Dizzy
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- Jan 2, 2018
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I'm sorry for my stupid question to everyone but I have to ask something... This hasn't been answered in different site to me for a long time so I think everyone here could respond to this...
Everyone around me seems to slip into unconsciousness at night. Whoever I'm at sleepovers with my friends and my family, they close their eyes and I'm alone fot hours and hours on end. I used to think that I could do it, too. I've always pretended to sleep... But I don't think I'm doing it right. I lay down and close my eyes but then what? It's just me and my thoughts and it's really really boring. My friends eventually sit up and open their eyes, assuring others that the hours is, which they slept, had passed by it what felt like minutes. How is that possible?!? They need to ask me how I slept and I would lie and tell them that I slept great. Maybe I am sleeping... It's just doesn't seem to be what people describe it to be like, though. Does that make any sense?
I've been this way for as long as I can remember and my parents and the doctors worried about me relentlessly until I started pretend to sleep. I didn't want to make them nervous, so I just lay there with my eyes closed and sat in the darkness for hours, singing songs in my mind. Is that what sleep is?
I'm a senior High School student now and I still don't think I'm doing it right... I've been really self conscious about this entire life. But I figured, it's time I asked for help.
Does this happens to anyone else? Please tell me how you sleep.
Everyone around me seems to slip into unconsciousness at night. Whoever I'm at sleepovers with my friends and my family, they close their eyes and I'm alone fot hours and hours on end. I used to think that I could do it, too. I've always pretended to sleep... But I don't think I'm doing it right. I lay down and close my eyes but then what? It's just me and my thoughts and it's really really boring. My friends eventually sit up and open their eyes, assuring others that the hours is, which they slept, had passed by it what felt like minutes. How is that possible?!? They need to ask me how I slept and I would lie and tell them that I slept great. Maybe I am sleeping... It's just doesn't seem to be what people describe it to be like, though. Does that make any sense?
I've been this way for as long as I can remember and my parents and the doctors worried about me relentlessly until I started pretend to sleep. I didn't want to make them nervous, so I just lay there with my eyes closed and sat in the darkness for hours, singing songs in my mind. Is that what sleep is?
I'm a senior High School student now and I still don't think I'm doing it right... I've been really self conscious about this entire life. But I figured, it's time I asked for help.
Does this happens to anyone else? Please tell me how you sleep.