I need help...

[Neuer28]

I have been abused by multiple users and I don't feel good inside, and most use strong language to attempt and silence me from expressing my opinion, And I worry I'm going to end up with a consequence, After being reporting by one for standing up for Solinger, He retaliated by attempting to report me without proof, where there have been many who stood up for me, I also feel many hate me for what I have done, I'm sorry. I'm trying to help and I just can't bear to tolerate people being rude; to other users and myself, To anyone who has been rude recently, Not naming names (You know the 2). Bullying and abusing can cause a list of negative things to change someone's life into a living hell, At worst suicide, I can't express my opinion anymore as I don't want to as I know I will get abuses by serveral people.

Story:

I'm casually browsing across the "Important" section of the forums where I want to help and ask questions, I decide to go on the ban appeals (Stalking it) and notice 2 users abusing people with language to get unbanned, I try to help them and say to them what's right, and as a result I get responses like "Shut up", "Why are you even here just quit", and many more as an intention to insult me, As I have previously said, one person on this forum harasses and insulted Solinger, so I stand up for him/her and and the user I stood up TO starts an argument with some language to bully people verbally, I decide to leave the appeal and help another in a calm manner, (User was already insulting in this new one) so I attempt to calm them down, and guess what, they retaliate and throw the harshest insults at me to upset me and multiple users, I understand friends that have been harassed for something they did right in the past. Piney, if you are reading this I feel for you as you were attacked for doing what is right for the server, AKA reporting a player who broke the rules and he ends up harassing her verbally.

On the whole, I feel only a limited amount of users stand up for me when I get attacked or bullied, example. For his false report, it seems most are with the user when I tried to calm him down, if this is true and I appeared rude, I'm sorry.

 

[Pandeee]

Dang
now im curious as to what happened
but rip for all that drama. Alot people go unnoticed or ignored when people try to unerve or suppress them People side with the ones they were close to first and dont really report them for doing something against the rules and etc. Only the ones who have the most influence can really call out others who also have the biggest influence QwQ.
Now alot of people are grouping up and teaming or cross teaming on mb, they dupe, target and make fun of anyone who calls them out on their BS, not really caring of the consequences people are too afraid to actually report them including me since they are well i guess were my friends but now they have their own gang and ig changed for the worse :/
I hope some staff read this and pay some mind to this.

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[KA1]

Haters will see you walk on water, … and say, it's because you can't swim

They will see you become successful, and say it is because you got lucky

They will see you make progress, and say it is because you had more opportunity



But then they see you fail, and they will say it is because you were never good enough

They will say you couldn't handle the pressure because you lacked character



I guess they didn't know what i knew

That i would make it.

Maybe not immediately, but absolutely and definitely.

I said, i guess they didn't know what i knew

That i would make it.

Maybe not immediately, but absolutely and definitely.



I guess the haters didn't know i was only getting started….



I guess they weren't to know that my failures were the fuel to my fire.

That my character thrived under pressure

That being like everyone else was the only way i could really fail



You see first they mock you, then they laugh at you, then they belittle you.

And then they beg for your help

If you weren't by my side during my struggle, through my valleys

Don't expect to be by there at the top of the mountain when i declare success

You had your opportunity when i was down and out



i guess they didn't know that i KNEW

that no matter how steep the mountain i would reach the peak

my vision does not see the pain at the bottom of the mountain or the struggle in the valleys,

it sees only the glory standing at the top. At the top of the mountain…

my WILL sees NOT the pain and sacrifice

it sees the pride and the character

it sees me arriving at my destination.



now haters what have you got to say.

what excuse can you come up with now?



what is the reason i made it and you didn't?

what is the reason i continue to out perform you?…



thats right

because YOU made excuses.

and I didn't allow it



While you were busy making excuses

i was busy making things happen



while you were pointing the finger

i was raising the bar. when you didn't believe in me

I BELIEVED IN ME



while you focused on tearing down my dreams

i focused on making sure they came to life.



you thought your nonsense was effecting me?

it was only pushing more fuel into my fire.



Defeat, Failure, Set Backs

Come what may.

Make no mistake,

I will find a way!



The difference between winning or losing.

The difference between those who do and those who don't make it in life… is not talent… It isn't about any type of magical formula…

The difference is character… It's human spirit…



And if you are going to make it in this world

Living out your dreams, or living out your nightmares, it is completely up to what YOU do. It all comes down to YOU.

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[seacosmos]

I apologise for what you've been through. Yes, it is wrong, and those users shouldn't have done what they had done.

