Expressing Myself

[Aypi]

Okay So, after reading Lauren's (made a long time ago ._.)'s post, I chosen to tell my opinion about Brokenlens in general, How it is managed, My experience here, how I feel when Im on Brokenlens, etc..

Before starting, I just want to tell everyone : don't be scared of telling your opinion and suggesting things over others, because Brokenlens listens to the community, and everyone is actually intertested in your suggestions.

Let me start off with How I actually feel when Im on Brokenlens , and I'll be pure honest. This is of course different from person to person but I felt like needing to let it out, I don't enjoy as much as before my stay on Brokenlens, and I'll explain why. Ill firstly talk about the staff, I actually want to say I Love the Staff Members, they are ALL awesome, they all tolerate me, they all love me even if I have a bad temper , they all make me feel like Im not completly useless here, especially @edwjusti , @ssunsett , @XxLiazaliaxX and @_PineappleDeath_ . I just have nothing to say against the staff team, they're all good and it is for a reason why they are there. Overall talking of Staffing, all I dislike, is a little selfish I'll admit, Is being Helper. It is so frustating to be Helper! You can't help with Hackers, or barely, you can't deal with Reports , you barely can do anything , and to be honest, staying helper kinda make my self confidence low, because Ive tried and tried and finally gave up, I still help, a little, but not as much because my efforts lead(ed?) to nothing, ive stayed helper the last promotion event(idk how to call it) and that actually did like if I was running and then BAM, a wall stops me. Thats actually why Im way less active, I dont feel like im actually that useful anymore, I mean if I was , I wouldve been promoted right? Anyway, enough talking about this, makes me feel bad to talk about myself.

Second I want to talk about why I dont enjoy as much as I did. Simple : I have so much things beside Brokenlens to do that I forget to enjoy Brokenlens, when I get on, to play and moderate bad aliens, I end up being just me, Friends, I dont have friends, I used to, Now I feel like I dont. I know I have some but.. Idk.. I feel lonely here, and that affect very much my enjoyment playing Brokenlens.

And also, What makes me not enjoy Brokenlens as much as before, is because I actually feel useless, Ive beeb thinking a lot about resigning. I barely help, we barely need my help. And I feel that some people out there, Like Pineapple, are more needy than me. I actuslly been jealous of Pineapple, she's always there, shes here to help, a lot ask for her help and she does all she can, she helps in game but aswell on forums, shes always busy and happy , shes doing her job deadly good and I envy that, She has people who needs her help, me , everything just dead (Literally, if I dont click 'watch this forum' I get 0 notifications a day) so yeah.. I kinda feel like people don't want me here anymore.

To clarify things : I still do enjoy Brokenlens, but not as much as before due to what ive said above

PS: Im sorry for everyone Im bothering with this Thread, I just needed to let it go somewhere..

 

[_PineappleDeath_]

I don’t think you should look at me as someone above you, because I’m certainly not.

You won’t get promoted that way, it just won’t work.
You need to prove you can handle the amount of power you’ll receive.
I know being a helper doesn’t give you the amount of power trials, mods or admins have.. but it’s the fact we got that rank.
We got more power than ‘normal players’ we have the ability to help people.
That’s why I do my job, because I adore helping people.

Look at it this way, if you aren’t even showing interest in helping somebody, do you really think someone would come to you?
You don’t have to look at me perfectly, because I’m not, at all.
Gosh I’ve been had so many break downs before, I’m not perfect at my job.
I’ve had so much going on lately, so I come here.
Because helping others heals me.

Listen babe, if you really wanna be promoted then work for it.
We can all completely understand if you don’t have the time to come online, so maybe you aren’t able to work as much as you’d like.
You should think about being enough for yourself, not others.
We don’t give the rank to just anybody, you should be proud of yourself. ♡
I’ve told you plenty times before, you’ll be promoted one day, I promise.
But if you just give up, you won’t be able to reach that level.

