advice: get rid of elina out of your life asap

[typi]

elania...
i'd never get you outta my life, no matter what you say or do. if you lie about anything to me, i won't even ♥♥♥♥i.ng care, this is terrible advice.
and if ig we all will leave each other's lives. this community is dead and i hate it. i freaking hate everything here. i'm only here for ppl like you. ppl who actually gave me a friendship that made me feel something. the new forums is dead. the feeling has been ripped out of it.
but who cares what i think about this hell
once you leave me life, i will never stop remembering you. i will never stop remembering any person here who, once again, did something to me.
so
if what i'm trying to say is that you mean the entire world to me. so i'd never get you outta my life.

aypi wasn't the only one and wasn't first
yes i lied about loving him
its freaking true
i dont know how to love
i cant love back
i cant show it
and probably cant feel it either
i freaking tried
8 times a failure
none of these were irl btw
irl ive never dated anyone and probably wont
cuz its even more complicated
and im just an insecure, introverted heartless and selfish brat who will end up next to the garbage can with a stray kitty wandering around
just freaking forget about me or something
cuz i cant give u what u need, expect and want from me
if u want to help me u can always stab me that would be great

hey, i wanna be with you next to that garbage can, >.<

idk why you hate yourself, honestly. you're a fantastic, hilarious person who i never forgot about like everyone else here. you're weird and cool. but i'm not a very good therapist-type person, who i know i can't change your mind about hating yourself.

ig i just want you to know you're the only one who ever will and is thinking that.

ily

View reply.

 

[seacosmos]

elina, you're honestly a great person, idk why you think like this but you're brilliant and you should be confident in yourself.

maybe you didn't love aypi but that doesn't mean you're incapable of love. maybe he just wasn't the one. but that's ok because we all feel something sometimes and later regret that feeling, but we've felt it and we can't change that. so instead of saying you're incapable of love, just think that you may not love aypi as more than a friend, but you will one day find someone you'll love, truly, forever.

elania...

wrong person.

View reply.

 

[typi]

elina, you're honestly a great person, idk why you think like this but you're brilliant and you should be confident in yourself.

maybe you didn't love aypi but that doesn't mean you're incapable of love. maybe he just wasn't the one. but that's ok because we all feel something sometimes and later regret that feeling, but we've felt it and we can't change that. so instead of saying you're incapable of love, just think that you may not love aypi as more than a friend, but you will one day find someone you'll love, truly, forever.


wrong person.

i always spell her name wrong, there's too many e's in this world

View reply.

 

[Avicii]

elania...
i'd never get you outta my life, no matter what you say or do. if you lie about anything to me, i won't even f***i.ng care, this is terrible advice.
and if ig we all will leave each other's lives. this community is dead and i hate it. i freaking hate everything here. i'm only here for ppl like you. ppl who actually gave me a friendship that made me feel something. the new forums is dead. the feeling has been ripped out of it.
but who cares what i think about this hell
once you leave me life, i will never stop remembering you. i will never stop remembering any person here who, once again, did something to me.
so
if what i'm trying to say is that you mean the entire world to me. so i'd never get you o
idk why you hate yourself, honestly. you're a fantastic, hilarious person who i never forgot about like everyone else here. you're weird and cool. but i'm not a very good therapist-type person, who i know i can't change your mind about hating yourself.

ig i just want you to know you're the only one who ever will and is thinking that.

ily

its just that im not that hilarious, funny, caring or any other positive thing as everyone things I seem like. In reality im just lazy and boring piece of s♥♥♥ with no brain.

elina, you're honestly a great person, idk why you think like this but you're brilliant and you should be confident in yourself.

maybe you didn't love aypi but that doesn't mean you're incapable of love. maybe he just wasn't the one. but that's ok because we all feel something sometimes and later regret that feeling, but we've felt it and we can't change that. so instead of saying you're incapable of love, just think that you may not love aypi as more than a friend, but you will one day find someone you'll love, truly, forever.


wrong person.

as i said.
it wasnt once
i can count 8 times
and there was probably more
ik most of the people have the star
that they have to find
but im not from the "most"
i feel like an alien on this planet.
confident? i just know that im worthless
and that is true...

View reply.

 

[Avicii]

turns out I'm just gay lol ♥♥♥♥ men

View reply.

 

[Avicii]

lesbianism ftw

View reply.

 

[Avicii]

it's funny how life turns ourtisn't it

View reply.

 

[Avicii]

compulsory heterosexuality is a ♥♥♥♥♥

View reply.

 

[Avicii]

I felt like there was an emotional wall that I couldn't break down when I was with dudes and that's why they call lesbians dykes ifg

View reply.

 

[Pandeee]

Ayy das nice!
found a new part of urself
just try not make it a defining characteristic .3. u is u and u dont need ur sexuality to define u unless its for dating Xd

View reply.

 

[KA1]

turns out I'm just gay lol f♥♥♥ men

Imagine making yourself after a deceased artist, disrespect.

View reply.

 

[CrystalCruz]

Imagine making yourself after a deceased artist, disrespect.

in her defense, he passed away in 2018. assuming she’s had this name since she created her forums acc, then she chose that name before he died, in 2016.

plus, she’s most likely a fan if she decided to use that as her forums name, i’m sure she meant no disrespect nor did she have any information or assumptions that he would have unfortunately died.

then again, i can’t speak for her but only trying to look at it from her perspective.

View reply.