Becoming Distant.

[mewmore]

I've decided to turn off all my messages, invites, and the chat altogether.
So if you don't get a reply that's most likely the reason.
Not like many people care for me saying this.
It is only temporary... until I feel that the community accepts me I guess.
The chat can sometimes be... "cancer", and not towards only me, towards others too.
I'll reply to only some friends on here; but other then that, I'll most likely only report players here.
I’ve tried to change.. to make myself better but people only see me for the tHe part of me I left behind. I’m sorry to everyone who I’ve hurt..
That's all I have to vent about.

Sincerely,
Ash.

 

[KnightWalker49]

I understand where you're coming from mate. If there's any way I can help you in this journey of yours, do let me know!

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[The Crazy Crafters]

I've decided to turn off all my messages, invites, and the chat altogether.
So if you don't get a reply that's most likely the reason.
Not like many people care for me saying this.
It is only temporary... until I feel that the community accepts me I guess.
The chat can sometimes be... "cancer", and not towards only me, towards others too.
I'll reply to only some friends on here; but other then that, I'll most likely only report players here.
I’ve tried to change.. to make myself better but people only see me for the tHe part of me I left behind. I’m sorry to everyone who I’ve hurt..
That's all I have to vent about.

Sincerely,
Ash.

Well thats.. depressing...

All jokes aside, lots of people are here for you and can help you. Hope you are back into it again soon, best of luck

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[KnightWalker49]

Well thats.. depressing...

I guess you can say it's "depressinq" *comedic drum filled followed by a jazz band riff*

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[Builderwither]

cya ash ;-;
hope see ya come back soon ;-;

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[B3N]

Aww, bye!

I hope you’ll still visit us for fun.

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[B3N]

nononono, ill still be playing but.. i've basically muted myself on it

Oh, I misunderstood.

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[lucas1901]

I've decided to turn off all my messages, invites, and the chat altogether.
So if you don't get a reply that's most likely the reason.
Not like many people care for me saying this.
It is only temporary... until I feel that the community accepts me I guess.
The chat can sometimes be... "cancer", and not towards only me, towards others too.
I'll reply to only some friends on here; but other then that, I'll most likely only report players here.
I’ve tried to change.. to make myself better but people only see me for the tHe part of me I left behind. I’m sorry to everyone who I’ve hurt..
That's all I have to vent about.

Sincerely,
Ash.

Cya soon, I kinda understand your feelings

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[XxLiazaliaxX]

I've decided to turn off all my messages, invites, and the chat altogether.
So if you don't get a reply that's most likely the reason.
Not like many people care for me saying this.
It is only temporary... until I feel that the community accepts me I guess.
The chat can sometimes be... "cancer", and not towards only me, towards others too.
I'll reply to only some friends on here; but other then that, I'll most likely only report players here.
I’ve tried to change.. to make myself better but people only see me for the tHe part of me I left behind. I’m sorry to everyone who I’ve hurt..
That's all I have to vent about.

Sincerely,
Ash.

I am so sorry to hear you’ve felt that way. The “community” on servers can seem toxic at times but everyone here is definitely here for you and willing to accept you just as you are. People who don’t accept your apology are just plain horrible because I can honestly hear the sincerity and regret behind your words. I hope you feel better soon and don’t ever be afraid to come to me or another staff if what people say starts escalating into something worse.
(>’o’)> ♥ <(‘o’<)

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