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[Aypi]

I don’t think you should look at me as someone above you, because I’m certainly not.

You won’t get promoted that way, it just won’t work.
You need to prove you can handle the amount of power you’ll receive.
I know being a helper doesn’t give you the amount of power trials, mods or admins have.. but it’s the fact we got that rank.
We got more power than ‘normal players’ we have the ability to help people.
That’s why I do my job, because I adore helping people.

Look at it this way, if you aren’t even showing interest in helping somebody, do you really think someone would come to you?
You don’t have to look at me perfectly, because I’m not, at all.
Gosh I’ve been had so many break downs before, I’m not perfect at my job.
I’ve had so much going on lately, so I come here.
Because helping others heals me.

Listen babe, if you really wanna be promoted then work for it.
We can all completely understand if you don’t have the time to come online, so many you aren’t able to work as much as you’d like.
You should think about being enough for yourself, not others.
We don’t give the rank to just anybody, you should be proud of yourself. ♡

why are you always saying you arent perfect, i mean yeah okay maybe not perfect but you're near it, and of course I love helping people else I wouldnt be here, so shush and admit you're almodt perfect

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[_PineappleDeath_]

why are you always saying you arent perfect, i mean yeah okay maybe not perfect but you're near it, and of course I love helping people else I wouldnt be here, so shush and admit you're almodt perfect

I’m almodt perfuttt
Kidding kidding lol.
If you enjoy helping people.. then I think you should show it a little more.
Whenever you get the chance or feel like it, come online and try your best.
If it’ll be enough for yourself, then it’ll be enough for us.

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[Diamonds]

Okay So, after reading Lauren's (made a long time ago ._.)'s post, I chosen to tell my opinion about Brokenlens in general, How it is managed, My experience here, how I feel when Im on Brokenlens, etc..

Before starting, I just want to tell everyone : don't be scared of telling your opinion and suggesting things over others, because Brokenlens listens to the community, and everyone is actually intertested in your suggestions.

Let me start off with How I actually feel when Im on Brokenlens , and I'll be pure honest. This is of course different from person to person but I felt like needing to let it out, I don't enjoy as much as before my stay on Brokenlens, and I'll explain why. Ill firstly talk about the staff, I actually want to say I Love the Staff Members, they are ALL awesome, they all tolerate me, they all love me even if I have a bad temper , they all make me feel like Im not completly useless here, especially @edwjusti , @ssunsett , @XxLiazaliaxX and @_PineappleDeath_ . I just have nothing to say against the staff team, they're all good and it is for a reason why they are there. Overall talking of Staffing, all I dislike, is a little selfish I'll admit, Is being Helper. It is so frustating to be Helper! You can't help with Hackers, or barely, you can't deal with Reports , you barely can do anything , and to be honest, staying helper kinda make my self confidence low, because Ive tried and tried and finally gave up, I still help, a little, but not as much because my efforts lead(ed?) to nothing, ive stayed helper the last promotion event(idk how to call it) and that actually did like if I was running and then BAM, a wall stops me. Thats actually why Im way less active, I dont feel like im actually that useful anymore, I mean if I was , I wouldve been promoted right? Anyway, enough talking about this, makes me feel bad to talk about myself.

Second I want to talk about why I dont enjoy as much as I did. Simple : I have so much things beside Brokenlens to do that I forget to enjoy Brokenlens, when I get on, to play and moderate bad aliens, I end up being just me, Friends, I dont have friends, I used to, Now I feel like I dont. I know I have some but.. Idk.. I feel lonely here, and that affect very much my enjoyment playing Brokenlens.

And also, What makes me not enjoy Brokenlens as much as before, is because I actually feel useless, Ive beeb thinking a lot about resigning. I barely help, we barely need my help. And I feel that some people out there, Like Pineapple, are more needy than me. I actuslly been jealous of Pineapple, she's always there, shes here to help, a lot ask for her help and she does all she can, she helps in game but aswell on forums, shes always busy and happy , shes doing her job deadly good and I envy that, She has people who needs her help, me , everything just dead (Literally, if I dont click 'watch this forum' I get 0 notifications a day) so yeah.. I kinda feel like people don't want me here anymore.

