I am back from the dead

TheBossD4ddy

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About 7 months ago, I tragic event happened. It's personal, so I'm not gonna say what it was. The following week afterwards, I was diagnosed with depression. For the next six months, I was dead. Emotionally dead. I had a feeling of regret inside me. Not the kinda study-tomorrow, study-later, starts-studying-one-hour-before-the-test-starts kinda regret. It was the kinda regret which makes you wanna swallow cyanide pills. Nearly every night I couldn't sleep. I had voices in my head, telling me very morbid things. They were so loud, I bet even earape couldn't quiet that s♥♥♥ down. Because of my depression, I told myself to quit mc for good.
However, after 6 months of tolerating all that pain, as of 12 September 2017, 3:46pm, SST, I was cured! And now, I am back to playing on broken lens. Things have changed since I last went online. So, I am restarting everything. Back to level 1. Who cares? I'm happy to do everything all over again.
I want to thank a certain someone, but she isn't a member of the forum. So, to make a long story short, I am back from the dead.
 
That is an amazing story. I am glad you made it through and I am glad you're cured ^-^

Welcome back.
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TheBossD4ddy said:
About 7 months ago, I tragic event happened. It's personal, so I'm not gonna say what it was. The following week afterwards, I was diagnosed with depression. For the next six months, I was dead. Emotionally dead. I had a feeling of regret inside me. Not the kinda study-tomorrow, study-later, starts-studying-one-hour-before-the-test-starts kinda regret. It was the kinda regret which makes you wanna swallow cyanide pills. Nearly every night I couldn't sleep. I had voices in my head, telling me very morbid things. They were so loud, I bet even earape couldn't quiet that s♥♥♥ down. Because of my depression, I told myself to quit mc for good.
However, after 6 months of tolerating all that pain, as of 12 September 2017, 3:46pm, SST, I was cured! And now, I am back to playing on broken lens. Things have changed since I last went online. So, I am restarting everything. Back to level 1. Who cares? I'm happy to do everything all over again.
I want to thank a certain someone, but she isn't a member of the forum. So, to make a long story short, I am back from the dead.
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Yay you're back Boss ^^
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TheBossD4ddy said:
About 7 months ago, I tragic event happened. It's personal, so I'm not gonna say what it was. The following week afterwards, I was diagnosed with depression. For the next six months, I was dead. Emotionally dead. I had a feeling of regret inside me. Not the kinda study-tomorrow, study-later, starts-studying-one-hour-before-the-test-starts kinda regret. It was the kinda regret which makes you wanna swallow cyanide pills. Nearly every night I couldn't sleep. I had voices in my head, telling me very morbid things. They were so loud, I bet even earape couldn't quiet that s♥♥♥ down. Because of my depression, I told myself to quit mc for good.
However, after 6 months of tolerating all that pain, as of 12 September 2017, 3:46pm, SST, I was cured! And now, I am back to playing on broken lens. Things have changed since I last went online. So, I am restarting everything. Back to level 1. Who cares? I'm happy to do everything all over again.
I want to thank a certain someone, but she isn't a member of the forum. So, to make a long story short, I am back from the dead.
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I don’t think I was here 7 months ago (or at least not on fourms) lemme check ya profile out!
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TheBossD4ddy said:
About 7 months ago, I tragic event happened. It's personal, so I'm not gonna say what it was. The following week afterwards, I was diagnosed with depression. For the next six months, I was dead. Emotionally dead. I had a feeling of regret inside me. Not the kinda study-tomorrow, study-later, starts-studying-one-hour-before-the-test-starts kinda regret. It was the kinda regret which makes you wanna swallow cyanide pills. Nearly every night I couldn't sleep. I had voices in my head, telling me very morbid things. They were so loud, I bet even earape couldn't quiet that s♥♥♥ down. Because of my depression, I told myself to quit mc for good.
However, after 6 months of tolerating all that pain, as of 12 September 2017, 3:46pm, SST, I was cured! And now, I am back to playing on broken lens. Things have changed since I last went online. So, I am restarting everything. Back to level 1. Who cares? I'm happy to do everything all over again.
I want to thank a certain someone, but she isn't a member of the forum. So, to make a long story short, I am back from the dead.
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I here voices in my head at night, sometimes. They're most likely hallucinations from lack of sleep. I also hear LOUD AF NUCLEAR EARRAPE buzzing sounds followed by a light flash (not a thunder storm) from time to time and they scare the shet outta me xD. Sometimes, I jerk awake and end up accidentally hitting my sister who won't LET IT GO and complains about it for the next week or so.
And I'm glad you're ok :3
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TheBossD4ddy said:
About 7 months ago, I tragic event happened. It's personal, so I'm not gonna say what it was. The following week afterwards, I was diagnosed with depression. For the next six months, I was dead. Emotionally dead. I had a feeling of regret inside me. Not the kinda study-tomorrow, study-later, starts-studying-one-hour-before-the-test-starts kinda regret. It was the kinda regret which makes you wanna swallow cyanide pills. Nearly every night I couldn't sleep. I had voices in my head, telling me very morbid things. They were so loud, I bet even earape couldn't quiet that s♥♥♥ down. Because of my depression, I told myself to quit mc for good.
However, after 6 months of tolerating all that pain, as of 12 September 2017, 3:46pm, SST, I was cured! And now, I am back to playing on broken lens. Things have changed since I last went online. So, I am restarting everything. Back to level 1. Who cares? I'm happy to do everything all over again.
I want to thank a certain someone, but she isn't a member of the forum. So, to make a long story short, I am back from the dead.
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Yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!
That sounds awful !
Diagnosed 4 6 months ?!
At least your good and healthy !
Correct me if I am wrong .
Anyway ...
Welcome back !
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welcome back! I hope we can be friends in the future! glad you're cured :)
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