand out so much in this community because of how caring, kind and thoughtful you are. It won’t be the same waking up to see your positive messages and comments scattered throughout the day.

It’s so good you’ve decided to put away social media and take a break since it’s best for you, I wish/pray for you to feel better soon. I love you so much, bye <3
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You’re such an amazing, admirable person. You’re definitely one of the kindest in this community, it’s sad to see you go. You’ve contributed so much to this place, it wouldn’t be the same without you, truly. Again, good luck in life and I hope you feel better soon. <3
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Im not good with feelings or saying stuff but like if I could you would have to read a essay abt how much you impacted my life and how grateful i am to meet such a unique spirit like you.

I love you and wish you good luck and blessings in your life <3
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I feel like my heart has been snapped in half!
As aarwa said, don’t apologise! I’m sure everyone respects your decision.
Cookie i wish i got to know you better! You are incredible and you always will be!
The love you spread here was incredible. Like this community wouldn’t be itself without YOU.
Know that you will always be loved. Always!
I wish you the best of luck in life, especially in this situation!
We’ll miss you much. <3
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Aww luvheart....


My heart sank when I saw the title, but especially when I saw who wrote it.

You are by far one of the most amazing people on here, you have never lost your cool at anyone, and have never seemed rude at all. I really, really like that about you. I really like that.

You are definitely very high on the list of those people I look so forward to talking to on that one special day when I feel sad, and I love that about you too.

You are honestly an amazing person inside and out and oh my lord that is my FAVORITE thing about you. By. Far.


You are incredible. You are amazing. You are bewildering. You are kind. You are wonderful. You are awesome. You are what I someday hope to be. You are.... lets put it like this.... every single positive thing that this world has to offer.

I love you.
I have not talked to you very much, and I will NEVER forgive myself for that.


It is such a hard thing saying goodbye, but I just can't. Because I know you will use your amazing magic powers and come back.

Farewell, but absolutely not goodbye, luv.
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Cooooookiee!!!! You were one of the first person I met in foruuuums noooooooooooo!!! Good luck in life! Don’t worry stay strong and always have hope! And stay safe too! Farewell old friend. :)
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forsqken_ said:
Im not good with feelings or saying stuff but like if I could you would have to read a essay abt how much you impacted my life and how grateful i am to meet such a unique spirit like you.

I love you and wish you good luck and blessings in your life <3
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I dont mind darling ❤ However I cant garuntee when I'll read it. Just send it in a convo and I'll reply whenever I ever get the chance.

Also thank you to everyone, I love you all and I will miss you dearly. Also, I do hope to come in September, I spoke with my parents and said how much I really wanted to celebrate my 1 year here because that was always something that excited me heh. Until then, I will see you soon. Idk if I'll be in the server, but if I do it wont be until late summer....again tysm for your loving and encouraging words, and for helping motivate me to find reason to live and keep going. I love yall so so much, see you soon. ❤
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