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Yep, I know because since my younger self here really likes to follow to many people here as possible while I’m trying to unfollow people who’re not following so it might take long tho. >.<

Oh rip xD

Yes, indeed and I really don’t like my younger self aka 14 here while it does give me cringe seeing my old pages and it does exist here since I don’t delete them to remind me over the years I have change and mature myself as until now. =>

That’s the same for me, I used to be such a staff tryhard, at that time I was 9-10 years old but since last year I’ve matured, I’m almost 12 now, I was a very immature try hard all I did was spam reports and ban appeals hoping I’ll get staff. It was such a stupid idea i would never do that now.

Yeah, I see and I was trying to do that same thing before ever since I join here because I thought I could be a very good staff or helper by replying to member’s conversations or posts here to get the job and I guess I went too far on that instead getting the consequences that came with it so I did get a lot of bad flashbacks here and thinking about it makes me feel how dumb I was before. -.-

After that when it happen to me once I decided like it’s time to grow up and see what is the real meaning of my actions so since I mature it teach me the real self of me and I kinda like myself now then before while I still appreciate my younger self since it was apart of me. ^-^ Wow! Just talking about it makes me feel so relief for myself tho.

Same, I made so many mistakes which affects me now I guess, I spammed in my first PROPER application, kept saying ‘thanks for the report ’ in reports, and the most cringy, I tried to help staff in Ban appeals like ‘maybe unban their ip and Ban their uuid’

like looking back I’m like wth was wrong with me, one thing I did by accident is send too many applications, it was an innocent mistake but then I applied in convo and added random stuff, it made me seem desperate.

Indeed I did that same mistake too when replying to convos and posts while begging to people I know here to let me be a staff member so badly after I remember that I made too many accounts here to spam myself and I got trouble so I been muted for a hour here since I did and one my friend’s got very mad of me for my actions just decided to be against me on that since I never learn. .-.

But I think staff will understand you’ve matured, everyone does eventually

Anyone could disagree with me but I feel like I’m mature for my age (11)

Yes, Lucas you’re true right there I think now member’s and staff member’s can understand myself now ever since I mature of the age of 15 in 2017 until now while I just feel when I was 14 I never care for my actions or character when growing up so I can’t disagree on that since it was apart of me to remember and I’m happy to be mature so I won’t be in those situations here like that before until now. >~<

I like my new change I have made myself now and living it like the best moment I have ever made. <3 *Smiles*

A lot of people thought I’m like 14 or 15
I’m that mature xD
Btw do you like competitive eating?

Oh, I see by just the way you speak and act right? xD I remember that member’s call me male here before in my early day’s because it was just the way how I introduced myself to other’s or the way I act while I didn’t know how to set everything here until now.

With that I will probably say no to competitive eating because I don’t like to rush or eat like a winner when I’m eating and I think that’s not me in general since I like to eat casual for myself and I do take all of time just the eat one thing until something else in mind so I will go with that as my answer to you. ^,^

I mean do you like watching them xD like Matt Stonie or Furious Pete?
Yesterday I was eating salt & vinegar chips in white bread (I like it xD) and ate it fast xD I’m impressed with myself I didn’t know I could eat like that.
It is hard with 1 hand, I fractured my pinky 3 weeks ago and it’s gonna take a month or 2 more to heal rip xD but yeah I’ve been one handed, for 1 week or so I had to wear a sling

Omg!? *Hits herself* This is why I need be clear on something so I understand and answer it related to the question while yes I do like to watch people who’re competitive when eating food and I like this channel name WrecklessEating and they do a lot of challenges based on food or drink while it’s just entertaining to me to watch them punishing themselves for no reason. x3 *Giggles*

Don’t hit yourself xD
Do you like any weird food combinations?

I’m so sorry Lucas for that and I’m just so embarrassed that you actually saw me hitting myself while I don’t know why I do it maybe it’s just my way of saying to myself that I need to learn and understand something better only it’s necessary in my measures. xD *Feels so bad*