cursedd
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- Oct 23, 2019
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disclaimer: i don’t like venting i swear i just needa get crap off my chest this will be my only vent post
i’m sorry if i seem to have no desire to talk to people. i reply with “oh god” a lot or “oh” and i genuinely feel bad about it because people usually think i don’t wanna talk. reality is i just don’t know what to say.
i just kind’ve feel empty. it’s like all the happiness just kind’ve poofed away. i’m not gonna be these girls “iM sO sAd” bc i’m not like that. it’s just been a long year and i’m so mentally exhausted. yes i had my highs but i had many, many lows.
i don’t know who to go to. i have my therapist and my psychiatrist, but even venting & being on medication isn’t working anymore. i would talk to my mom but i don’t want her to be like “iTs cAuSe oF tHaT pHoNe” since she likes to have that mindset. i don’t wanna talk to friends about it because i don’t wanna feel intrusive, plus i don’t want anyone to be like “aRe yOu oKaY.”
now yes i act happy on here because i don’t wanna get bombarded with all the people asking what is wrong. so if you see my acting happy after this don’t think i’m faking this crap or anything, because i hate people who fake stuff for attention. i just conceal my emotions on text.
i don’t want y’all to feel bad i just needed to vent.
~v.
i’m sorry if i seem to have no desire to talk to people. i reply with “oh god” a lot or “oh” and i genuinely feel bad about it because people usually think i don’t wanna talk. reality is i just don’t know what to say.
i just kind’ve feel empty. it’s like all the happiness just kind’ve poofed away. i’m not gonna be these girls “iM sO sAd” bc i’m not like that. it’s just been a long year and i’m so mentally exhausted. yes i had my highs but i had many, many lows.
i don’t know who to go to. i have my therapist and my psychiatrist, but even venting & being on medication isn’t working anymore. i would talk to my mom but i don’t want her to be like “iTs cAuSe oF tHaT pHoNe” since she likes to have that mindset. i don’t wanna talk to friends about it because i don’t wanna feel intrusive, plus i don’t want anyone to be like “aRe yOu oKaY.”
now yes i act happy on here because i don’t wanna get bombarded with all the people asking what is wrong. so if you see my acting happy after this don’t think i’m faking this crap or anything, because i hate people who fake stuff for attention. i just conceal my emotions on text.
i don’t want y’all to feel bad i just needed to vent.
~v.
