Slowly, I'm breaking more into the angry phase than the broken-hearted one (is that bad? XDD). But oh well.
This is just some in-depth background of what happened.
Also, if you guys didn't realise, this guy who hurt me was Wolfie. His name doesn't deserve to be protected. After what he's done. First to Razzle (an 11 year old, and he messed with her feelings!) and now to me. And if he somehow finds this thread and comments something snarky (since he has nothing else to do with his life), just ignore him. Don't attack him lmao xD. He doesn't deserve the kind of pain he caused others. This thread isn't about him. It's about me. And how much I need all of you guys, my amazing, gorgeous friends to help me with this.
You may think it's stupid. Me obsessing and hurting over a stupid guy I met online? I thought it was dumb too. But he lead me into this belief that someone actually liked me. My flaws. My everything. (I had been going through something bad around the period of time I had met him). He was like my saviour. Until his true colours shone. How would you feel if someone tricked you into thinking you felt loved, accepted, for once? Pretty s♥♥♥, I'm guessing.
I was basically blinded. Only when I left, I put all the peices together and really realised what he had done. I woke up in sweats and was close to have a panic attack. That's how much he messed with me. Messed with my mind. Like another guy I had dated in real life previous (that doesn't matter though).
(I just have a feeling he's going to somehow find this thread and contradict everything I'm saying xD, but if he does, that just proves how much of a 'man' he really is.)
All of my beautiful, amazing friends, Lia, Sara, Kendra, Lauren, Shielo, Vix, everyone. Please don't fall into the trap I fell into. A boy basically controlled my life. Don't be blinded by love. It may seem good at the time, but you'll end up feeling terrible afterwards. Heartbroken. Angry at yourself.
You guys are helping me so much and even typing this is making me feel relieved. It feels like I'm facing the problem, head on.
Also if you need anyone to talk to, I'm always here, like how you've been here for me.
You are all utterly amazing.
- Pixie.