Leaving the community again! - SpikeTheNerd

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Introduction/Claim


Okay, straight to the point: Here’s my evidence and reasoning for why I don’t think you’ll become a staff member.

1) Past Mistakes

People say forgive and forget, but is that really a smart idea? For example, let’s say an ex-child murderer decided to become a preschool teacher. Simply because of the fact that he/she has changed, and wants to start anew. Although the person might have truly changed for the better, society wouldn’t accept it. In fact, they would be flat-out enraged.

I personally think Spike has changed. At least, moved on from the lies that caused people to hate him in the first place. The thing is, people can forgive only forgive to a certain degree. I’m sure people can forgive you, but they certainly wouldn’t be rushing to give you a rank anytime soon. Past mistakes are a thing we all have to acknowledge. They will always be a part of you, whether you like it or it.

2) Attitude

Why do you always play the pity card? It might work once, but it doesn’t work all the time. You’re only the victim of your own actions. Sympathy alone won’t get you a staff rank. The world doesn’t revolve around a single preson’s emotions, it revolves around the shared thoughts and opinions of many people. Also, I noticed you are offended by the littlest things. Feeling offended doesn’t help anyone, it just makes everything worse. Maybe acting reasonable and logical would help you gain more supporters.

Listen to the people who criticize you, don’t drown them out in praise and understanding. Let it affect you, but in such a way you’re inspired to become a better person. I always point out my flaws and try to self-improve. For example, I’m a hypocrite, the very thing I despise. Don’t just say you’ve changed, prove it by being the person you claim to be.

3) Other Reasoning

Spike, you’re pretty good at English; but I’ve noticed your sentences are usually vague and can have different meanings to them. Clarity and accuracy is crucial when you’re a staff member. You can’t just say, “Hello! You will holpefully be unbanned in a given amount of time.” This is okay when you’re a member trying to help out, but nothing more. This point is easily debunk-able, considering other people’s understanding and interpretation of the English language.

I personally think there are people equally capable and deserving of the staff rank. For example, @RuinaOceana and @LightningFire96 both help out around the forums. Of course, I’m not trying to deny the fact you help others as well. You do an incredible job, and I can respect that. I think any member of the staff here can tell you being a staff member takes a lot of hard work and dedication. You’re not the only candidate for a rank, anyone who helps out around the forums can be taken into consideration.

Conclusion

You’re a great person Spike, I know you are. You’ve helped me from the start and I admire all the hard work you put into the forums. My point is, you have to change. Maybe there’s a slight chance you’ll become a staff member in the future, maybe #SpikeForAdmin will become a reality. But for now, please concentrate on self-improvement and keep on helping others in need. Thanks for reading this long-donkey post and have a fantabulous day! :D

EDIT: I spent a hour on this instead of studying. I should totally become a lawyer. XD
That's a nice thing to say
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Actually I am not sorry.
I tried talking to him calmly (before this) and he freaked out.
I disagree that we made fun of him, that wasn’t our intent (our intent was to be 100% clear), but I think we did get a bit carried away with our ‘creative’ nos.
If you would like to talk calmly in a private conversation about this I’d be happy to listen, but if you freak out or act the way you’ve been acting recently the conversation is over.
You’re ‘pity card’ may work on Kylie but it won’t work on me.
Wait, so you said something in a private convo, and spike didn’t like it and ‘Freaked out’?
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DISCLAIMER: THIS IS STRICTLY CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM

*Insert Title Here*

Introduction/Claim


Okay, straight to the point: Here’s my evidence and reasoning for why I don’t think you’ll become a staff member.

1) Past Mistakes

People say forgive and forget, but is that really a smart idea? For example, let’s say an ex-child murderer decided to become a preschool teacher. Simply because of the fact that he/she has changed, and wants to start anew. Although the person might have truly changed for the better, society wouldn’t accept it. In fact, they would be flat-out enraged.

I personally think Spike has changed. At least, moved on from the lies that caused people to hate him in the first place. The thing is, people can forgive only forgive to a certain degree. I’m sure people can forgive you, but they certainly wouldn’t be rushing to give you a rank anytime soon. Past mistakes are a thing we all have to acknowledge. They will always be a part of you, whether you like it or it.