To clarify things : I still do enjoy Brokenlens, but not as much as before due to what ive said above

PS: Im sorry for everyone Im bothering with this Thread, I just needed to let it go somewhere..

I Don’t Get Why You’re Sad Over Demotion In The Staff Team.

There’s ‘Always’ A Reason Why You’re Demoted In The Past.

No Offence I’m Just Speaking My Honest Opinion.

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[_PineappleDeath_]

I Don’t Get Why You’re Sad Over Demotion In The Staff Team.

There’s ‘Always’ A Reason Why You’re Demoted.

No Offence I’m Just Speaking My Honest Opinion.

.. he hasn’t been demoted.

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[Diamonds]

.. he hasn’t been demoted.

Oh I’ve Heard That He Use To Be An Admin Before And Now He’s A Helper.

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[_PineappleDeath_]

Oh I’ve Heard That He Use To Be An Admin Before And Now He’s A Helper.

Okay then, he hasn’t been demoted recently

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[Diamonds]

Okay then, he hasn’t been demoted recently

I’m Sorry But I Was Talking About The Past.

I’ll Go Edit That Since It Looks Like I’m Talking About Today.

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[Al0ha._.Fl0]

:,(

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[Pandeee]

(>U^U)>

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[Woona]

Okay So, after reading Lauren's (made a long time ago ._.)'s post, I chosen to tell my opinion about Brokenlens in general, How it is managed, My experience here, how I feel when Im on Brokenlens, etc..

Before starting, I just want to tell everyone : don't be scared of telling your opinion and suggesting things over others, because Brokenlens listens to the community, and everyone is actually intertested in your suggestions.

Let me start off with How I actually feel when Im on Brokenlens , and I'll be pure honest. This is of course different from person to person but I felt like needing to let it out, I don't enjoy as much as before my stay on Brokenlens, and I'll explain why. Ill firstly talk about the staff, I actually want to say I Love the Staff Members, they are ALL awesome, they all tolerate me, they all love me even if I have a bad temper , they all make me feel like Im not completly useless here, especially @edwjusti , @ssunsett , @XxLiazaliaxX and @_PineappleDeath_ . I just have nothing to say against the staff team, they're all good and it is for a reason why they are there. Overall talking of Staffing, all I dislike, is a little selfish I'll admit, Is being Helper. It is so frustating to be Helper! You can't help with Hackers, or barely, you can't deal with Reports , you barely can do anything , and to be honest, staying helper kinda make my self confidence low, because Ive tried and tried and finally gave up, I still help, a little, but not as much because my efforts lead(ed?) to nothing, ive stayed helper the last promotion event(idk how to call it) and that actually did like if I was running and then BAM, a wall stops me. Thats actually why Im way less active, I dont feel like im actually that useful anymore, I mean if I was , I wouldve been promoted right? Anyway, enough talking about this, makes me feel bad to talk about myself.

Second I want to talk about why I dont enjoy as much as I did. Simple : I have so much things beside Brokenlens to do that I forget to enjoy Brokenlens, when I get on, to play and moderate bad aliens, I end up being just me, Friends, I dont have friends, I used to, Now I feel like I dont. I know I have some but.. Idk.. I feel lonely here, and that affect very much my enjoyment playing Brokenlens.

And also, What makes me not enjoy Brokenlens as much as before, is because I actually feel useless, Ive beeb thinking a lot about resigning. I barely help, we barely need my help. And I feel that some people out there, Like Pineapple, are more needy than me. I actuslly been jealous of Pineapple, she's always there, shes here to help, a lot ask for her help and she does all she can, she helps in game but aswell on forums, shes always busy and happy , shes doing her job deadly good and I envy that, She has people who needs her help, me , everything just dead (Literally, if I dont click 'watch this forum' I get 0 notifications a day) so yeah.. I kinda feel like people don't want me here anymore.

