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BIG LOVE TO MY KING IAN BROWN

YOURE MY WORLD

of course i missed you!! you're a great friend and so lovely to talk to, i could never forget you xD i'm doing alright actually!! how about yourself? <3

hmm, well you can get different flavours!! i usually have the honey cheerios which are the best, they just taste quite sweet i guess xD

haha omg it's okay!! it's lovely to see you active on here again though :) <3

omg melll, i missed you so much!! and it's okay, it's really lovely to see you back. i'm just so glad you're okay :') <3

i miss you, gorgeous. i love you with every fibre of my being.

and i feel you grasp my hand tightly when life is getting rough again. i hope you never let go. i'm never letting go of you. i love you. always and forever, your baby chu.

i know you're shining down on us all every single day; i find your humour in the twinkle of sunlight on the sea, i can hear your laughter echoing in the summer breeze, i can find you in every single colour of the rainbow. but you outshine them, pixie, they're not even half as radiant as you. i...

i only knew you for a little over a year, but that was the best year of my life and i would never have it any other way. thank you for dedicating so much of your time to me, i will always, always, always be grateful for that.

i wish so deeply that i could give you a huge huggle right now and tell you all of this to your face. i'm sorry for how things had to be, i'm still at a loss for words on how it's been so long. i hope you would still love me all the same.

thank you for looking after me, thank you for befriending me and sticking by me through all of life's hardships. thank you for giving and giving and giving and never once expecting anything back. thank you for sharing yourself with us all here, i truly hope everybody who ever spoke to you knows...

but i hope you saw it in between the "queen of chu"s and the "PIXIE POOOOOOO"s, i hope you were able to spot who you were in my eyes through the "I LOVE CHU"s, and all the hours we poured into creating a beautiful friendship which i now have to treasure for the rest of my life. i wish you were...

i hope you know how much i love you, how much you shaped me and everybody who knew you. pixie... i love you. i know i should said it more often to you and made sure that you understood every word, i should have made sure you knew it in your seemingly endless, compassionate, beautiful heart.

i just want you to know, i NEED you to know, that you didn't die for nothing. the impact you had in your short fifteen years here is in ineffaceable; your legacy will live for as long as this forums and longer, i promise you that. i promise i won't let your memory die. i promise you. none of us...

you deserved to go off and study to become a nurse (if that's what you ended up deciding to do), you deserved to go through all of life's trials and experience everything this world has to offer. it should never have been like this.

gosh, pixie, you had so much talent. so, so, so much. i hope you know that it didn't go to waste. understand that it was unfair, it was tragic, it was despicable - you deserved a long, fulfilling life. you deserved everything the world could never give to you.

there is so much that i feel like i need to say to you, so many emotions that i need to pour into words, i just don't know how to articulate them. i wouldn't consider myself an eloquent person at all, but you were.