My depression

[DarkTdmPlays]

I'm depressed.... the unfairness with hazard as well as the fact that nobody trusts me and gives me a chance at anything has led me to depression. Special thanks to edwjusti, HazardtheDutch, and GamerExtreme_Ex for NOT believing in me.

 

[GamerExtreme_Ex]

I believe in you over time in BrokenLens never had anything against you

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[Ray_Palmer_Atom]

Dark. You say that no one gives you a chance, but THIS IS YOUR CHANCE.

You're saying that you deserve a chance to prove yourself, and make us believe that you deserve the trial rank, and you do deserve that chance, as does everyone. This is your chance; you are on TRIAL.That's what the trial rank is for. This is your shot at maintaining your staff rank, so quit with these pointless "depression threads" and statuses, and show everyone exactly how good a staff member you think you can be.

P.S. This isn't supposed to sound unfriendly
P.P.S I'll move this to off-topic, not sure why it's in spleef general discussion

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[KendraHawk]

I'm depressed.... the unfairness with hazard as well as the fact that nobody trusts me and gives me a chance at anything has led me to depression. Special thanks to edwjusti, HazardtheDutch, and GamerExtreme_Ex for NOT believing in me.

This isn't meant to be in Spleef General Discussion. Dark, I don't understand this. Everyone has given you chances, why aren't you taking them? Stop making threads that are asking for forgiveness, start being active and don't care what anyone else thinks. I believe you can do it.

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[Snowy]

Believe! I'm sorry , Dark. You DO deserve to be a Moderator. I don't understand why they don't like you. If you need someone's to talk to , you can talk to me. Anytime.

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[XxLiazaliaxX]

I'm depressed.... the unfairness with hazard as well as the fact that nobody trusts me and gives me a chance at anything has led me to depression. Special thanks to edwjusti, HazardtheDutch, and GamerExtreme_Ex for NOT believing in me.

There are people here who stay by your side no matter what. You may not be able to see them but they are there. And they want to see you smile.

You were given a rank by @vertx, right? Then, that means he trusts you'll do a good job - he picked you for a reason, Dark.

No matter what people say, Vert picked you. Out of 3 million people, it was you he picked.

The only reason that you're becoming depressed is because people are only pointing out the negatives about you rather than the positives. And now you can't see the good things yourself anymore.

BrokenLens should be a place where you feel welcome not retreating into a ball of depression. Don't change yourself for these people, Dark. Because, they're the ones who need to change, not you.

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[SpikeTheHugger]

Depression is always a hard thing to talk about that, and I can say that the conversation does help - to try to find someone to talk with you, if it is a friend or other family member as your grandmother. There are various websites where you could go for help, and they'll try to do the best for you.
https://www.7cupsoftea.com/depression-help-online/
There is always someone who will be there for you.

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[DarkTdmPlays]

This isn't meant to be in Spleef General Discussion. Dark, I don't understand this. Everyone has given you chances, why aren't you taking them? Stop making threads that are asking for forgiveness, start being inactive and don't care what anyone else thinks. I believe you can do it.

This is in spleef general discussion because I want this to stay low profile, everyone here is my friends, I don't want to put this up in general discussion.

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[DarkTdmPlays]

There are people here who stay by your side no matter what. You may not be able to see them but they are there. And they want to see you smile.

You were given a rank by @vertx, right? Then, that means he trusts you'll do a good job - he picked you for a reason, Dark.

No matter what people say, Vert picked you. Out of 3 million people, it was you he picked.

The only reason that you're becoming depressed is because people are only pointing out the negatives about you rather than the positives. And now you can't see the good things yourself anymore.

BrokenLens should be a place where you feel welcome not retreating into a ball of depression. Don't change yourself for these people, Dark. Because, they're the ones who need to change, not you.

Well said Lia, you should honestly be a life coach, your someone that I can talk too whenever I need help.

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[DarkTdmPlays]

But seriously, edwjusti said that I am not trusted, he is the head admin, and he helped make the server, to have him say that about me is just hard to process and very upsetting

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[DarkTdmPlays]

Dark. You say that no one gives you a chance, but THIS IS YOUR CHANCE.

You're saying that you deserve a chance to prove yourself, and make us believe that you deserve the trial rank, and you do deserve that chance, as does everyone. This is your chance; you are on TRIAL.That's what the trial rank is for. This is your shot at maintaining your staff rank, so quit with these pointless "depression threads" and statuses, and show everyone exactly how good a staff member you think you can be.

