KA1
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- Dec 13, 2017
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When I was scrolling through the “recent profile posts” bit of the forums I saw a message on @_PineappleDeath_’s profile, it read “congrats maddie!”.
I was curiouse. What could it be this time, she’s always been helping, so I thought not much of it. After a while I remembered that profile post, and I checked it out. I saw that she was now a Helper. I saw that and in that split moment, I had a re-cap on what I’ve done here. All the grief I’ve caused myself, all the trust I’ve lost. It gave me second lasting flash backs to when I was actually happy. When I liked being around everyone, when I didn’t make the mistakes I have today.. when I was a nobody. Ever since I was perminantly banned by @HazardTheDutchAD, I’ve been so bored of what to do, after all of my swimming practices, after Badminton Training I’ve been sitting there.. I’m my stupid ayis appartment. I want to continue to help out, and make my dreams a reality, like @ssunsett said. Seeing one of my friends become a helper made my heart skip a beat, and I realised what I had to do. I need to work soo much harder just to be even thought about by Vertx. I know I’ve caused so much grief here, and I want to get rid of that. I want to appologise for everything, I swear I am the only person who’s made so many mistakes. Me seeing Maddie being a staff member made me think about what I also should do to ‘start again’, I’m going to clear everything I’ve ever said on here, change my profile picture to one, specific, and meaningful to me, and it will stay like that, forever. That will provent one of the things I’ve done from happening again. The one last thing I want to happen is to be unbanned. None of you understand the pain of watching an annoying family member play your favorite Minecraft server, day and night. I wanna help, I wanna have all those days when me and @_PineappleDeath_ stay up all night to report rule breakers. I wanna have the chance to say “hello” to all the friends who, just don’t know where I’ve dissapeared to. The main thing is I wanna be unbanned from this server. Not, I know this isn’t gonna happen, because I’ve asked Sun to help lut, and she did her best, but come on, this is @HazardTheDutchAD we’re talking about. One of the best Moderators I’ve ever seen. So thank you Maddie, for waking me up.. like a slap in the face, and shot to the head, with a bullet made of reality. I ask you once more, can you people forgive me?
I was curiouse. What could it be this time, she’s always been helping, so I thought not much of it. After a while I remembered that profile post, and I checked it out. I saw that she was now a Helper. I saw that and in that split moment, I had a re-cap on what I’ve done here. All the grief I’ve caused myself, all the trust I’ve lost. It gave me second lasting flash backs to when I was actually happy. When I liked being around everyone, when I didn’t make the mistakes I have today.. when I was a nobody. Ever since I was perminantly banned by @HazardTheDutchAD, I’ve been so bored of what to do, after all of my swimming practices, after Badminton Training I’ve been sitting there.. I’m my stupid ayis appartment. I want to continue to help out, and make my dreams a reality, like @ssunsett said. Seeing one of my friends become a helper made my heart skip a beat, and I realised what I had to do. I need to work soo much harder just to be even thought about by Vertx. I know I’ve caused so much grief here, and I want to get rid of that. I want to appologise for everything, I swear I am the only person who’s made so many mistakes. Me seeing Maddie being a staff member made me think about what I also should do to ‘start again’, I’m going to clear everything I’ve ever said on here, change my profile picture to one, specific, and meaningful to me, and it will stay like that, forever. That will provent one of the things I’ve done from happening again. The one last thing I want to happen is to be unbanned. None of you understand the pain of watching an annoying family member play your favorite Minecraft server, day and night. I wanna help, I wanna have all those days when me and @_PineappleDeath_ stay up all night to report rule breakers. I wanna have the chance to say “hello” to all the friends who, just don’t know where I’ve dissapeared to. The main thing is I wanna be unbanned from this server. Not, I know this isn’t gonna happen, because I’ve asked Sun to help lut, and she did her best, but come on, this is @HazardTheDutchAD we’re talking about. One of the best Moderators I’ve ever seen. So thank you Maddie, for waking me up.. like a slap in the face, and shot to the head, with a bullet made of reality. I ask you once more, can you people forgive me?
