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I wasn’t expecting to be gone long, but I needed this. I took a break from mostly all my social media and just spent some time alone. For anyone who doesn’t really know me, I do suffer from a mild to sever case of Bipolar Depression, and to try and explain what that feels like to someone who doesn’t have it, it’s nearly impossible. It can feel different for anyone who has it, for there is no simple way to explain it. For me, it feels like I’m trapped in a maze. I keep walking in circles trying to find the center of the maze, and it’s like the exit is right behind me but I am unable to turn around. It follows me everywhere I go, and I could easily turn around and walk out of the maze, but my head is just so fixiated on finding the center of the maze that it stops me from leaving.

I apologize for anyone who likes what i Post here. For now, my issues seem to be subdued enough for me to come back. I don’t want to make a huge deal about the stuff I have to deal with, so just to avoid any questions, yes I am ok. I am a 17 year old being on this planet struggling with stress, anger, abandonment and disabilities, but I try as best as I can to stride in areas I can.

Sorry for worrying anyone who is genuinely concerned about me, but there’s no need for it. I am ok, I promise.

I also have some art I’ll possibly post tomorrow or something. Taking a break allowed me to draw more so I’m exited to show you some things I’m working on.

Till next time

~ Demo
 
I’m looking forward on the things you’ll show, again. Till next time :D
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Take all the time you need.~ How can an artist draw when they are not healthy enough to do so! ;D
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I wasn’t expecting to be gone long, but I needed this. I took a break from mostly all my social media and just spent some time alone. For anyone who doesn’t really know me, I do suffer from a mild to sever case of Bipolar Depression, and to try and explain what that feels like to someone who doesn’t have it, it’s nearly impossible. It can feel different for anyone who has it, for there is no simple way to explain it. For me, it feels like I’m trapped in a maze. I keep walking in circles trying to find the center of the maze, and it’s like the exit is right behind me but I am unable to turn around. It follows me everywhere I go, and I could easily turn around and walk out of the maze, but my head is just so fixiated on finding the center of the maze that it stops me from leaving.

I apologize for anyone who likes what i Post here. For now, my issues seem to be subdued enough for me to come back. I don’t want to make a huge deal about the stuff I have to deal with, so just to avoid any questions, yes I am ok. I am a 17 year old being on this planet struggling with stress, anger, abandonment and disabilities, but I try as best as I can to stride in areas I can.

Sorry for worrying anyone who is genuinely concerned about me, but there’s no need for it. I am ok, I promise.

I also have some art I’ll possibly post tomorrow or something. Taking a break allowed me to draw more so I’m exited to show you some things I’m working on.

Till next time

~ Demo
Well I hope life gets better :D. Also, I hope to see some absolutely outstanding art from you ;3 I know you can do it .3.
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