P.S. This isn't supposed to sound unfriendly
P.P.S I'll move this to off-topic, not sure why it's in spleef general discussion

Allright Ray! Your right, I'm going to try, the only reason my confidence grew weaker was because of what edwjusti said and the whole unfair hazard situation.

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[Laura_Aria]

Dark...I know Hazard's advantage was a bit unfair, but listen to me.

Imagine how many people on forums and server altogether would like a rank.Tell me.Wouldn't half of the players want to?Not everyone on forums here is for friends, some people are here for staff ranks.

Vertx chose you out of all people because you worked hard.Who cares about Hazard?He can have trust if that's what he gets, but atleast you got a rank, and you can be greatful for that.

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[WitherNether]

I'm depressed.... the unfairness with hazard as well as the fact that nobody trusts me and gives me a chance at anything has led me to depression. Special thanks to edwjusti, HazardtheDutch, and GamerExtreme_Ex for NOT believing in me.

Hey man if you want to talk about this I had depression in my childhood, I was like you back then ....

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[Aypi]

There are people here who stay by your side no matter what. You may not be able to see them but they are there. And they want to see you smile.

You were given a rank by @vertx, right? Then, that means he trusts you'll do a good job - he picked you for a reason, Dark.

No matter what people say, Vert picked you. Out of 3 million people, it was you he picked.

The only reason that you're becoming depressed is because people are only pointing out the negatives about you rather than the positives. And now you can't see the good things yourself anymore.

BrokenLens should be a place where you feel welcome not retreating into a ball of depression. Don't change yourself for these people, Dark. Because, they're the ones who need to change, not you.

5M*

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[RainbowSunFunYAY]

There are people here who stay by your side no matter what. You may not be able to see them but they are there. And they want to see you smile.

You were given a rank by @vertx, right? Then, that means he trusts you'll do a good job - he picked you for a reason, Dark.

No matter what people say, Vert picked you. Out of 3 million people, it was you he picked.

The only reason that you're becoming depressed is because people are only pointing out the negatives about you rather than the positives. And now you can't see the good things yourself anymore.

BrokenLens should be a place where you feel welcome not retreating into a ball of depression. Don't change yourself for these people, Dark. Because, they're the ones who need to change, not you.

Yes I Totally Agree!

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[Aypi]

But seriously, edwjusti said that I am not trusted, he is the head admin, and he helped make the server, to have him say that about me is just hard to process and very upsetting

Welp Dont think its because I hate you but I'm edwjusti's side.

Why?
Because before you went to the crazy idea of being staff you were cool but then you started to do what Spiketub is doing right now so You lost friends then you became trial but you were angry caus the other staffs rank up because they are older you then you complain that you still Trial.(Cant you just be happy to have a chance? Im happy to be Helper even if I should be Trial for 1month now since vertx is busy) Like seriously You prove to every point that you are not ready to be Staff. Im sorry but this is the Reality , im not someone who would act that I love you and that you dont do Any mistake. Im someone who Will tell what you do wrong.



Anyway. @edwjusti @vertx

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[RainbowSunFunYAY]

Welp Dont think its because I hate you but I'm edwjusti's side.

Why?
Because before you went to the crazy idea of being staff you were cool but then you started to do what Spiketub is doing right now so You lost friends then you because Trial and when the other staffs rank up because they are older you complain that you still Trial. Like seriously You prove to every point that you are not ready to be Staff. Im sorry but this is the Reality , im not someone who would act that I love you and that you dont do Any mistake. Im someone who Will tell what you do wrong.



Anyway. @edwjusti @vertx

Ya I Have Nooo Idea If I Agree With @Aypifox Or @Laura_Aria

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[Strike345]

Why is hazard unfair?

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[Aypi]

Welp Dont think its because I hate you but I'm edwjusti's side.

Why?
Because before you went to the crazy idea of being staff you were cool but then you started to do what Spiketub is doing right now so You lost friends then you became trial but you were angry caus the other staffs rank up because they are older you then you complain that you still Trial.(Cant you just be happy to have a chance? Im happy to be Helper even if I should be Trial for 1month now since vertx is busy) Like seriously You prove to every point that you are not ready to be Staff. Im sorry but this is the Reality , im not someone who would act that I love you and that you dont do Any mistake. Im someone who Will tell what you do wrong.



Anyway. @edwjusti @vertx

I personally think that all Staff who changed their personality of before should be demoted. Thats how we start to hate people because they change Too much because of personality while before they were great . Anyway Going Off Topic

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[Aypi]

Why is hazard unfair?

Because he got trial after 2week that he joined. Thats how the thing Spik and Garroth started.

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