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ten days late, i know, what a terrible friend i am x'D i'm sorry if what i'm about to say is a bit of a mess or it's jumbled up. it's not planned out and i'm just genuinely pouring out a bunch of words. but to be honest i'm always a bit of a mess nowadays anyway.

happy belated birthday!! i hope you had the most amazing birthday ever, gosh, how are you sixteen already? you've grown up so fast. i know we haven't spoken in, what, 1 and a half years? gosh. i miss you so much, more than i like to admit.

i often wonder if i ever cross your mind. i wonder if you ever even think of me at all. sometimes our good memories slip into my mind and i begin to miss you and pixie even more. i hope you're okay, i really believe you are.

there is so much i want to say to you. i want to gather up every memory and transform them into words, into a letter, one you might read or even treasure.

but i don't know how. i really don't know how. i just have to hope that you know how much you mean to me, pixie too. i treasure every single memory, every message, every moment we've spent together.