2) Attitude

Why do you always play the pity card? It might work once, but it doesn’t work all the time. You’re only the victim of your own actions. Sympathy alone won’t get you a staff rank. The world doesn’t revolve around a single preson’s emotions, it revolves around the shared thoughts and opinions of many people. Also, I noticed you are offended by the littlest things. Feeling offended doesn’t help anyone, it just makes everything worse. Maybe acting reasonable and logical would help you gain more supporters.

Listen to the people who criticize you, don’t drown them out in praise and understanding. Let it affect you, but in such a way you’re inspired to become a better person. I always point out my flaws and try to self-improve. For example, I’m a hypocrite, the very thing I despise. Don’t just say you’ve changed, prove it by being the person you claim to be.

3) Other Reasoning

Spike, you’re pretty good at English; but I’ve noticed your sentences are usually vague and can have different meanings to them. Clarity and accuracy is crucial when you’re a staff member. You can’t just say, “Hello! You will holpefully be unbanned in a given amount of time.” This is okay when you’re a member trying to help out, but nothing more. This point is easily debunk-able, considering other people’s understanding and interpretation of the English language.

I personally think there are people equally capable and deserving of the staff rank. For example, @RuinaOceana and @LightningFire96 both help out around the forums. Of course, I’m not trying to deny the fact you help others as well. You do an incredible job, and I can respect that. I think any member of the staff here can tell you being a staff member takes a lot of hard work and dedication. You’re not the only candidate for a rank, anyone who helps out around the forums can be taken into consideration.

Conclusion

You’re a great person Spike, I know you are. You’ve helped me from the start and I admire all the hard work you put into the forums. My point is, you have to change. Maybe there’s a slight chance you’ll become a staff member in the future, maybe #SpikeForAdmin will become a reality. But for now, please concentrate on self-improvement and keep on helping others in need. Thanks for reading this long-donkey post and have a fantabulous day! :D

EDIT: I spent a hour on this instead of studying. I should totally become a lawyer. XD

I think his english is great, and the human brain can interpret most words if the middle letters are switched around but the first and last are the same.
‘Hlelo, hvae a gerat yaer’
‘Tnahk you, finred’
It is a little hard to understand but most people with relatively expanded understanding of the english language can understand it.
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Okay, just something that I feel I want to leave brokenlens, since sometimes I really hate my life because I've been lying to other people a lot. I also lose my chances of becoming a new staff member. That's why I made the previous thread there, and I'm truly sorry. I'm so stupid. I swear. Some people really really hurted my feelings a lot.

Let me be honest.

I'm completely to blame myself for all this happening to me, and my former goal is to become a new staff member, but never for now. Enough!

Why did I leave our community?

Because the time has come again, so I have to regain my life or not, and because I lost my chances of becoming a new staff member. It is according to some of staff members, I have haters is them and they said that I will never become a new staff member any time soon. Okay, so for now. Also, it's been a year and a few months since I spent a lot of time to be online on, and I enjoyed most of them here, and I helped most people out there. Honestly, it's been great for more days, and I'm very sorry that it was going to end like this. But... I'm no longer interested in BrokenLens, and I don't want helping people and being active. Why? Because I have an extreme problem with I won't tell. You can start a conversation with me if you would like to know what my extreme problem is. I really want to thank everyone who has made my experience here good, and I have a lot of old good memories here. :)

Please remember me or thanks any of you guys. <3

If you regularly checked some of my profile pages and read my comments for a while, you know this. (I won't explain in more detail, sorry again). I played for fun, would become such a big part of brokenlens. Hmm, through BrokenLens I met some of the best people I've ever known, and every day I have talked to them that much and laughed with them that much. I love them all. And I'm sorry if I lied to you and hurted you. See this!

Overall, I will not be more active, but if you are my friend and you are wondering why I'm not online, as I'm used to, that's why I don't plan on being very active here, so this can also be goodbye. I'm sure that you'll all miss me and trust me, please, I'll miss you, too! I also love everyone who loves me! No matter what!

Another question!

In addition, here is a new question: Am I the only one who gets upset and angry with them when someone decides to say "no" that I will become a staff? It's just a part of rough rudeness, but I know that it happens sometimes. I think I can return to BrokenLens with becoming a new staff member in the future, but I'm not yet sure. So maybe.

