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RainbowSunFunYAY

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Hey, so you might know i was a old player that joined the server 2016 Febuary (Aypifox used to be admin Reownix used to be a mod).

Well right now im having issues right now, i know i have said to a few of you in inbox's "if your sad your not alone, you can talk to me" and its because i don't feel like people should be hurt they don't deserve to be hurt. I actually was hit by a car maybe a month ago because i was hallucinating bad things that happen in my life, so i crossed the street without looking (accident..) and was hit.

Now also i had a YouTube channel i shared with a few friends <16k subs> and i never shared that story on brokenlens because i don't like bragging about stuff like that, i did it ft fun and was motivated. But then the team got in a fight after a rumour.

When stuff like this happens, its hard to keep going sometimes. Its why i really want to help people if they had rough days, and also sure on Brokenlens i might sound positive a lot... {it is acting a lot of the time}

And Brokenlens I've met lots of people and friends, it used to be my escape from all the stuff in reality that happen, but lots of my friends left the server/forms. It hurts to lose people you love and care about, they were family to me. But i know people move on and i respect that.

People: why are you just discussing this..?

Answer: well i don't want to keep it a secret forever, I've been called damage and nothing a lot. But i know to not give up no matter what happens. You should all do the same as well, reality can be a challenge but you never know what will happen as in maybe you might have a bad day per day and the next day you have a better day because you met someone special or etc.

Now because of issues im having right now i might take a break from brokenlens, but i will most likely be back. I doubt i will take a break, but if i really need it i have to.. Im sorry..

Edit: I also used to be abused.. My parents, if i didn't clean the house good enough, then they would hammer my hand or break my bones and i was just a kid.. .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·. And it hurt me. They also made Me hammer a nail in the fence each time i "misbehaved" so it would leave a scar and it effects me still because i hallucinating often now.. );

For now.. That's all ill say here.

I luv you all though ~keep dreaming~

PS: im sorry i let pretty much all of you down..
 
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RainbowSunFunYAY said:
Hey, so you might know i was a old player that joined the server 2016 Febuary (Aypifox used to be admin Reownix used to be a mod).

Well right now im having issues right now, i know i have said to a few of you in inbox's "if your sad your not alone, you can talk to me" and its because i don't feel like people should be hurt they don't deserve to be hurt. I actually was hit by a car maybe a month ago because i was hallucinating bad things that happen in my life, so i crossed the street without looking (accident..) and was hit.

Now also i had a YouTube channel i shared with a few friends <16k subs> and i never shared that story on brokenlens because i don't like bragging about stuff like that, i did it ft fun and was motivated. But then the team got in a fight after a rumour.

When stuff like this happens, its hard to keep going sometimes. Its why i really want to help people if they had rough days, and also sure on Brokenlens i might sound positive a lot... {it is acting a lot of the time}

And Brokenlens I've met lots of people and friends, it used to be my escape from all the stuff in reality that happen, but lots of my friends left the server/forms. It hurts to lose people you love and care about, they were family to me. But i know people move on and i respect that.

People: why are you just discussing this..?

Answer: well i don't want to keep it a secret forever, I've been called damage and nothing a lot. But i know to not give up no matter what happens. You should all do the same as well, reality can be a challenge but you never know what will happen as in maybe you might have a bad day per day and the next day you have a better day because you met someone special or etc.

Now because of issues im having right now i might take a break from brokenlens, but i will most likely be back. I doubt i will take a break, but if i really need it i have to.. Im sorry..

I luv you all though ~keep dreaming~
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Byeeeeeeee
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RainbowSunFunYAY said:
Hey, so you might know i was a old player that joined the server 2016 Febuary (Aypifox used to be admin Reownix used to be a mod).

Well right now im having issues right now, i know i have said to a few of you in inbox's "if your sad your not alone, you can talk to me" and its because i don't feel like people should be hurt they don't deserve to be hurt. I actually was hit by a car maybe a month ago because i was hallucinating bad things that happen in my life, so i crossed the street without looking (accident..) and was hit.

Now also i had a YouTube channel i shared with a few friends <16k subs> and i never shared that story on brokenlens because i don't like bragging about stuff like that, i did it ft fun and was motivated. But then the team got in a fight after a rumour.

When stuff like this happens, its hard to keep going sometimes. Its why i really want to help people if they had rough days, and also sure on Brokenlens i might sound positive a lot... {it is acting a lot of the time}

And Brokenlens I've met lots of people and friends, it used to be my escape from all the stuff in reality that happen, but lots of my friends left the server/forms. It hurts to lose people you love and care about, they were family to me. But i know people move on and i respect that.

People: why are you just discussing this..?

Answer: well i don't want to keep it a secret forever, I've been called damage and nothing a lot. But i know to not give up no matter what happens. You should all do the same as well, reality can be a challenge but you never know what will happen as in maybe you might have a bad day per day and the next day you have a better day because you met someone special or etc.

Now because of issues im having right now i might take a break from brokenlens, but i will most likely be back. I doubt i will take a break, but if i really need it i have to.. Im sorry..

Edit: I also used to be abused.. My parents, if i didn't clean the house good enough, then they would hammer my hand or break my bones and i was just a kid.. .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·. And it hurt me. They also made Me hammer a nail in the fence each time i "misbehaved" so it would leave a scar and it effects me still because i hallucinating often now.. );

For now.. That's all ill say here.

I luv you all though ~keep dreaming~

PS: im sorry i let pretty much all of you down..
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❤ Thank you Rainbow for being a great friend, I hope you will be back soon! :)
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I met you yesterday and you are leaving :(
Bye Rainbow. Good luck in life and I hope you will come back!
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RainbowSunFunYAY said:
Edit: I also used to be abused.. My parents, if i didn't clean the house good enough, then they would hammer my hand or break my bones and i was just a kid.. .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·. And it hurt me. They also made Me hammer a nail in the fence each time i "misbehaved" so it would leave a scar and it effects me still because i hallucinating often now.. );
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Isnt that child abuse?
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Ooh my goodness love, I’m so sorry all these terrible things have happened to you.
But there’s something you should always remember, things get better. ♡

I really hope you’ll be able to come back because I definitely enjoy your personality and we should’ve talked much much more! :x3:
You haven’t let any of us down, we know you can’t be there for everyone.
Even the most positive people have they moments. C:
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*Just remember I said if I need a break I will leave, I said I doubt it because I am scared to leave lots of you all behind </3*
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RainbowSunFunYAY said:
*Just remember I said if I need a break I will leave, I said I doubt it because I am scared to leave lots of you all behind </3*
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if you do need to leave, don’t hesitate. sometimes, taking a break and healing yourself, is more important. there are times where you gotta put yourself first in order to come back better than eVer for your friends c:
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