its the time i cry i feel like writing

[Avicii]

-ITS 7 DUCKING PM. DUCKING DO SOMETHING USEFUL FOR ONCE, YOU HAVE SCHOOL TOMMOROW.
-Ok mum, just please stop yelling and calm down.
-OH "STOP YELLING" HA HA HA YEAH YEAH I WILL STOP YELLING.
-STOP YELLING AT ME
-SOMEBODY REALLY BEGS FOR A KICK IN THE ♥♥♥
-PLEASE
-*leaves the room*
-*falls onto the bed and starts crying*
this happened about 15 mins ago

--
what is the problem with me?
why me?
why i shouldn't hate this life?

i just don't want to be yelled at.
i just want a hug
and to be told that i mean something
that im not trash for once.
but how long will it take?
will i survive until?

what do i do wrong?
is it because i have dreams?

what did i do? tell me.
because i don't know.
i will try to change.

and now im thinking
about another thing
im questioning
why do i fell in love with him
in the first place?

maybe its the missing fathers love
that i never had inside this stone heart
all i know
is that i lied about it
and now i dont believe it

and now the third one comes in
the last one indeed
will i survive?
in this world

i am scared
of everything
and i feel
like
i will
fall
and fail


--
@KendraHawk
--

 

[Pandeee]

-ITS 7 DUCKING PM. DUCKING DO SOMETHING USEFUL FOR ONCE, YOU HAVE SCHOOL TOMMOROW.
-Ok mum, just please stop yelling and calm down.
-OH "STOP YELLING" HA HA HA YEAH YEAH I WILL STOP YELLING.
-STOP YELLING AT ME
-SOMEBODY REALLY BEGS FOR A KICK IN THE a**
-PLEASE
-*leaves the room*
-*falls onto the bed and starts crying*
this happened about 15 mins ago

--
what is the problem with me?
why me?
why i shouldn't hate this life?

i just don't want to be yelled at.
i just want a hug
and to be told that i mean something
that im not trash for once.
but how long will it take?
will i survive until?

what do i do wrong?
is it because i have dreams?

what did i do? tell me.
because i don't know.
i will try to change.

and now im thinking
about another thing
im questioning
why do i fell in love with him
in the first place?

maybe its the missing fathers love
that i never had inside this stone heart
all i know
is that i lied about it
and now i dont believe it

and now the third one comes in
the last one indeed
will i survive?
in this world

i am scared
of everything
and i feel
like
i will
fall
and fail


--
@KendraHawk
--

*Unintelligible sobbing noisies*
(>ToT)>

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[KendraHawk]

YOU need to listen to me. Your mum, your dad, your friends, people at your school, your crush, if you have any siblings, strangers, anyone who has ever been cruel to you, THEY might say that you're worthless. THEY might yell at you, mock you, laugh at you, insult you, call you names, hit you, kick you. Bully you. But I mean it when I say this, you are beautiful inside and out.

ARE their words hurting you or bringing you down? Don't let them. And I know that you're probably so tired of hearing this, but things WILL get better, I promise you. Just hold on. If not for yourself, then for the little girl you used to be. Do it for her.

LOVED by little, is what you think. But trust me, there are people out there who care, who want to be your friend. Like me, for example. Don't stop dreaming, because one day you will go out there and make your wishes come true. I believe in you, so believe in yourself too.

AND I know life sucks sometimes, but always remember that you have a home. You have food, you have water. You have a bed to sleep in at night. You may think that your life sucks, but your life is some people's dreams. Remember that.

NEEDED is what you are. Trust me. I know it doesn't feel like it, but I need you. If I only know you online, imagine how many people care about you in real life.

BY the time you've got this far, I hope you feel slightly better. I know sometimes it may be tempting to turn to other things in order to ease the pain, but trust me, it's not worth it. Instead, go get a piece of paper, and write down five things you love about yourself. Or just five good things about yourself. I could think of some. Your determination to make a change, your passion for things you love, your kindness.

MANY people care about you. On this forums, especially. Don't forget that you mean a lot. That you are worth it. You are worthy of life. You were given the chance to be alive, don't waste it.

Love, Kendra. x

P.s, I would give you a hug any day.♡

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[Pandeee]

awwwhh ;-;
ty i needed this today

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[Al0ha._.Fl0]

Life is so hard

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