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XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
Every day, I waited for you to come on server and when you did, my heart soared. You might see your past self negatively but I adored it and I adore you now. I would do anything to make you smile.
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
You stand your ground. You’re funny. You keep out of drama but have an appreciation for it XD You’re awkward and a total weirdo. But sometimes when we were playing together, it felt like you were taking me by the hand and introducing me to everyone. With you, I never felt alone.
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
Also, oops, saying this in a convo would’ve felt too intimate and my heart wouldn’t have been able to handle it
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
You made me the person I am today and I can’t thank you enough.
Tantastic
Tantastic
don’t worry, I wasn’t that dense before xD. I always had thoughts on if you liked me, with all the stories, poems and parodies you created, but I always dismissed those feelings myself, thinking that you were being the friendly and cheerful Lia that everyone in the community loved.
Tantastic
Tantastic
When you did create those poems and stories a few years ago or something, I never knew what to type and say in the situation (and I still don’t lmao), to which I left ignored. It’s a bad habit of mine whenever I’m nervous or don’t know how to respond, so I’m so sorry if I’ve hurt you by ignoring that poem (which I read :) )
Tantastic
Tantastic
HOWEVER, I always acknowledged the time and effort that you give to me (which really helped my self-esteem, encouraging me, which I’m thankful for), and the support that you gave to me when I was down, under the weather.
Tantastic
Tantastic
I just also want to say - if it wasn’t for Nooch for introducing us to each other, then we would’ve never met, so you should be thanking him too
Tantastic
Tantastic
two years ago to now I still don’t know where my feelings are, which I’m still trying to sort out, but I did feel something back then, but IDKWHATTOSAYANYMORESOIMJUSTRUSHINGTOWRITESOMETHINGCAUSEIMSONERVOUSANDTENSEAHHHHH
Tantastic
Tantastic
this is prob the most I’ve posted in like 6 months xD
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
Oh goshhh, that’s funny, I always think I’m way too obvious when it comes to stuff like this. Shippers certainly pick up on that though -.- To be honest, that habit of yours didn’t and still doesn’t really annoy me that much. Kinda just figured it was your normal reaction. When Nooch comes on, I’ll definitely owe him a few matches :D
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
Omigosh XD Just out of curiosity, welp, uh, say I had said this to you two years ago and then asked you to... go out with me...what would you have said? (Now I’m just making it awkward :P Sorry not sorryyyy). I know right, but it’s also the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me, I think, haha.
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
The anticipation of waiting for your reply is actually killing me, did you know that?
Tantastic
Tantastic
tbh, I'm not too sure. I guess you'll have to ask my younger self ;D
XxLiazaliaxX
XxLiazaliaxX
That answer is so frustrating because it wasn’t worth the wait XD I’ll spare you the confusion and let’s just say the past is the past :P
Regarding how I feel now, I don’t think I can like anyone romantically anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still attracted to people but it isn’t something I want.
Oh welp, this was an interesting convo lol
NoochM
NoochM
thanks for saying that good talk ok bye
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