To @HazardTheDutchAD

And Today I'm sorry that I deserved warning points on the forums that you gave me some or more. ._.​
Butspike... we could have been the best of chums!
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I think his english is great, and the human brain can interpret most words if the middle letters are switched around but the first and last are the same.
‘Hlelo, hvae a gerat yaer’
‘Tnahk you, finred’
It is a little hard to understand but most people with relatively expanded understanding of the english language can understand it.
Exactly, this is why I said that point is easily debunk-able. I agree Spike’s English is great, but what about the people who don’t understand English very well? (That was a rhetorical question, I’m not good at confronting people.)
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I came late... i missed alot....
BUT YAY UR STAYINGGG
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Exactly, this is why I said that point is easily debunk-able. I agree Spike’s English is great, but what about the people who don’t understand English very well? (That was a rhetorical question, I’m not good at confronting people.)
Lol, fair enough,
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Okay, just something that I feel I want to leave brokenlens, since sometimes I really hate my life because I've been lying to other people a lot. I also lose my chances of becoming a new staff member. That's why I made the previous thread there, and I'm truly sorry. I'm so stupid. I swear. Some people really really hurted my feelings a lot.

Let me be honest.

I'm completely to blame myself for all this happening to me, and my former goal is to become a new staff member, but never for now. Enough!

Why did I leave our community?

Because the time has come again, so I have to regain my life or not, and because I lost my chances of becoming a new staff member. It is according to some of staff members, I have haters is them and they said that I will never become a new staff member any time soon. Okay, so for now. Also, it's been a year and a few months since I spent a lot of time to be online on, and I enjoyed most of them here, and I helped most people out there. Honestly, it's been great for more days, and I'm very sorry that it was going to end like this. But... I'm no longer interested in BrokenLens, and I don't want helping people and being active. Why? Because I have an extreme problem with I won't tell. You can start a conversation with me if you would like to know what my extreme problem is. I really want to thank everyone who has made my experience here good, and I have a lot of old good memories here. :)

Please remember me or thanks any of you guys. <3

If you regularly checked some of my profile pages and read my comments for a while, you know this. (I won't explain in more detail, sorry again). I played for fun, would become such a big part of brokenlens. Hmm, through BrokenLens I met some of the best people I've ever known, and every day I have talked to them that much and laughed with them that much. I love them all. And I'm sorry if I lied to you and hurted you. See this!

Overall, I will not be more active, but if you are my friend and you are wondering why I'm not online, as I'm used to, that's why I don't plan on being very active here, so this can also be goodbye. I'm sure that you'll all miss me and trust me, please, I'll miss you, too! I also love everyone who loves me! No matter what!

Another question!

In addition, here is a new question: Am I the only one who gets upset and angry with them when someone decides to say "no" that I will become a staff? It's just a part of rough rudeness, but I know that it happens sometimes. I think I can return to BrokenLens with becoming a new staff member in the future, but I'm not yet sure. So maybe.

To @HazardTheDutchAD

And Today I'm sorry that I deserved warning points on the forums that you gave me some or more. ._.​
No don’t leave; you may have lied and done somewhat bad things but right now is the time to make it up, not to leave and leave things at that. You have friends here spike .3. The only reason why I think ur not gonna be a staff is because your trying too hard to become one. It’s like your only helping people because u want to be a staff. As I said b4, is a helper rank better than being happy with friends?
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Also sry for spamming- Spike this world isn’t perfect you KNOW that. LEARN to take in the hate. LISTEN to others opinions. DONT force yourself to being what isn’t you just to GET something.
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I was once in a faction on a server other than this one. I adored my faction and my goal was to become Co-Leader one day. My only problem was the current Co Leader who hated me and, until this day, I do not know why. One day, I came on the server and went to my faction home, but I got a message saying, "You must be in a faction to do this." I was very confused. So I looked at the chat and everyone in the faction was yelling at me in chat saying how much of a traitor I was. I was confused, but now I was also angry. The leader came on and told me what the current Co Leader (Who hated me) said about me and I had not done this and so I was kicked from the faction. To get back at them I joined an enemy faction. With hatred in my blood for them, I helped out their enemy faction. I screamed curse words at them in chat every time I could, and that was wrong (I was young xD). One day something clicked. I don't know what it was and what lead me to do it but all I know was I think I did it because I couldn't betray my old faction. I greifed this enemy factions base and I spent the whole day doing it. Once I was done I gave coordinates of that base to my old faction owner and I helped them raid as something of a person helping them raid who didnt belong to a faction. At the end of the day my old leader asked to talk to me and forgave me for leaving them, he gave me a second chance. Now to this day I am Vice President of the faction (Basically Co-Leader), and I have made other mistakes along the way and I was still forgiven.

