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I just wanted to say, thank you so much for entering my life. I don't know whether it was you, or god, or fate, but whatever or whoever it was that made it happen, thank you. I will always be forever grateful.

For the year that you were with me, you were always there. I went through friendships and battles and you were ALWAYS there. Always. Thank you.

You know, I used to think that I knew what a best friend was, but I didn't. I really didn't. You've changed the meaning of those words for me. Nobody can ever compare to you and Phoenix. I thought that a best friend was spending every day together, having sleepovers, hanging out. I was so wrong.

A best friend isn't just spending every second of every day with them. We've never met, but we're still so close that it blows my mind. But what I know, is that you are a best friend, and having you as my best friend, has made every single moment the best it could be. And even though you're gone, I still feel like you're with me, being my best friend. I hope that I never have to lose that feeling.

Thank you, Pixie, for sticking by me, getting to know me and everything about myself. Thank you for always supporting me and giving me unconditional love. I have no idea what I'd be doing and who I'd be, if I'd never met you.

Regardless of what happened to you, where we ended up, I know that you'll always be there for me. I'm sorry that it can't be physically, but at least emotionally. And I will always be there for you too.

Thank you for being you and for letting me be me. Thank you for letting me not feel ashamed to be myself, when I’m with you. Thank you for encouraging me to be as weird as I wanted to be. Thank you.

I just want to say that you are one of the cleverest people I've ever known. You were always coming up with fantastic ideas, and whenever I came to you for help, you always had a solution, or advice to give. You’re so creative. You were always learning, always growing, always trying to be the best version of yourself.

You were always the person I could go to for anything and everything, at any time. No matter how long it’s been since I last spoke to you, since I sent you a crazy selfie, since I stayed up at night talking to you, and no matter how long it's been since you left, our friendship will always be the best sort. Trustworthy, strong, kind, but most importantly, real.

You were such a blessing to this world and I thank everything for your mere existence. You purely make everything brighter, and I just hope that you know how much I appreciate you, and how grateful I am for being able to meet you, but more importantly, be your best friend.

Thank you, Pixie. You spent 15 years in this world and I'm so, so, so grateful that I got to be a part of one of them. Time is one of the most valuable gifts that anyone can give, as you can never take it back, and yet, you always gave me yours. I’m so, incredibly thankful for it, as you deserved so much more time. I just wish that now I could give you mine.

Thank you, because with you, there was never a dull moment. You never failed to make me laugh. Sometimes, at the time, I would feel a bit bored, or I would feel like I didn't want to reply, but now I would give anything to have those moments back. Even if you were to call me "Kenny Poo", Pixie Poo :')

Thank you for treating me so well. I know that there's a three year age gap between us, so obviously we had different interests and we both had a different point of view on certain things, but you always let me win, if it made me happy.

Thank you for always understanding me. You never judged me on anything, whether it was who I wanted to be, or what I wanted to do. You accepted me and loved me. You always comforted me.

Thank you for dealing with me, and still wanting to be my friend, when I was being immature or having a tantrum. I was a bit of a drama queen back then and you didn't like drama, but you never stopped being my friend. Even I know that, at times, I could be hard to handle, but you never left me. Not without a reason, anyway. You always understood me and loved all my flaws.

Thank you for continuing to be my friend, even though there's so much distance between where we live. Thousand of miles apart, and you’re still my bestest friend in the world. Even though I haven't talked to you in a year, I'm 100% sure that you’re still my best friend. You always will be.

Thank you for being my best friend. You never judged me for letting my guard down. I was never afraid to show my weaknesses to you, because I felt safe in your company.

Thank you for sharing Phoenix with me xd I'm so glad you joined the forums, because you introduced me to Phoenix, who became my bestest friend in the whole wide world, along with you, of course xD ♡

Thank you for trusting me. I’m not even sure if I deserved your trust, but you gave it to me and trusted me with pretty much everything. I will never break your trust.