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i was going through old conversations earlier, then i started thinking "hmm, what were we doing two years ago on this day?" i then remembered that you left the forums in january 2017 and only fully came back around july, so probably nothing.

so instead i thought "hmm, what were we doing one year ago on this day?" and i just... i can't. i can't believe that soon it will be two years since i last spoke to you. two years.

and i miss you, pixie. it's like there just this gaping hole in my heart and i can't fix it. i can't fix anything or anyone. i just keep thinking that you're gonna come back someday. that it was all just a stupid joke. and the thing is, you're not. you're not gonna come back.