To clarify things : I still do enjoy Brokenlens, but not as much as before due to what ive said above

PS: Im sorry for everyone Im bothering with this Thread, I just needed to let it go somewhere..

No offense, but maybe the reason no one ASKS, for your help is because you’re barely online? No one asks for my help directly, do you want to know why? I have /friend notify off and I always have my tag off. So maybe you’re inactivity is the reason. I understand having a job, (boyfriend/girlfriend), school, and family, it’s all time consuming. I have all of the what I stated, my job is time consuming. But I don’t think you understand the reason why no one asks for your help. Which is what I stated above, I always use /friend acceptall. Wanna know why? So people can ask for help, and I can see when someone reports a hacker on /grm so I can go help. Trust me, every time I go online, there is always someone asking for help in /grm. Because I accept everyone’s friend request.

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[lucas1901]

Okay So, after reading Lauren's (made a long time ago ._.)'s post, I chosen to tell my opinion about Brokenlens in general, How it is managed, My experience here, how I feel when Im on Brokenlens, etc..

Before starting, I just want to tell everyone : don't be scared of telling your opinion and suggesting things over others, because Brokenlens listens to the community, and everyone is actually intertested in your suggestions.

Let me start off with How I actually feel when Im on Brokenlens , and I'll be pure honest. This is of course different from person to person but I felt like needing to let it out, I don't enjoy as much as before my stay on Brokenlens, and I'll explain why. Ill firstly talk about the staff, I actually want to say I Love the Staff Members, they are ALL awesome, they all tolerate me, they all love me even if I have a bad temper , they all make me feel like Im not completly useless here, especially @edwjusti , @ssunsett , @XxLiazaliaxX and @_PineappleDeath_ . I just have nothing to say against the staff team, they're all good and it is for a reason why they are there. Overall talking of Staffing, all I dislike, is a little selfish I'll admit, Is being Helper. It is so frustating to be Helper! You can't help with Hackers, or barely, you can't deal with Reports , you barely can do anything , and to be honest, staying helper kinda make my self confidence low, because Ive tried and tried and finally gave up, I still help, a little, but not as much because my efforts lead(ed?) to nothing, ive stayed helper the last promotion event(idk how to call it) and that actually did like if I was running and then BAM, a wall stops me. Thats actually why Im way less active, I dont feel like im actually that useful anymore, I mean if I was , I wouldve been promoted right? Anyway, enough talking about this, makes me feel bad to talk about myself.

Second I want to talk about why I dont enjoy as much as I did. Simple : I have so much things beside Brokenlens to do that I forget to enjoy Brokenlens, when I get on, to play and moderate bad aliens, I end up being just me, Friends, I dont have friends, I used to, Now I feel like I dont. I know I have some but.. Idk.. I feel lonely here, and that affect very much my enjoyment playing Brokenlens.

And also, What makes me not enjoy Brokenlens as much as before, is because I actually feel useless, Ive beeb thinking a lot about resigning. I barely help, we barely need my help. And I feel that some people out there, Like Pineapple, are more needy than me. I actuslly been jealous of Pineapple, she's always there, shes here to help, a lot ask for her help and she does all she can, she helps in game but aswell on forums, shes always busy and happy , shes doing her job deadly good and I envy that, She has people who needs her help, me , everything just dead (Literally, if I dont click 'watch this forum' I get 0 notifications a day) so yeah.. I kinda feel like people don't want me here anymore.

To clarify things : I still do enjoy Brokenlens, but not as much as before due to what ive said above

PS: Im sorry for everyone Im bothering with this Thread, I just needed to let it go somewhere..

:^<

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[SlayCC]

What i hate about brokenlens is BUGS like just fking fix it

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