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I'm sorry that I didn't ask you more questions and learn more about you, because I had the time. I'm sorry, that I don't have the time anymore.

I'm sorry for me always being so depressing on your profile. Part of the reason I make these posts is to keep your profile active for you, but you're an optimist.

You were always postive, sparkly, loving, kind, sweet, generous. Anything but what I've become. And so, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, that without you, I couldn't make it.

I'm sorry that you couldn't see the person I've become today. I'm sorry that you would want to. I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you, that the person I am today wouldn't be me, if it weren't for you.

I'm sorry that I couldn't tell you all this while you were still here. I'm sorry that you're not still here. I'm sorry that your future was snatched away, too fast, too soon. Everything went by so fast. I never got the chance to say goodbye.

I'm sorry that I always make these posts about me. I'm sure that you didn't want yourself to leave this world, either. I'm sure we aren't the only ones. I'm sure that you wanted to have a life, a family, a job. You wanted to make a difference in the world. And you did. I wish I could tell you that.

I'm sorry for everything. I love you so, so, so much and I really hope you know that. I spent all our time together, talking about pointless things, like chocolate, skateboards and just saying "HI IM BORED", when I could have taken that time to tell you all this.