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Hey guys. Recently my mother passed away and me being only 15 (yes 15, im a liar) hurts me alot. My dad is abusive and me being able to be on the internet is becoming almost imposible. I cant sleep at night. I havent ate in 5 days. My mom was such a big person in my life. So if your wondering why I just disappeared, thats why. Im still going to school and actually learning how to code at the age of 15. I miss my mom, yes. Ive resulted to MMA for an outlet for my anger and hatred towards the world. I have outlets but I still have that inner feeling that just makes my stomach curl up into a ball and just.......


.....Im not gonna lie when I say that I slit my wrist and not the good way either. I went to the emergency room and almost lost about a pint of blood.

I need friends more than ever right now. Its gotten to the breaking point with me.... I have my girlfriend in real life. She helps but only in places....I need other people...Servers recruit for staff..this is much much more....I need help.......Im at my end...Im lost....Im .......done.....I have one person in my life that I can call in need.......

Thank you.....

-Your crying Panda/Wolf
 
TheMysticWolf said:
Hey guys. Recently my mother passed away and me being only 15 (yes 15, im a liar) hurts me alot. My dad is abusive and me being able to be on the internet is becoming almost imposible. I cant sleep at night. I havent ate in 5 days. My mom was such a big person in my life. So if your wondering why I just disappeared, thats why. Im still going to school and actually learning how to code at the age of 15. I miss my mom, yes. Ive resulted to MMA for an outlet for my anger and hatred towards the world. I have outlets but I still have that inner feeling that just makes my stomach curl up into a ball and just.......


.....Im not gonna lie when I say that I slit my wrist and not the good way either. I went to the emergency room and almost lost about a pint of blood.

I need friends more than ever right now. Its gotten to the breaking point with me.... I have my girlfriend in real life. She helps but only in places....I need other people...Servers recruit for staff..this is much much more....I need help.......Im at my end...Im lost....Im .......done.....I have one person in my life that I can call in need.......

Thank you.....

-Your crying Panda/Wolf
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I'm so sorry for you , Mystic. I understand how much pain you in are right now.
I'm so sorry about your mom.
I'm so sorry about your wrist.

I know. Depression is rough. I've suffered from it many times. I almost attempted suicide myself.
I couldn't do it.

You have lot'a of friends. Trust me. I don't want you to run away from life , Mystic.

Here is some...tips... :

Either :
See a therapist.
Go out (with your girlfriend if you want) and just stay out of the house for a little bit.
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TheMysticWolf said:
Hey guys. Recently my mother passed away and me being only 15 (yes 15, im a liar) hurts me alot. My dad is abusive and me being able to be on the internet is becoming almost imposible. I cant sleep at night. I havent ate in 5 days. My mom was such a big person in my life. So if your wondering why I just disappeared, thats why. Im still going to school and actually learning how to code at the age of 15. I miss my mom, yes. Ive resulted to MMA for an outlet for my anger and hatred towards the world. I have outlets but I still have that inner feeling that just makes my stomach curl up into a ball and just.......


.....Im not gonna lie when I say that I slit my wrist and not the good way either. I went to the emergency room and almost lost about a pint of blood.

I need friends more than ever right now. Its gotten to the breaking point with me.... I have my girlfriend in real life. She helps but only in places....I need other people...Servers recruit for staff..this is much much more....I need help.......Im at my end...Im lost....Im .......done.....I have one person in my life that I can call in need.......

Thank you.....

-Your crying Panda/Wolf
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I know you have so much anger and depression in you.. I hope things get better for you!!! ^-^ You may not know me but I care for what's happening really bad..
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Elania said:
I know you have so much anger and depression in you.. I hope things get better for you!!! ^-^ You may not know me but I care for what's happening really bad..
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Well anyways I hope you have a better time later... ^-^ :)
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i feel sorry for you to experience this pain when u're just 15 .. hope u will be better soon
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Awww, I'm Sorry Mystic :(
The best thing to do is stay strong, things will get better.
And please, don't cut yourself :(

If you ever need any support, just tell your friends on here, and we'll all help you. :)
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WoW, this is serious :oops:
We are always here to help you!!!
Remember, you are never alone!!!
Big hug :x3:
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TheMysticWolf said:
Hey guys. Recently my mother passed away and me being only 15 (yes 15, im a liar) hurts me alot. My dad is abusive and me being able to be on the internet is becoming almost imposible. I cant sleep at night. I havent ate in 5 days. My mom was such a big person in my life. So if your wondering why I just disappeared, thats why. Im still going to school and actually learning how to code at the age of 15. I miss my mom, yes. Ive resulted to MMA for an outlet for my anger and hatred towards the world. I have outlets but I still have that inner feeling that just makes my stomach curl up into a ball and just.......


.....Im not gonna lie when I say that I slit my wrist and not the good way either. I went to the emergency room and almost lost about a pint of blood.

I need friends more than ever right now. Its gotten to the breaking point with me.... I have my girlfriend in real life. She helps but only in places....I need other people...Servers recruit for staff..this is much much more....I need help.......Im at my end...Im lost....Im .......done.....I have one person in my life that I can call in need.......

Thank you.....

-Your crying Panda/Wolf
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I know this is a very cliché line but...do you really think your mum would want to see you like this? The way you talk about her really does make her seem like she's a good person. I bet she feels like the luckiest woman alive to have a son like you. And yes, I'm talking about her in the present tense because I know that she's alive in you.

Acknowledging all you've gone through, I bet you are really connected to your mum. You're her son through and through - all those positive things about her like the way she comforts people and laughs and smiles shine in you. And I bet she is a tough cookie just like you - always carrying a burden on your own.

So, if your mum is tough then you must be too! I know that your mum wants you to live your life and see - she's smiling down on you right now.

Your mum loves you...don't you EVER forget that. I bet she was very proud of you...

No...I think your mum IS proud of you.
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XxLiazaliaxX said:
I know this is a very cliché line but...do you really think your mum would want to see you like this? The way you talk about her really does make her seem like she's a good person. I bet she feels like the luckiest woman alive to have a son like you. And yes, I'm talking about her in the present tense because I know that she's alive in you.

Acknowledging all you've gone through, I bet you are really connected to your mum. You're her son through and through - all those positive things about her like the way she comforts people and laughs and smiles shine in you. And I bet she is a tough cookie just like you - always carrying a burden on your own.

So, if your mum is tough then you must be too! I know that your mum wants you to live your life and see - she's smiling down on you right now.

Your mum loves you...don't you EVER forget that. I bet she was very proud of you...

No...I think your mum IS proud of you.
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Thanks Lia
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