i wish i could go back in time. i wouldn't change how things ended up.. just maybe talk to you for longer. tell you how much i truly truly truly loved you. tell you that i looked up to you in the way that someone might perhaps look up at the first few flakes of winter.
you loved me, yes, but you loved the good parts of me. because that's all you saw. i don't think you'd love who i am today. i don't think you'd be proud of me.
i love you. i love you, pixie. it's been three years since we last spoke. not to this exact date, i think the last time we spoke was the first of october? i wish you were here. for the love of anything good in this world.. i wish you were here.
i love you for who we were in the past and the connection we had.
i love you despite you not loving me.
i love you hopelessly and endlessly. i miss you, phoenix. i don't think you're ever coming back but if there is a chance you ever see these messages: i love you. just know that.
i love you despite the fact that we haven't spoken since the 3rd of january, 2019.
i love you despite the fact that maybe we've grown to be completely different people now.
i love you despite the fact that you've forgotten about me.
i love you despite the fact that maybe you don't even want me to.
i love you despite the fact that we're millions and millions of miles apart.
it's been a while mongi :( i messaged you in our conversation last month but you wouldn't be able to know that unless you came on.. i just hope you're doing well out there :( there's always a place for you here, ya know? take care of yourself.<3
YES IM SO BORED IT'S GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST HAD A CONVERSATION WITH MYSELF WHAT THE FRISNCJXKSJA SOMEONE SEND ME IMMEDIATE HELP AND GET ME IN THERAPY PLEASE
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