Coming back to my senses and re-reading the messages I wrote, I realize that I was really frustrated and it was morning, I feel ashamed for myself, even though there may not be a way to show it. I apologise for whatever I said to anyone this morning I wasn't being quite... mature..
I know that scars can't be healed and they still stay no matter what you do, they stay like an imprint/disgrace. I sincerely apologise for the rude behaviour I showed this morning and promise I won't let something like this happen again.
Maybe I am a monster? Maybe I am what you guys think I am. I won't really know. I feel everything coming back to me in a flash and dissappearing. This could all be a lie. All I can do is apologise, there is clearly no justification for an act like this;
I'm not asking for forgiveness, I'm just here to plead for mercy and I could keep writing more, but that would never be enough. Mental damage stays and takes years to heal. Should've realized this earlier.
I'm terribly sorry for what took place this morning, I really can't explain what was happening, I was so frustrated that the rage in my mind forced me to say random comments that were not.. mature..
I didn't handle this fairly, I apologise to all that were disappointed by my replies today.
-A guy who thought he could bring positivity, but caused irrational drama instead.