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Leaving Thread

xXphoenixXx said:
Well im not leaving now, but I am leaving is 9 hours but do u freaking expect me to do this at 24:00?

Anyway, I'm leaving brokenlens, reasons

1) I'm a horrible person to most of u guys
2) I've been on for a freaking YEAR AND A HALF do u expect me to stay for ever
3) Hazard becoming staff (won't explain)
4) OVER REASONS

Well 1) I'm not even a horrible person, I'm broken, damaged and in pain inside, I tried getting help from u guys and u won't help.....

2) yeeeah I was supposed to quit 8 months ago

3) Ever since hazard became staff, it was harder for me to play, when ever I ask him a question, he ignores me, Literally yesterday he wasn't afk and I said "hazard... Can I ask u something" and he full on ignored me, he always ignores me, I try being nice but nooooooo HE HAS TO TAKE A offense and it makes me angry, also he follows the rules and make up rules, like glitch exploiting is 1 WEEK HAZARD NOT A YEAR -,-(he does it 2 years but im trying to be funneh)

4)a) When ever I make a thread no one cares, only 1 or 2 replies
And when ever someone makes the same type of thread everyone goes to it

For eg, my stories, I stopped making them cause I just freaking gave up, no one cared everyone just went to the other ones, ITS NOT FAIR.

4/1)b as I said in 1, imma carry dat on, for eg (forgot who) but when we had a face reveal thread someone said "I don't want to cause phoenix will make fun of me"
Why do u think im like this, IM NOT MEAN

4)c) new update is coming and I'm not allowed a account, sooooooooo

---------------Sorry-----------
This is a list for people I need to apologise to
---------------------------------------------------
Kendra
Sara
Hazard
-everyone else (cant think of anyone)




I bet this thread won't even get 2 pages
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Goodbye Phoe... Ik I am late but I have been on vacation. You were my first friend on BL. Even though we haven't talked in a month or two I still consider you as one of my best friends on BL. I reamember all the great times we had. I also remember the reason you joined the forums lol... Ik that you will still visit but in case we don't talk again I will say Goodbye my great friend. I will always remember you PhoePhoe :P
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xXphoenixXx said:
Well im not leaving now, but I am leaving is 9 hours but do u freaking expect me to do this at 24:00?

Anyway, I'm leaving brokenlens, reasons

1) I'm a horrible person to most of u guys
2) I've been on for a freaking YEAR AND A HALF do u expect me to stay for ever
3) Hazard becoming staff (won't explain)
4) OVER REASONS

Well 1) I'm not even a horrible person, I'm broken, damaged and in pain inside, I tried getting help from u guys and u won't help.....

2) yeeeah I was supposed to quit 8 months ago

3) Ever since hazard became staff, it was harder for me to play, when ever I ask him a question, he ignores me, Literally yesterday he wasn't afk and I said "hazard... Can I ask u something" and he full on ignored me, he always ignores me, I try being nice but nooooooo HE HAS TO TAKE A offense and it makes me angry, also he follows the rules and make up rules, like glitch exploiting is 1 WEEK HAZARD NOT A YEAR -,-(he does it 2 years but im trying to be funneh)

4)a) When ever I make a thread no one cares, only 1 or 2 replies
And when ever someone makes the same type of thread everyone goes to it

For eg, my stories, I stopped making them cause I just freaking gave up, no one cared everyone just went to the other ones, ITS NOT FAIR.

