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Thank you for inspiring me. You’re so strong, independent, caring, selfless and you inspire me to become a better person. I've always looked up to you and admired you, I always will. I love you.

Thank you for teaching me so much. I've learned so much from you. You taught me how to fight my battles, and how to deal with life. How to be kind, how to inspire others with the power of my own voice.

Thank you for appreciating and valuing me, you never took me for granted and I'm so grateful for that. I'm so grateful for you. I'm sorry I didn't do the same.

Thank you, Pixie. You came in to my life, and everyone else's lives, with a purpose and you changed them for the better. You make every single person around you a better person without even realising it. I wish I could tell you that.

You’re the person that someone can only live without, if they’ve never lived with them before. But I would never wish that I hadn't met you, because I'm so grateful that I did. You lit up everywhere you went, you always put a smile on people's faces.

You had this sort of aura around you.. a positive one, obviously. You just went around spreading love and happiness. You were like a dream come true, you were like an angel. You ARE an angel.

I wish I told you how gorgeous you are. You were just truly stunning, inside and out. You're the definition of beauty and I know I'm not the only one who thinks so. You’d be so intimidating to stand next to in pictures, because of how fricking pretty you are, I mean, how, what?!?! I'm jealous, mannn xD

I'd gladly take the picture though, because I wanted to show everyone, just how dazzling my best friend is. On the inside, you're even more breathtaking; a heart of absolute gold and a personality that shines brighter than a thousand stars.

You and Phoenix are, hands down, the funniest people I've ever met. I still can’t believe that someone as beautiful, hilarious and adorable as you, chose to spend your time with someone like me. Here's where I would start putting myself down, but for you, I won't. I promise. I won't ever do it again.

I mean, a lot of the time we were laughing about a story I told you, about a fail I had, so I guess my stupidity and clumsiness did help (sorta?! xD).

I’m so lucky that you came into my life. I like to believe that it was destiny, like, it was written in the stars, or something. To be honest, it probably was. God knows I’d be lost without you.

Thank you for being like a spark of hope, a light in my life that no matter how dark the world around us gets, is always there to light my paths and show me the way home.

Thank you for laughing with me when we were blessed with a hilarious moment, and crying with me when I was facing one of my many problems.

Thank you for standing with me in the best times and the darkest times. Thank you for being the one to share all my beautiful memories with: all the nights we stayed up really late, all the times we watched fail videos and messaged each other about specific ones, all the inside jokes we had, that I still laugh about today when looking at old conversations.

Thank you for growing with me; for being there every step of the way (from when you entered my life, which was the best day ever, by the way xd), and creating some of my favourite moments with me.

Thank you for being you. You’re incredible, if only you knew how grateful I am to have had you as my friend, my very best friend, both you and Phoenix, you would know that this letter wouldn’t end. Because there’s millions and millions of reasons that I would want to thank you for. And words are not enough. So when I see in Heaven, I'm going to give you the biggest hug.

One of the hardest parts of losing you, wasn't actually losing you, it's learning to live without you. Learning to live without you always by my side, always comforting me. Learning to live without you as my best friend. Because losing you.. that's the toughest thing I've ever had to go through.

Losing you hurts so much, because your story was never finished. I hope that I can help to finish your story, to give closure to others who were your friends, to those who were inspired by you and never got the chance to say goodbye.

I just wanted to say, that you're enough to me. More than enough and you always will be. Your confidence was sometimes shaky, you sometimes questioned your capability. Sometimes you wanted to give up, and you didn't always believe in yourself.

I know that I've run out of time to tell you all this, I should have said it all long ago. But I'll say it now, in hopes that somehow, someday, you'll see this message. Because you deserve to hear it.