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hey, this is an old post but I've an update for it. nobody's going to see this update but I don't care, it's not directed at anyone anyway. but hey, if you do see this— hi. you've clearly scrolled through my profile since you've found this, and I'm honoured you think I'm interesting enough for that. so thanks

now for the update itself, someone has told me 'I love you', multiple times. it's kind of weird having someone say they love you when nobody ever really did that. it feels a bit.. surreal? it's like, I know my friends love me but this is the first time someone has told it to my face, and it feels more real, I guess. but I'm happy it was who it was because they matter to me a lot.

this guy is the closest friend I've ever had. I love him to freaking death. he is basically the reason I'm still alive. not that I want to die, nah, that's too edgy for me. it's more like... I feel more alive, like I feel like I'm achieving things and I feel more motivated to do things.