deleted_user_2435
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- Mar 16, 2016
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It's March now and... It's not going as plan I had a helper he was really nice and I had him since 6 grade. But bad news arrived he was moving to London.... I felt so heart broken and depressed every time I think about him (no homo) I break a bit inside he was the few who gave me confidence to keep going no matter what. It was Friday and it was his last day, when he came into class I was about to break into tears because it was my last chance to ever see him. I wrote him a note and giving him a buck just in case, and also doing the punch line lol
I joked around and said, "wanna know why I gave you that dollar" "why?" "Because your number one
" he told me that I was gonna be a lady's man. But I doubt it tho. My grades is dropping and there's nothing left for me to do its to late... My strict pride teacher is gonna yell at me. But every time I get yelled or get hurt by words I just pretend to joke around and say haha Ik And walk a way but was I actually feel is depression, anxiety, sadness, and less care for others. I thrive to be the best, but I used to have a friend and I don't see him again.... We would play minecraft on his xbox..... I can't go on any farther I'm in tears right now
I joked around and said, "wanna know why I gave you that dollar" "why?" "Because your number one
" he told me that I was gonna be a lady's man. But I doubt it tho. My grades is dropping and there's nothing left for me to do its to late... My strict pride teacher is gonna yell at me. But every time I get yelled or get hurt by words I just pretend to joke around and say haha Ik And walk a way but was I actually feel is depression, anxiety, sadness, and less care for others. I thrive to be the best, but I used to have a friend and I don't see him again.... We would play minecraft on his xbox..... I can't go on any farther I'm in tears right now