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Every day, I waited for you to come on server and when you did, my heart soared. You might see your past self negatively but I adored it and I adore you now. I would do anything to make you smile.

You stand your ground. You’re funny. You keep out of drama but have an appreciation for it XD You’re awkward and a total weirdo. But sometimes when we were playing together, it felt like you were taking me by the hand and introducing me to everyone. With you, I never felt alone.

Also, oops, saying this in a convo would’ve felt too intimate and my heart wouldn’t have been able to handle it

You made me the person I am today and I can’t thank you enough.

don’t worry, I wasn’t that dense before xD. I always had thoughts on if you liked me, with all the stories, poems and parodies you created, but I always dismissed those feelings myself, thinking that you were being the friendly and cheerful Lia that everyone in the community loved.

When you did create those poems and stories a few years ago or something, I never knew what to type and say in the situation (and I still don’t lmao), to which I left ignored. It’s a bad habit of mine whenever I’m nervous or don’t know how to respond, so I’m so sorry if I’ve hurt you by ignoring that poem (which I read )

HOWEVER, I always acknowledged the time and effort that you give to me (which really helped my self-esteem, encouraging me, which I’m thankful for), and the support that you gave to me when I was down, under the weather.

I just also want to say - if it wasn’t for Nooch for introducing us to each other, then we would’ve never met, so you should be thanking him too

two years ago to now I still don’t know where my feelings are, which I’m still trying to sort out, but I did feel something back then, but IDKWHATTOSAYANYMORESOIMJUSTRUSHINGTOWRITESOMETHINGCAUSEIMSONERVOUSANDTENSEAHHHHH

this is prob the most I’ve posted in like 6 months xD

Oh goshhh, that’s funny, I always think I’m way too obvious when it comes to stuff like this. Shippers certainly pick up on that though -.- To be honest, that habit of yours didn’t and still doesn’t really annoy me that much. Kinda just figured it was your normal reaction. When Nooch comes on, I’ll definitely owe him a few matches

Omigosh XD Just out of curiosity, welp, uh, say I had said this to you two years ago and then asked you to... go out with me...what would you have said? (Now I’m just making it awkward Sorry not sorryyyy). I know right, but it’s also the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me, I think, haha.

The anticipation of waiting for your reply is actually killing me, did you know that?

tbh, I'm not too sure. I guess you'll have to ask my younger self ;D

That answer is so frustrating because it wasn’t worth the wait XD I’ll spare you the confusion and let’s just say the past is the past
Regarding how I feel now, I don’t think I can like anyone romantically anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still attracted to people but it isn’t something I want.
Oh welp, this was an interesting convo lol

thanks for saying that good talk ok bye