I am sorry that I could not stand up for you. However, you must understand that not everyone looks where you look. Not everyone sees what you see. I, for one, did not - and still have not - seen that Player Report/ Ban Appeal thread. This being said, I had no idea that you had been bullied, and therefore if I don't know something happened, I can't help.

Of course now you've told me, yes, I would happily help. But, that doesn't mean I will look through all your posts, or that I will look through all the threads in all the sections, to protect you. I will simply take action upon what I see. What I don't see remains that way unless you decide to show me.

I do however appreciate that you've taken the time to explain. To tell the story of what happened. I appreciate that you tried to take action. At the least, you tried to stop it.

Also, I agree, staff should take more notice of these things. However they can only do so much, so it's up to you what you are going to do about it.

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[Al0ha._.Fl0]

Pfffft sounds like my life

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[BananaMuffin]

These incidents are what makes you stronger. Eventually words won't hurt you, but bounce off of you. It's also useful to have a couple of comebacks in the back of your head.

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[Neuer28]

I apologise for what you've been through. Yes, it is wrong, and those users shouldn't have done what they had done.

I am sorry that I could not stand up for you. However, you must understand that not everyone looks where you look. Not everyone sees what you see. I, for one, did not - and still have not - seen that Player Report/ Ban Appeal thread. This being said, I had no idea that you had been bullied, and therefore if I don't know something happened, I can't help.

Of course now you've told me, yes, I would happily help. But, that doesn't mean I will look through all your posts, or that I will look through all the threads in all the sections, to protect you. I will simply take action upon what I see. What I don't see remains that way unless you decide to show me.

I do however appreciate that you've taken the time to explain. To tell the story of what happened. I appreciate that you tried to take action. At the least, you tried to stop it.

Also, I agree, staff should take more notice of these things. However they can only do so much, so it's up to you what you are going to do about it.

I didn't mean that protective XD

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[XxLiazaliaxX]

I have been abused by multiple users and I don't feel good inside, and most use strong language to attempt and silence me from expressing my opinion, And I worry I'm going to end up with a consequence, After being reporting by one for standing up for Solinger, He retaliated by attempting to report me without proof, where there have been many who stood up for me, I also feel many hate me for what I have done, I'm sorry. I'm trying to help and I just can't bear to tolerate people being rude; to other users and myself, To anyone who has been rude recently, Not naming names (You know the 2). Bullying and abusing can cause a list of negative things to change someone's life into a living hell, At worst suicide, I can't express my opinion anymore as I don't want to as I know I will get abuses by serveral people.

Story:

I'm casually browsing across the "Important" section of the forums where I want to help and ask questions, I decide to go on the ban appeals (Stalking it) and notice 2 users abusing people with language to get unbanned, I try to help them and say to them what's right, and as a result I get responses like "Shut up", "Why are you even here just quit", and many more as an intention to insult me, As I have previously said, one person on this forum harasses and insulted Solinger, so I stand up for him/her and and the user I stood up TO starts an argument with some language to bully people verbally, I decide to leave the appeal and help another in a calm manner, (User was already insulting in this new one) so I attempt to calm them down, and guess what, they retaliate and throw the harshest insults at me to upset me and multiple users, I understand friends that have been harassed for something they did right in the past. Piney, if you are reading this I feel for you as you were attacked for doing what is right for the server, AKA reporting a player who broke the rules and he ends up harassing her verbally.

On the whole, I feel only a limited amount of users stand up for me when I get attacked or bullied, example. For his false report, it seems most are with the user when I tried to calm him down, if this is true and I appeared rude, I'm sorry.

I’m sorry. I’m so sorry I couldn’t help you, but I know that doesn’t feel like enough. I could say sorry over and over but you probably wouldn’t forgive me.

I appreciate that you told us how you felt because with all those insults, you would’ve only had one other option: bottle everything up. I would’ve hated for that to happen so thank you for telling us. Thank you for being brave enough to tell us.

What you said hits really hard. It’s so difficult to be happy when everyone leaves you to fend for yourself. All the people who promised they’d be there suddenly turn away or turn on you.

Breathe, okay? Just deep breaths. We’ll judge the situation fairly and won’t just blame it all on you. You stood up for what’s right. The world needs more people like you. We accept your apology. It’s alright.

Dang, I’d hug you if I could. Since when did BrokenLens become school?! D: I’m already sick of the corruption there. I can’t speak for all staff here but once I’ve finished exams, I’ll keep an eye out for this “popularity hierarchy”. Thanks for bringing this to our attention.

