deleted_user9271
Notable Member
- Oct 26, 2016
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Well, this is the second time I’m “leaving”, who knows if this is fake, time will tell.
The first time I left, I thought no one liked me. In a place where I fit, it seemed like no one listened to me. I felt devastated, for I thought the people that I played with, all hated me. Of course, that wasn’t true, and I came back after a while.
However, it just seemed like change caused me to shrink in relevancy. Change has caused most of my friends to leave, and change has caused others to move on from me. So in a place where no one cares about me (except I guess a select few who mostly spend more time on other people anyways), why would I stay?
I hate the change to the community as well. No offense to anybody out there, but what happened to those times where we went on forums to talk about our lives and how fun we had PLAYING the game. Now, it just seems like everything is fake. It seems like no one wants to be who they truly are, because pulling up a fake persona makes them more successful.
If you ask me, I don’t even think that the server has been improving, but the server seems like it’s stepping back, with staff not able to control drama, when back then the staff were very adamant, instead of putting on this fake staff persona, that staff are always nice. Droll was one of my favorite staff here, because he was able to stop arguments easily. Although he was hated by many, it was effective because drama was gone. Now, drama has gotten out of control, and nothings able to stop it.
It also seems like Forums has become the huge “staff brand” website, where everything has to be about staff. Everyone here is just trying to get staff instead of just chatting with friends. It just doesn’t seem right to me, for it just seems like getting staff is just trying to get famous, rather than actually doing your job.
I really hate talking about this server this way. This has been my home for more than a year. I’m experienced so much, but it seems like I should leave. After all, no one cares about me anymore, everyone’s moved on to new friends, and all my old friends are gone. But if the server doesn’t change, I really don’t see myself coming back.
After all, why stay to something I don’t enjoy anymore.
The first time I left, I thought no one liked me. In a place where I fit, it seemed like no one listened to me. I felt devastated, for I thought the people that I played with, all hated me. Of course, that wasn’t true, and I came back after a while.
However, it just seemed like change caused me to shrink in relevancy. Change has caused most of my friends to leave, and change has caused others to move on from me. So in a place where no one cares about me (except I guess a select few who mostly spend more time on other people anyways), why would I stay?
I hate the change to the community as well. No offense to anybody out there, but what happened to those times where we went on forums to talk about our lives and how fun we had PLAYING the game. Now, it just seems like everything is fake. It seems like no one wants to be who they truly are, because pulling up a fake persona makes them more successful.
If you ask me, I don’t even think that the server has been improving, but the server seems like it’s stepping back, with staff not able to control drama, when back then the staff were very adamant, instead of putting on this fake staff persona, that staff are always nice. Droll was one of my favorite staff here, because he was able to stop arguments easily. Although he was hated by many, it was effective because drama was gone. Now, drama has gotten out of control, and nothings able to stop it.
It also seems like Forums has become the huge “staff brand” website, where everything has to be about staff. Everyone here is just trying to get staff instead of just chatting with friends. It just doesn’t seem right to me, for it just seems like getting staff is just trying to get famous, rather than actually doing your job.
I really hate talking about this server this way. This has been my home for more than a year. I’m experienced so much, but it seems like I should leave. After all, no one cares about me anymore, everyone’s moved on to new friends, and all my old friends are gone. But if the server doesn’t change, I really don’t see myself coming back.
After all, why stay to something I don’t enjoy anymore.
