I always thought that i finally escaped that sickness that runs in my family, a sickness that my siblings just got to experience for 5-8 years is haunting me currently. A sickness that makes your breathing harsher and unstable, a sickness that wont let you breathe. I was naive, i thought i was finally free. If I just suddenly disappear all of a sudden then y'all can just say that my lungs finally gave up xD