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sexuality is veeeeery confusing and also something i've struggled with my entire life. it's never left me and i've just always tried to push it to the back of my mind because i didn't want to deal with it, i didn't want to think about it for fear that it would become all too real. if i even did...

it wasn't until i was a little older that i realised i wasn't the only one. but it shattered my heart when i realise that i was right as a kid, it was seen as a bad thing to be gay.

anyways like... sexuality and stuff. i've always been attracted to girls and when i was a kid i just hated myself because i thought i was the only one who felt that way. i used to cry myself to sleep at night and just hope that i could be normal like everybody else.

it's rlly just taken a lot for me to put this out here and to accept myself. it's just.. idk i've never been okay with this and i probably never will be but that's okay.

i just can't keep it all to myself because i feel like it might just eat me alive. anyways this is a lot and it's extremely confusing so it's okay if you don't read it or get through it :)

idk anyways hi i'm kendraaaa and i really don't think that anyone cares about this or even about me (rip i'm a true dead member) but i have a lot on my chest that i need to just... put out there or discuss with someone idk..

i'm just sat here in an endless cycle of listening to them and it's great

it's remington's bday today so i wanted to listen to them and i'm now - once again - utterly oBSESSED

also wow that must be quite annoying for you!! how old is your brother and does he annoy you often? xD not much is new for me, oh except i got a trampoline which is awesome!! my mum ordered it for me and then my siblings and i built it and it's awesome xD <3

omg yannie i've missed you so so much!! i'm so sorry that i haven't spoken to you recently, i've just had a lot going on but i will definitely make an effort to come on here more so that we can speak!! <33 it's okay that you haven't properly been there for me, just having you as a friend is...

well, you may have hated it but i think it was adorable xD <3 i really appreciate you coming around and making an effort by the way, it doesn't go unnoticed and it means a lot. :') nothing much is new tbh, i've been doing a lot of painting recently which is coolioooo but other than that i'm...

aww hii, thank you for coming by, it really means a lot to me!! you're always welcome here, no matter how long it's been since we last spoke xD how have you been? :)

welp at least your crush likes you at all, even if you are in the friendzone?? i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place with these darn straight girls skjsksjs