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Sometimes.. terrible things happen to the best kinds of people. Sometimes things happen that shouldn't have to happen, but they do. Sometimes the world gives beautiful people the worst of life. And it's not fair.

All the time, days like this come around. Where I feel suddenly sadder about you than usual and I am left here, feeling so empty. Alone. Hopeless. Because days like this shouldn't exist. They shouldn't. It's just not right.

It's been so long.. Way too long. And I'm stuck here, trying to finds the words to say, words that can describe how I'm feeling, how I feel about YOU. But those words don't exist. You were a genius with words though - a natural poet.

I have so many little notes on my notes app, that are just like this one, though I usually don't like to post them because people wouldn't understand and/or they're so personal to me. Maybe one day I'll show them. Maybe not. I don't know, I'm so sorry.

I just have to hope that you know how much you mean to me, how much you will always mean to me. I'm so sorry for everything. I'm so sorry that this world never treated you with the kindness and love you deserved. And I know how hard you fought to stay in this world, but at least you're safe and at peace now.