What I am trying to get across is that everyone can be forgiven. Even you.
Everyone has done something wrong, and they know it. And they can be forgiven too.
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Am I gonna be hated now for being sympathetic?
Well it depends on who you’re talking about.
If you’re talking about like Manwee, then probably yes, because he hates Spike
If you’re talking about Spike’s supporters, then probably no
:p
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God dammit stop making threads that you are leaving and then deciding to stay it's boring and annoying
Also could you just quit plz
No one wants you around and by no one I mean me
I will not, and never. Xoxo.

To @Laura_Aria : Sorry for the late reply to your post. I am, however, terrible at responding to any statements. Because I read your whole post on this thread, and I'm too lazy to answer it before I read it. I understand that this would be leading to the fact that this is making sense to me.
Just because we rejected you doesn't mean you immediately have to leave. BrokenLens isn't a place where everyone tries to become a staff member and if you get rejected, you leave. BrokenLens is a community, a community to make friends and meet new people, not whatever you're doing.
Seriously? BrokenLens is also a respected place where everyone wants to make a conversation for staff application, and then the one that will be accepted any time soon by vertx himself chose. I mean, that this doesn't mean that where everyone tries create a thread for begging for staff or something like that, so this is not the place. Any people want to leave or should leave our community, if they never become staff members and get rejected. Because by some mean people who say "no" to them, also by they weren't completely honest with everything.
Not trying to be offensive, just speaking the truth. The fact that you're leaving just because you were rejected proves that you likely don't care about anything other than being a staff member. And if no one here said supportive things, you would of left all your friends without a reason that's actually logical and never bothered even visiting or seeing how they're doing. Again, this shows a lot, I could go on and on.
I'm not leaving yet. Also, yesterday I already changed my mind and life, so I can take care of anything and don't believe the haters. Otherwise, I made a mistake. I'll try to explain any point like that if you want. This will be explained in great detail when you approve it.
And I'm not sorry either. I've tried to make it clear I don't think I want you as a staff member here and you won't even take a hint. You've not let me comment on your profile and you've /ignored me on server without any logical reason other than that I clearly don't like the way you act.
That's okay if you are not sorry for me and don't want me to become a new staff member in the near future. Also, do you want me to follow you for you to be able to post on my profile? Also, I didn't use the /ignore command to you on the server because I didn't want to do and mean to.
Also, I remember that when Kendra and Lauren were talking about you in the thread, you immediately wanted the the thread to be locked. Infact, you always do that. It shows you're too scared to hear what others think of you and you're also too scared of the truth. For me, this is something you NEED to overcome, because what you're doing isn't a good habit and will affect how you think of yourself when you're an adult.
To be honest. But sometimes it doesn't hurt and would scare the players to tell any of them about their honest opinion on their mind, right? It seems that they really don't need to do anything, even me. Besides, should I hear when people express their opinions to tell me about me? Okay. I will try my best to improve a better person and not to hear from what people say the worst things about me. I have to try to stay as nice and mature as possible and encourage, especially since "yesterday I already changed my mind and life". I also have to be part of a massive group effort - it's caring, kindness and others.
In your situation right now, I wouldn't say "Ignore the haters," I say "Listen to the haters." By "listen", I mean hear them out, not actually do exactly what they say. Maybe hear what they have to say to help you improve, otherwise you'll turn out to be ignorant (no offense).
._. Okay, I understand.
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I will not, and never. Xoxo.

To @Laura_Aria : Sorry for the late reply to your post. I am, however, terrible at responding to any statements. Because I read your whole post on this thread, and I'm too lazy to answer it before I read it. I understand that this would be leading to the fact that this is making sense to me.