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[KA1]

I’m sorry. I’m so sorry I couldn’t help you, but I know that doesn’t feel like enough. I could say sorry over and over but you probably wouldn’t forgive me.

I appreciate that you told us how you felt because with all those insults, you would’ve only had one other option: bottle everything up. I would’ve hated for that to happen so thank you for telling us. Thank you for being brave enough to tell us.

What you said hits really hard. It’s so difficult to be happy when everyone leaves you to fend for yourself. All the people who promised they’d be there suddenly turn away or turn on you.

Breathe, okay? Just deep breaths. We’ll judge the situation fairly and won’t just blame it all on you. You stood up for what’s right. The world needs more people like you. We accept your apology. It’s alright.

Dang, I’d hug you if I could. Since when did BrokenLens become school?! D: I’m already sick of the corruption there. I can’t speak for all staff here but once I’ve finished exams, I’ll keep an eye out for this “popularity hierarchy”. Thanks for bringing this to our attention.

Truely inspiring..

@Neuer28 Here's a Poem I write of by heart


I am.

I am the person you bullied at school,
I am the person who didn’t know how to be cool,
I am the person you alienated,
I am the person you ridiculed and hated.

I am the person who sat on her own,
I am the person who walked home alone,
I am the person you scared every day,
I am the person who had nothing to say.

I am the person with hurt in her eyes,
I am the person you never saw cry,
I am the person living alone with her fears,
I am the person destroyed by her peers.

I am the person who drowned in your scorn,
I am the person who wished she hadn’t been born,
I am the person you destroyed for ‘fun’,
I am the person, but not the only one.

I am the person whose name you don’t know,
I am the person who just can’t let go,
I am the person who has feelings too,
And I was a person, just like you.

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[KA1]

You push me down
I get back up
You pull out your hand
And call me a clown

You might be able to scare me
Or maybe even insult me
But in the end
My heart, soul and feelings will always run free
You call me names
You make fun of me
But mate, watch out,
My adrenaline is burning like flames

I'm writing this poem to comfort you,
But in the end you have to be strong
Because all those names that they call you
Just remember, we're here, because we knew
If you hadn't have told us,
We could have no clue..

If anything happens again
I will do something about it!
Because everyone in this world
Does not deserve this kind of pain.

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[zzay]

Get really popular and everytime you have the slightest problem, EVERYONE will immediately come to your house IRL and praise you and help you in anyway you need it like the high and mighty Demi-god they think you are

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[windexx]

I have been abused by multiple users and I don't feel good inside, and most use strong language to attempt and silence me from expressing my opinion, And I worry I'm going to end up with a consequence, After being reporting by one for standing up for Solinger, He retaliated by attempting to report me without proof, where there have been many who stood up for me, I also feel many hate me for what I have done, I'm sorry. I'm trying to help and I just can't bear to tolerate people being rude; to other users and myself, To anyone who has been rude recently, Not naming names (You know the 2). Bullying and abusing can cause a list of negative things to change someone's life into a living hell, At worst suicide, I can't express my opinion anymore as I don't want to as I know I will get abuses by serveral people.

Story:

I'm casually browsing across the "Important" section of the forums where I want to help and ask questions, I decide to go on the ban appeals (Stalking it) and notice 2 users abusing people with language to get unbanned, I try to help them and say to them what's right, and as a result I get responses like "Shut up", "Why are you even here just quit", and many more as an intention to insult me, As I have previously said, one person on this forum harasses and insulted Solinger, so I stand up for him/her and and the user I stood up TO starts an argument with some language to bully people verbally, I decide to leave the appeal and help another in a calm manner, (User was already insulting in this new one) so I attempt to calm them down, and guess what, they retaliate and throw the harshest insults at me to upset me and multiple users, I understand friends that have been harassed for something they did right in the past. Piney, if you are reading this I feel for you as you were attacked for doing what is right for the server, AKA reporting a player who broke the rules and he ends up harassing her verbally.

On the whole, I feel only a limited amount of users stand up for me when I get attacked or bullied, example. For his false report, it seems most are with the user when I tried to calm him down, if this is true and I appeared rude, I'm sorry.

SHOOT, I ACCIDENTALLY CLIKCED NO GO AWAY D: WHY CAN"T I CHANGE IT

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[zzay]

SHOOT, I ACCIDENTALLY CLIKCED NO GO AWAY D: WHY CAN"T I CHANGE IT

LOL ICY RIP

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[windexx]

LOL ICY RIP

Nuh I actually didn't mean to click that ;-;

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[kRiS]

Stay. Im on ur side. Editin buddy

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