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thank you for being my best friend. thank you for saving me. i love you.

i hope you haven't forgotten about me. i miss you. longing to make more memories with you takes over me. it's the aching feeling in my chest, the lump in my throat, the sickly feeling in my stomach. it's you. it always has been.

good, bad, happy, sad, laughter, tears. all of it. every second holds a special place in my heart. as do you. always, phoenix. i love you. i love you more than words will ever be able to express.

but i don't know how. i really don't know how. i just have to hope that you know how much you mean to me, pixie too. i treasure every single memory, every message, every moment we've spent together.

there is so much i want to say to you. i want to gather up every memory and transform them into words, into a letter, one you might read or even treasure.

i often wonder if i ever cross your mind. i wonder if you ever even think of me at all. sometimes our good memories slip into my mind and i begin to miss you and pixie even more. i hope you're okay, i really believe you are.

happy belated birthday!! i hope you had the most amazing birthday ever, gosh, how are you sixteen already? you've grown up so fast. i know we haven't spoken in, what, 1 and a half years? gosh. i miss you so much, more than i like to admit.

ten days late, i know, what a terrible friend i am x'D i'm sorry if what i'm about to say is a bit of a mess or it's jumbled up. it's not planned out and i'm just genuinely pouring out a bunch of words. but to be honest i'm always a bit of a mess nowadays anyway.

it can be what people make it out to be though. maybe you're just looking for it in the wrong place :)

i've replied to most of you, sorry to those i haven't replied to yet!!! i'll get back to you soon. <333