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  1. MesaXx

    Bye everyone ^_^

    Bye everyone ^_^
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    P.S At the time when I named myself, "SenpaiiMesa_" I would dress up as a karate master type...

    P.S At the time when I named myself, "SenpaiiMesa_" I would dress up as a karate master type thing and play Minecraft! Anyway. Goodbye, be positive, and yes, it's hard to be positive in this world, its hard for me too, but lets keep doing our best!
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    Please, take care of yourself Maegann, and also the ones who see this post, take care of...

    Please, take care of yourself Maegann, and also the ones who see this post, take care of yourselves. Your Senpai, Mesa
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    Now, I'm careful who I am with. People with bad influence CAN be a bad influence to you. Like...

    Now, I'm careful who I am with. People with bad influence CAN be a bad influence to you. Like how it was with me. (That or there's something entirely wrong with me... Idk). Again, I'm sorry for venting this here... I don't know where i could do that.
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    I don't trust my self with other people. Time goes on, right? I just wish I can tell them how...

    I don't trust my self with other people. Time goes on, right? I just wish I can tell them how sorry I am, that I'm sorry for being a selfish person- a stupid person!
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    Yeah, I went through things- terrible things that I wish I can rewrite them, and be more proud...

    Yeah, I went through things- terrible things that I wish I can rewrite them, and be more proud of myself. I hope you don't have to go through heartbreak- ever. I broke my closest friend, and 2 ex-girlfriend's hearts, I even broke my own heart
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    Hopefully, Maegann, you don't mind me venting here. I kept that in for years now. Remember what...

    Hopefully, Maegann, you don't mind me venting here. I kept that in for years now. Remember what I said about humans going through things in life?
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    I don't know If I will ever get to say sorry to them- that I'm sorry for being a stupid person...

    I don't know If I will ever get to say sorry to them- that I'm sorry for being a stupid person. I cringe whenever I think about how I acted. I regret all the things I had said that would break their hearts.
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    Shortly after, I got a new girlfriend, (and yes I forgot her name), she was cool. And, yes, you...

    Shortly after, I got a new girlfriend, (and yes I forgot her name), she was cool. And, yes, you guessed, I was stupid again and shattered that one too.
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    I couldn't learn from the first time?? I shattered my relationships with them... I'm not sure if...

    I couldn't learn from the first time?? I shattered my relationships with them... I'm not sure if they remember me. Hopefully they don't... but at the same time, I only hope that they remember my good side.
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    One day, I actually forgot why I came clean to Jackie... yes I am a forgetful person. Anyway...

    One day, I actually forgot why I came clean to Jackie... yes I am a forgetful person. Anyway, she forgave me- but if I did anything like that again, she would put an end to our friendship. GUESS WHAT... I ended up being stupid again... I broke Jackie and Alpha's heart.
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    One day, I actually forgot why I came clean to Jackie... yes I am a forgetful person. Anyway...

    One day, I actually forgot why I came clean to Jackie... yes I am a forgetful person. Anyway, she forgave me- but if I did anything like that again, she would put an end to our friendship. GUESS WHAT... I ended up being stupid again... I broke Jackie and Alpha's heart.
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    Anyway, I was in the lobby of TNTRun when I met one of my closest friends- Jackie. We bonded and...

    Anyway, I was in the lobby of TNTRun when I met one of my closest friends- Jackie. We bonded and played together on TNTRun. I met her boyfriend too, he was cool. ... By this point, I'm with Alpha, and started being stupid- I was lying to them.
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    I started talking negatively around her, and then something happened which resulted in us being...

    I started talking negatively around her, and then something happened which resulted in us being broken up. Before I met Alpha, I was playing a round in TNTRun. I would play TNTRun with my favorite music... good memories.
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    But for SOME reason, I was doing the stupidest thing I have ever done in my life- LYING to my...

    But for SOME reason, I was doing the stupidest thing I have ever done in my life- LYING to my close friends at the time. I would say that I was dying of some kind of rash... I ask myself why I even did that... but I know why- I wanted the attention. *smh*
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    Me and her had a great time. We would talk on the BRLNS server, play some mini-games, go on...

    Me and her had a great time. We would talk on the BRLNS server, play some mini-games, go on little dates, etc.
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    For example, I had a girlfriend, named Alpha. (I think she told me her irl name, but I honestly...

    For example, I had a girlfriend, named Alpha. (I think she told me her irl name, but I honestly forgot).
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    I am not proud of the person I was. I tried to do my best to encourage people- but there are...

    I am not proud of the person I was. I tried to do my best to encourage people- but there are some people that I have wronged.
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    When I think about my past- here on BRLNS forums/server... I cringe. There's somethings I regret...

    When I think about my past- here on BRLNS forums/server... I cringe. There's somethings I regret saying. There's things I had lied about... and I regret all of it.
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    It's been a while, huh? Hopefully, life hasn't AND isn't too harsh on you. I'm typing this out...

    It's been a while, huh? Hopefully, life hasn't AND isn't too harsh on you. I'm typing this out to say a proper goodbye- to you and to the WHOLE BRLNS community. I'm contemplating if I should post this or not- as of this moment. (If you see this, then I decided to post this.)
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