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it's crazy, isn't it? to know everything about you, yet nothing at all. it's kinda crazy how we had so much time together and we didn't really spend it properly trying to get to know each other.

i mean we spent literally every second with each other but we didn't ask each other questions and stuff, we would just simply.. be. because being in each other's presence was enough, just simply talking about anything in the whole world was enough.

i guess we didn't really ask many questions, etc. because we believed that we'd have so much more time together. it's so scary how things can just change so drastically, and only in an instant.

i just wanted to say that i hope you're doing well. yes, it's been almost two years, but you're never truly going to get over it.

i know that maybe after a while, people forget what you're going through. they forget that you're grieving, they forget that you're still struggling, and they forget that your life has completely changed from what it once was. but i won't forget.

i feel like i've told you this so many times, but you've truly changed my life. i'm not just saying this, but i swear that not a day goes by where i don't think about you. you means so freaking much to me and i love you.

this might sound stupid but when you followed me on your "pheenie" account earlier this year - well, as soon as i got the notification and realised it was you - my heart fluttered. ugh, that sounds like i have a crush on you (when are you proposing bby it's been like 2 years xD) but you just make me so happy. you're truly my best friend.