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SooO not much has really changed within a month xD
Bowling seasons got another month to go and boy it’s been busy. This whole month I’ve only had one weekend off and for that I went home. It was nice to get to go home for a bit before having to travel for all these tournaments again

I can’t remember if I said this or not but the team/college I’m with only started this program last year so they didn’t have any awards or hardware as we call it- but at our last tournament that finally changed! We got our first hardware and honestly I couldn’t be prouder.

Now it wasn’t for the whole team but it was for one girl who bowled so well that day on our team- she really deserved it. Our team did however beat our average of 800’s each game. They pulled off a 900 which I was quite proud of. 1000 doesn’t seem so far away now... but it was a bit strange

I’ve been sitting out more and more lately with bowling which with college I don’t mind- it lets me recollect myself but I was sitting out for that record score for the team and they still looked at me as if I had helped- all I did was cheer xD strange but thankful for that in a way as I’ve been down again between confidence and being wanted around here

I haven’t really been bowling as well as I could be and it’s started to irritate me as I feel like I’m just dragging the team down yknow? Makes sense why I get pulled so often.
My roommate and only other close friend have kinda started treating me differently too lately- been a bit tough. Used to do everything with them and now they don’t even talk to me.