Seriously? BrokenLens is also a respected place where everyone wants to make a conversation for staff application, and then the one that will be accepted any time soon by vertx himself chose. I mean, that this doesn't mean that where everyone tries create a thread for begging for staff or something like that, so this is not the place. Any people want to leave or should leave our community, if they never become staff members and get rejected. Because by some mean people who say "no" to them, also by they weren't completely honest with everything.

I'm not leaving yet. Also, yesterday I already changed my mind and life, so I can take care of anything and don't believe the haters. Otherwise, I made a mistake. I'll try to explain any point like that if you want. This will be explained in great detail when you approve it.

That's okay if you are not sorry for me and don't want me to become a new staff member in the near future. Also, do you want me to follow you for you to be able to post on my profile? Also, I didn't use the /ignore command to you on the server because I didn't want to do and mean to.

To be honest. But sometimes it doesn't hurt and would scare the players to tell any of them about their honest opinion on their mind, right? It seems that they really don't need to do anything, even me. Besides, should I hear when people express their opinions to tell me about me? Okay. I will try my best to improve a better person and not to hear from what people say the worst things about me. I have to try to stay as nice and mature as possible and encourage, especially since "yesterday I already changed my mind and life". I also have to be part of a massive group effort - it's caring, kindness and others.

._. Okay, I understand.
You really think BrokenLens is all about that? Wow, just wow. I respect your opinion.
Yes, BrokenLens is obviously not about that. But at the same time, you just said the idea of BrokenLens is trying to become staff and if you get rejected, you leave. So I am absolutely confused.
Yes, I agree. You should be able to have the right to leave if you get rejected and want to, but I was just giving my opinion or at least suggesting that being rejected doesn't mean you need to leave.
Oh, so I haven't completely been honest with everything, and by everything you mean that my real name isn't Laura? Because I remember you saying proudly you saw what I said in the chat as if it was such a big deal to know that Laura isn't my real name, and you seemed like you wanted to do something with that information the way you were saying it. I find it silly because almost everyone here has a fake name and it's very clear if you have a fake one, and you're saying none of us are honest just because of that, I can tell.

I'm pretty sure I posted this when you said you were leaving.
Who said haters will always lead to mistakes though? It's your choice to not listen to them though.
Don't understand.

No, it's okay, I don't need a follow. I'm just saying it isn't neccessary to do that since half of the hate you get isn't hate, it's contructive critism. If anyone gives you actual hate that's supposed to offend you, ignore them.
Well I certainly can't PVT you or anything so I don't know what else it could be.

Sorry, I can't really understand well.
Okay, great, that's what I want to hear.
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Wow Laura pull yourself together. No fake names here. Obviously my first name is Warrior, my middle name is Girl, and my last name is 3333
You really think BrokenLens is all about that? Wow, just wow. I respect your opinion.
Yes, BrokenLens is obviously not about that. But at the same time, you just said the idea of BrokenLens is trying to become staff and if you get rejected, you leave. So I am absolutely confused.
Yes, I agree. You should be able to have the right to leave if you get rejected and want to, but I was just giving my opinion or at least suggesting that being rejected doesn't mean you need to leave.
Oh, so I haven't completely been honest with everything, and by everything you mean that my real name isn't Laura? Because I remember you saying proudly you saw what I said in the chat as if it was such a big deal to know that Laura isn't my real name. I find it silly because almost everyone here has a fake name, and you're saying none of us are honest just because of that, I can tell.

I'm pretty sure I posted this when you said you were leaving.
Who said haters will always lead to mistakes though? It's your choice to not listen to them though.
Don't understand.

No, it's okay, I don't need a follow. I'm just saying it isn't neccessary to do that since half of the hate you get isn't hate, it's contructive critism. If anyone gives you actual hate that's supposed to offend you, ignore them.
Well I certainly can't PVT you or anything so I don't know what else it could be.

Sorry, I can't really understand well.
Okay, great, that's what I want to hear.
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The force is with you young one, They call me Yoda But my real name is Yodacarious Force the 3rd
^Inside joke :-)) My yoda skin is useful in SW XD Hide in a corner then attack from behind with a combo
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