4/1)b as I said in 1, imma carry dat on, for eg (forgot who) but when we had a face reveal thread someone said "I don't want to cause phoenix will make fun of me"
Why do u think im like this, IM NOT MEAN

4)c) new update is coming and I'm not allowed a account, sooooooooo

---------------Sorry-----------
This is a list for people I need to apologise to
---------------------------------------------------
Kendra
Sara
Hazard
-everyone else (cant think of anyone)




I bet this thread won't even get 2 pages
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I'm really sorry to hear you've dealt with feelings like these for so long :( I had no idea

You're not a bad person, Phoenix. We're all just as messed up as you. You have many good traits - you're confident and that's an admirable attitude to have, you're clever and that clearly shows through your posts and it'll definitely get you far in life and you're also one of the sweetest people out there. Because you don't usually care about insults towards you, you have no problem saying what's on your mind. Sometimes, you say things that are so raw and precious that can mean the world to people and other times, you tell truths that people wish not to hear. Either way, I know I can't speak for everyone here but I really like having you here and in some weird way, I (used to) need you here because you're one of those realists who help keep others on the ground. Having you here is like having a voice of guidance that may be annoying but I know that you sincerely just want the best for others and yourself.

Since you're always online and interact with a wide variety of people, we may take you for granted. You also seem detached in a way. When I see you on server, sometimes you're alone, other times, you have a close friend by your side. Sometimes, I feel you're not part of some friendship group at all - like you're there but you're also not at the same time. It's like you love talking but no one is willing to listen. I'm so so sorry.

You've always wanted the best for our server. You gave skins, map suggestions and advice but it seemed like nothing was enough to erase those bad expectations people had of you. I'm sorry you weren't noticed for that. You've given us so much because you gave us yourself. You find it hard to fake that you're not broken - there's so much anger and hurt bottled up inside of you - that you vented it on here and only wanted someone who would listen.

It seems many people have already defended Hazard's case so I won't waste my breath on that. Again, I am so sorry for everything.

Promise me this, Phoenix: whenever you're hurt or sad, whenever you feel alone, whenever you're angry and feel like you're drowning in the middle of an ocean - come back to us. We know better this time. We won't let you feel this way again. Please, Phoenix. This time will be different. I want to listen to you.

Well, good luck in life - I'm sure you won't need it though! XD We'll be cheering you on, okay? I have faith in you so please, please, have faith in yourself.

Remember Phoenix - you'll ALWAYS be welcome at BrokenLens.

P.S I will sincerely miss you...I love you - Lia
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Bye Phoenix, il miss ya. I don’t think you’re a bad person.
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XxLiazaliaxX said:
I'm really sorry to hear you've dealt with feelings like these for so long :( I had no idea

You're not a bad person, Phoenix. We're all just as messed up as you. You have many good traits - you're confident and that's an admirable attitude to have, you're clever and that clearly shows through your posts and it'll definitely get you far in life and you're also one of the sweetest people out there. Because you don't usually care about insults towards you, you have no problem saying what's on your mind. Sometimes, you say things that are so raw and precious that can mean the world to people and other times, you tell truths that people wish not to hear. Either way, I know I can't speak for everyone here but I really like having you here and in some weird way, I (used to) need you here because you're one of those realists who help keep others on the ground. Having you here is like having a voice of guidance that may be annoying but I know that you sincerely just want the best for others and yourself.

Since you're always online and interact with a wide variety of people, we may take you for granted. You also seem detached in a way. When I see you on server, sometimes you're alone, other times, you have a close friend by your side. Sometimes, I feel you're not part of some friendship group at all - like you're there but you're also not at the same time. It's like you love talking but no one is willing to listen. I'm so so sorry.

You've always wanted the best for our server. You gave skins, map suggestions and advice but it seemed like nothing was enough to erase those bad expectations people had of you. I'm sorry you weren't noticed for that. You've given us so much because you gave us yourself. You find it hard to fake that you're not broken - there's so much anger and hurt bottled up inside of you - that you vented it on here and only wanted someone who would listen.

It seems many people have already defended Hazard's case so I won't waste my breath on that. Again, I am so sorry for everything.

Promise me this, Phoenix: whenever you're hurt or sad, whenever you feel alone, whenever you're angry and feel like you're drowning in the middle of an ocean - come back to us. We know better this time. We won't let you feel this way again. Please, Phoenix. This time will be different. I want to listen to you.

Well, good luck in life - I'm sure you won't need it though! XD We'll be cheering you on, okay? I have faith in you so please, please, have faith in yourself.

