My best wishes, my friend. The pain of your loss for me is great but I think I would rather endure it than have force you to stay somewhere you have been trying to hard to leave for a number of months.
The truth is that you are still in my soul, all those times you laughed, smiled, were irreverent and silly. I honestly don't know what kind of parting this is. Perhaps we will walk on diverging paths forever, onwards to new adventures. Perhaps we come back together after a time.
Know that my door is always open, that I would still move heaven and earth for you. I am both near and far. We are forever, yet finite within each span - each incarnation with only so many days to bask in the shared bond. Perhaps we've had our run this time, maybe not - it could be just a siesta with a warm afternoon just ahead.
The pain I carry in my chest is inexplicable. Seeing you get away from me hurts a lot. Even though I want to hold you and keep you by my side for a longer time, it seems like you keep drifting farther and farther away from me. As much as I know it's the best for me, for you and for everyone, I didn't expect you to get out of my life someday.
I'll never forget the moments you laughed with me, made me smile, helped me. Different from the others, I don't regret any of those memories. Thank you for everything. I hope you find your happiness out there.
Like a good friend has once said, how lucky am I to know someone to whom it was so hard to say goodbye to. But every end has a new beginning and I hope the new beginning is the dawn of something special.
I may not be able to worship your presence before the sun graces me each morning, but certainly, etched into our minds is a fond, fond memory. A memory of an everlasting friendship.
My Queen, My Angel, My Best Friend, Peaches, Addie, Kat. All these names are yours. All these titles belong to you. We started our friendship with a simple 'hello' and now we're ending with a complicated 'goodbye'.
I'll take this opportunity to thank you. Thank you for coming into my life and giving me so much joy and so many funny conversations and jokes. Thank you for the memories I will cherish forever.
Your absence here will be very evident. The loss of you will hurt not just me but many because things that hurt are things that have mattered. I will never forget you. Even if we're apart in distance, we'll never be apart in heart.
I believe our paths will cross again one day so until that day, see you soon. Keep dreaming and pushing yourself. I believe in you and I wish you the best. Always. ♡
and yes, I did read the whole msg, for smthing written for smone special deserves recognition.