Remember Phoenix - you'll ALWAYS be welcome at BrokenLens.

P.S I will sincerely miss you...I love you - Lia
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♥♥♥♥♥ I AINT ANNOYING U CAT(CATS ARE CUTE) I'm just ridiculously honest
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THIS THREAD HAS THE MOST freaking Pages A J MADE IN MY 1 YEAR OF This server ;-; xD well bai xP
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XxLiazaliaxX said:
I'm really sorry to hear you've dealt with feelings like these for so long :( I had no idea

You're not a bad person, Phoenix. We're all just as messed up as you. You have many good traits - you're confident and that's an admirable attitude to have, you're clever and that clearly shows through your posts and it'll definitely get you far in life and you're also one of the sweetest people out there. Because you don't usually care about insults towards you, you have no problem saying what's on your mind. Sometimes, you say things that are so raw and precious that can mean the world to people and other times, you tell truths that people wish not to hear. Either way, I know I can't speak for everyone here but I really like having you here and in some weird way, I (used to) need you here because you're one of those realists who help keep others on the ground. Having you here is like having a voice of guidance that may be annoying but I know that you sincerely just want the best for others and yourself.

Since you're always online and interact with a wide variety of people, we may take you for granted. You also seem detached in a way. When I see you on server, sometimes you're alone, other times, you have a close friend by your side. Sometimes, I feel you're not part of some friendship group at all - like you're there but you're also not at the same time. It's like you love talking but no one is willing to listen. I'm so so sorry.

You've always wanted the best for our server. You gave skins, map suggestions and advice but it seemed like nothing was enough to erase those bad expectations people had of you. I'm sorry you weren't noticed for that. You've given us so much because you gave us yourself. You find it hard to fake that you're not broken - there's so much anger and hurt bottled up inside of you - that you vented it on here and only wanted someone who would listen.

It seems many people have already defended Hazard's case so I won't waste my breath on that. Again, I am so sorry for everything.

Promise me this, Phoenix: whenever you're hurt or sad, whenever you feel alone, whenever you're angry and feel like you're drowning in the middle of an ocean - come back to us. We know better this time. We won't let you feel this way again. Please, Phoenix. This time will be different. I want to listen to you.

Well, good luck in life - I'm sure you won't need it though! XD We'll be cheering you on, okay? I have faith in you so please, please, have faith in yourself.

Remember Phoenix - you'll ALWAYS be welcome at BrokenLens.

P.S I will sincerely miss you...I love you - Lia
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Tbh I cried after reading this lia ^^

No your not all as messed up as me. HAVE U GOT THROUGH, BETRAYAL OF A TRUSTED FRIEND ONLINE, YOU LEAVING YOUR BEST FRIEND BY ACCIDENT AND BEING COUNTLESS YOU HURT, THE ONE YOU LOVE CHEATS ON YOU FOR SOMEONE ELSE, AND THE CYCLE REPEATS AGAIN THEN
MY BEST FRIEND GETS CANCER AND TRIED TO freaking SUICIDE, HER LITTLE BABY BROTHERS IS LIKE BABY BEELZEBUB AND I freaking GAVE UP.

I thought I could settle myself on different games then kik and pixel gun
I was wrong, most of the cycle happened again, i left for a week and here's ANOTHER FRIEND WHO WANTS TO SUICIDE, DIS ISH ON UNISON

Then I redo loaded mc and went online to find servers
and when I find and play brokenlens
ALL OF THE freaking CYCLE START THR FUVK AGAIN

I could go in detail for all of this but I lazy
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Crud I Saw You....... Im So Stupid.... Well This Is Now The Time That I Make My Next Reply, Why Phoenix Did You Leave..



I Suck ._. I Mess Up When Its One Of Friends Leaving.... Man I REALLLY Suck
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Bye I'm late I haven't seen u a lot u used to play mb but I don't know what happened, anyways, bye nice knowing u
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